Even after being reborn, how can I still be trapped by her?

People's hearts are complicated. Li Changle couldn't just care about himself, so he was afraid. He was afraid of disappointing Yang Guoer's parents' trust and his parents' disappointment in him, so he retreated.

After retreating, he avoided Yang Guoer's hints again and again, and then looked at the loss in Yang Guoer's eyes and forced himself to look away.

He thought that in this way, maybe Yang Guoer's ignorant affection could be slowly diluted. After all, she was only eighteen, and she would wait until she grew up and could look at herself more rationally.

But his calculations failed. Even though Li Changle thought Yang Guoer was good enough, he still underestimated her goodness.

That time at Yang Guoer's house, Li Changle refused to go to BJ school together. He thought that Yang Guoer might lose her temper or have a big fight with him.

But nothing happened. When he came to Yang Guoer's house the next day, Yang Guoer seemed to have forgotten the unpleasantness of yesterday, and returned to her usual appearance, and even became more lively.

Li Changle didn't know that Yang Guoer told her mother everything about her and Li Changle that night, and was enlightened by her mother.

He only knew that after that day, although Yang Guoer no longer mentioned those things, her attitude towards him seemed to be closer.

She didn't make a fuss, didn't quarrel, and didn't ask the reason. She chose to convince herself under her mother's enlightenment, convinced herself to understand Li Changle, and convinced herself that Li Changle must have his own reasons...

She was really too sensible, so sensible that Li Changle went from being afraid of disappointing her parents' trust to being afraid of disappointing her.

In fact, Li Changle hated his hesitation.

He thought that if he was a little worse, it would be better. No matter whether she was Ye Qing or Yang Guoer, he could accept her and take her in. He would take her first and then talk about what would happen in the future. He didn't care about anything else.

If he was a little better, he could accept this relationship without burden, just be together peacefully, and not worry about changing his mind in the future.

But that's his character. He's not bad enough, and he's not good enough. That's why he's suffering now.

Today, Yang Guoer mentioned going to BJ again. Seeing Yang Guoer speaking carefully, Li Changle almost couldn't help but agree.

Unfortunately, impulse finally lost to reason, and he still refused cruelly. Yang Guoer's disappointed look at that moment made Li Changle feel distressed.

There are several reasons why he insisted on going to SH instead of going to BJ with Yang Guoer.

He didn't consider Yang Guoer at first, just because the entrepreneurial environment in SH was relatively better, and he had roughly chosen the school and major to go to. This was a plan he had prepared a long time ago.

On the other hand, he chose SH because he wanted to see the world and broaden his horizons. Before his rebirth, he was staying in this ancient city in the northwest, and he always felt that he lacked some knowledge.

And now, there is another more important reason, that is, he wants to test himself. He wants to see if he can keep himself from changing his mind without Yang Guoer by his side.

It won't take long, a year, or even half a year. If he doesn't go to Yang Guoer for half a year and still doesn't change his mind, he will be ready to accept this relationship.

As for the separation, it is not a problem for him at all. The flight from SH to BJ takes more than two hours. As long as he wants, he can fly to see her every week. For a reborn person, money is the last thing to consider.

In the moonlight, Li Changle thought while smoking one cigarette after another, and gradually strengthened his decision.

He didn't want to be soft-hearted and follow Yang Guoer to BJ. He still wanted to go to SH. He wanted to test himself. If he withstood the test, he would be ready to accept this relationship and live a shameless life with a 19-year-old girl.

As for whether Yang Guoer would change her mind in the six months since she went to BJ, he was not worried. If Yang Guoer changed her mind, it would show that his decision was right. If she changed her mind so easily, he would become Brother Liang in the future.

The greater possibility is that he believed that Yang Guoer would not change her mind so quickly.

After thinking it through, Li Changle got up from the windowsill and went to the toilet next to him to flush the toilet.

Then he returned to the dormitory with a relaxed mood, threw the remaining half pack of cigarettes and the lighter to Qian Bin, and said, "This is for you."

Qian Bin took the cigarette with a smile and said, "Thank you, Brother Le."

Li Changle lay on the bed, opened his mobile phone and found a message from Yang Guoer on his mobile phone. He didn't bring it with him because he was thinking about something just now.

Yang Guoer sent several messages.

"Have you arrived?"

"Have you arrived at the dormitory?"

"Why don't you reply to the message?"

"Reply to me when you see it."

"Are you asleep?"

Not long after the last message was sent, Li Changle took his mobile phone and replied, "I'm here,I was smoking and thinking outside just now, and I didn't bring my phone with me."

The message was sent, and the other side replied quickly. It seemed that Yang Guoer had been waiting.

"I'm glad you're here."

Li Changle asked again: "Why haven't you slept yet?"

"I can't sleep."

Li Changle thought for a while and said: "Then I'll call you and chat?"

"No, and we shouldn't call each other before the college entrance examination. It will affect our preparations. There are only a few days left, and we can't be distracted."

"Okay, I'll listen to you." Li Changle looked at the message and felt that Yang Guoer was quite thoughtful.

"Okay, go to bed quickly." Yang Guoer's message came again.

Li Changle smiled and replied: "Aren't you unable to sleep?"

"I was worried about you just now, so I couldn't sleep. Now that you're okay, you can sleep."

"Okay, go to bed early."

"Well, good night. ”

Li Changle turned off his phone and lay on the bed, thinking that it was really nice to be cared for.

(This is how Li Changle’s character was shaped. I don’t know if anyone would dislike this kind of character. If someone dislikes it, feel free to scold them. I accept all criticisms, after all, I shaped him.)