Drifting Towards You

Gu Qingya gradually calmed down and didn't speak any more.

In the room for a while, she only choked softly. Gu Qingyao chuckled and said, "I really didn't expect that you would hate me so much."

Depended on each other for so many years, but in the end it ended up with a word of hate and full of complaints.

Gu Qingyao actually felt that she had failed.

Gu Qingya's tears fell again, she lowered her head slightly without daring to look at her, and whispered: "I...I am jealous...I am jealous that you can do everything so well, jealous that you are beautiful, jealous that you are attractive, jealous You can live arbitrarily, I am jealous of those that I can't achieve no matter how hard I try, but you can always do well easily."

Gu Qingyao couldn't help but laugh, but it seemed that she didn't even bother to explain it, but she lowered her eyes lightly to cover the wetness of her eyes.

She has never been able to do everything well.

She just always felt that if her mother was still there, she would be able to take care of everything for them.

I just thought that if my father was still there, they would be well protected.

So in the final analysis, she was wrong.

She is willing to carry these responsibilities on her shoulders, always wanting to give her the best.

But after all, she is not an elder.

In the end, she failed to become the idol in her heart, instead she became the object of jealousy.

Why make your life so exhausted?

After Gu Qingya said these words, she was silent for a long time and said softly: "I always thought that I hated you to blame you. But until Lu Xiao told me that you were in danger, I panicked, but I suddenly It’s ridiculous to realize that I actually...I am not all jealous of you..."

"I thought at that time, as long as you are okay, I would take all my money. But Lu Xiao was too bad. When I hurried to the hospital, he told me that you were dead."

Gu Qingya opened her mouth with a smile, still with tears on her face.

She looked at Gu Qingyao, Gu Qingyao was just silent.

"Looking at the empty hospital bed, I suddenly realized that I can't live without you... I can't lose you... Sister, I can't live without you! Can you forgive me, you forgive me once, and I will give you everything. "Gu Qingya couldn't help crying.

Gu Qingyao's eyes were also a little moist, and her nose and eye sockets were sore.

She was silent and did not speak.

Gu Qingya clutched her hand tightly and choked with red eyes: "Sister, shall we go back to the same as before? We are as good as before..."

Yes, she has been reluctant to admit it.

After Gu Qingyao moved out of the house, she lived alone in the huge villa.

But without her, she thought she would be very happy.

Finally there is no need to live in her shadow all the time.

But the truth is, she hasn't been happy for even a minute.

She only felt that the house was empty and terrifying, cold and lonely. She just missed the night she slept in a quilt with her, and missed her sometimes harsh and sometimes gentle words.

Gu Qingyao pulled a paper towel and wiped the tears overflowing from the corner of her eyes.

She didn't cry like Gu Qingya did not want to live, from beginning to end, it was just the corners of her eyes moisturizing.

She gently pulled out the hand that was tightly held by her.

But when she moved, Gu Qingya pulled her tighter: "Sister."

Gu Qingyao whispered: "Let go first."

Gu Qingya looked at her for several seconds before slowly letting go.