Fall in love after simulation

[In November, when it snows in Yoshida Town, Rena Nakajima is not a lively character, but she should be full of energy with a little expectation and anxiety. On the contrary, the spirit of the girl is sluggish. 】

【She began to lethargy, and even when she was awake, she was listless, like a flower that had been drizzled all night, drooping its petals. 】

[The doctor in charge conducted a detailed examination on her, erected a stainless steel shelf next to her hospital bed, and hung a palm-sized medicine bag on it. The medicine dripping from the bag flowed down the thin transparent tube to the girl's slender On the wrist, the sharp needle pierced through the girl's blue veins. 】

[One medicine bag was drained and shriveled, and another full bag was replaced. The nurse came every once in a while, and the intravenous retention needle stuck in Nakajima Rena's arm survived bag after bag of medicine. 】

[The girl often falls asleep, you don’t have the heart to do other things, sit by her bed and watch the transparent medicine pouring into the girl’s delicate body one by one. Can the potion condensed by the wisdom and exploration of human beings in medicine turn into the original liquid of the girl's life? you do not know. 】

[You and Hinata Nakajima asked the attending doctor, and the doctor only said that we need to continue to observe. 】

[After the potion was changed for five days, the girl's spirit gradually recovered. You raised the head of the bed to let her look at the garden outside the window and the tall building blocking the blue sky. She had lost interest in those things. 】

【Like you, she shifted her eyes to the hanging medicine bag without knowing it. The sound of the medicine dripping was very soft, but there was always a clear sound of water droplets falling in your mind and her mind. 】

[You look devoutly at the picture of the liquid medicine flowing, praying that the clear liquid medicine can bring the magic power of life. 】

[Seven days later, the shelf for hanging the medicine was removed, but the girl's health did not improve, and she couldn't even walk in the ward. 】

Memory scenes appear.

In the ward filled with the smell of medicine, Nan Yuxi sat by the bed, and Nakajima Rena leaned on the raised head of the bed, looking out the window at the garden.

It’s already winter, the garden has fewer flowers and more green shrubs, and the colors have turned into shades of green. When I’m peaceful, I don’t feel anything. When I’m sentimental and nostalgic, I feel that the changes in the garden seem to be a hint of fate.

"Why didn't you continue the infusion?" Rena Nakajima turned to look at Nan Yuxi.

Her face lacked blood, and her snow-like whiteness matched her elegant temperament better, as if she had put on light makeup for a grand ceremony; her weak and contemptuous voice made her appear more ethereal and noble, the weaker she was, the more she looked like That is His Royal Highness who stands in the Golden Pavilion.

She glanced at the place where the shelf was originally: "I think I will get better after another week of infusion."

"Yes, with another two weeks of infusion, Her Highness Linnai will be immortal." Nan Youxi deliberately said some witty words.

The girl laughed lightly, her smile only had the corners of her mouth slightly curled up, her eyelashes fluttered slightly, there was no crisp laughter, no leaning back and forth, she didn't have the strength to smile so flamboyantly.

After the shallow smile on her lips dissipated, she looked at Nan Yuxi and asked, "Is it snowing in Yoshida Town?"

"No."

"You lied to me. I asked my mother yesterday, and my mother said it was done."

"Next year's snow hasn't fallen yet."

"Will I still see snow next year?"

Rena Nakajima's question made Nan Yuxi hesitate, he didn't know the answer to this question.

However, he replied without hesitation: "Yes."

The girl's face turned back to the direction of the window, and she didn't speak for a long time.

Nan Youxi wanted to find some light topics, but with a restless and anxious heart, it took a lot of time to adjust if she wanted to think up and speak light words.

Before he adjusted, Rena Nakajima spoke first.

"I thought about my childhood." The girl said, "I have already been to Yoshida Town."

Nan Yuxi looked at her in surprise.

"My father and mother and I went to Hokkaido. There are many mountains there. We stayed in a Showa-style town like in the TV series, waiting for the first snow."

The girl spoke slowly, and after each sentence, she had to rest for a while before accumulating strength for the next sentence.

"The weather forecast said that snow will fall soon. I can't remember if it's tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or next week. I didn't wait for it. I felt so cold and weak that morning. My father and mother took me to the hospital. I didn't see that One year of snow in Yoshida Town, it must have fallen quietly while I was lying on the hospital bed."

"Just like now."

[Is the girl complaining or feeling sentimental? Or just to share this suddenly remembered story with you? You can't tell. The girl's words make your heart ache, you kiss her lips, her heart beats under your palm, it can no longer beat as hotly as before. 】

【The brief kiss parted soon, you stroked her face, and the faint crimson color appeared on her cheeks, which made you feel relieved. 】

[In March of the following year, Rena Nakajima's health still didn't improve, the attending doctor called you and Hinata Nakajima, she needs you to make a decision. 】

[Rena Nakajima's body has no possibility of recovering to what it was a year ago, and there is a high probability that it will continue to deteriorate. The operation must be carried out in advance, while Rena Nakajima's body is not too bad. Of course, you still have a choice - to give up the operation. With Rena Nakajima's current physical condition, the operation with a low success rate is even more hopeless. 】

[Nakajima Hinata leaves the decision to you. 】

[You are not entangled, just like a year ago, you chose surgery. 】

[The operation is scheduled for May. 】

【The day before the operation, you sat by the girl's bed and held her hand. 】

A short memory screen appears.

"The operation will be successful." Nan Yuxi sat beside Rena Nakajima's bed, holding her palm.

"You are obviously not the kind of person who would believe in 'certainty'." Rena Nakajima laughed at him.

"Because we agreed to go to Yoshida Town to see the snow and the lake you never forget." Nan Yuxi put the other hand on the girl's hand.

Yes, he doesn't believe in "certainty", just like he doesn't believe in gods and Buddhas, but if faith has become his only hope, the only possibility, he is willing to change his belief.

"You might as well make a condition and let me work hard, instead of saying such an illusory certainty." The girl looked into Nan Youxi's eyes.

"After the operation is successful, let's get married." Nan Youxi held her palm tightly, "I'm not yet old enough to receive a certificate, but it doesn't matter, we can hold the wedding first."

"Yeah." The girl blushed.

【Five hours into the operation, you and Nakajima Hyouhei waited anxiously outside the operating room, and you prayed to all the gods you know. 】

[The door of the operating room opened, and the girl who was still under anesthesia was pushed out, and you anxiously asked about the result. 】

[The chief surgeon's face is solemn, she told you that the operation was successful. 】