Fall in love after simulation

[The envelope was delivered by the postman. You thought it was an invitation letter or an invoice. The moment you get the letter, you realize that your assumption was wrong. 】

[There is a bulge in the center of the envelope, and the rest is very thin. From the feel of the hand, you can guess that there is a piece of silk cloth and a thin piece of letter paper inside. 】

【Kazumi Chishou is not at home. She went to a seniors club an hour ago. These highly educated old ladies suddenly became interested in the education of the children in the orphanage. They often serve as volunteer teachers. Last month, she even Take you to a music lesson. 】

[Chinju Kazumi was quite dull when she was young, and she was often alone. Now her hair is gray and she is more interested in socializing. Contrary to her, besides writing letters with other friends of the same age who have the right to speak in the industry, you are too lazy to write a word with others, say In a word. 】

[You shouldn't have a letter sent to you like this, but your name is indeed written on the letter. You suspected that Chiju Kazumi was participating in some event, so you left your name. This letter was actually sent to her. 】

[After a moment of hesitation, you decide to open it and have a look. 】

Nan Youxi closed his eyes, and the memory scene appeared under his closed eyelids.

In mid-winter, the faint morning light shone on the bare bushes in the garden. The elderly Nan Youxi walked slowly to the pavilion, sat at the round table, and tore open the envelope with wrinkled palms.

Inside the envelope, a transparent sealed bag contained two things, a piece of letter paper and a handkerchief.

Although the handkerchief was clean and white, the corners were badly worn.

Over the years, Nan Youxi has touched many high-end fabrics, and as soon as he got started, he knew it was a bargain.

He didn't recognize the handkerchief for a while, but when he unfolded the handkerchief and saw the word "South" embroidered with thin blue thread on the corner, he suddenly remembered that this was his handkerchief when he was a child, and it was his handkerchief more than forty years ago. A handkerchief given to a woman.

After sixty years, his hands that can still press the keys steadily, pluck the strings, and hold the musical pipes are trembling in the winter sun.

After folding the handkerchief and putting it back in the sealed bag, he took out the letter paper and unfolded it.

A slightly messy handwriting appeared in front of him.

"Feel sorry."

At the beginning of the letter, a sudden solitary apology appeared on the page.

This did not soften Nan Youxi's heart at all, but made him complain even more.

Since you chose to leave at the beginning, what letter did you send now? Sorry for what?

"Last week, the employees of the electric company came again and urged me to pay the long-overdue bills. My last money has bought a blanket. I am desperate."

Nan Yuxi frowned, he didn't expect that Asano Nao's later life would fall into such a situation. In previous sims, her savings were clearly enough for both of them to use Decrease. Was it cheated by others? Or was it spent indiscriminately?

He doesn't mind supporting Nao Asano materially, or in other words, he can't wait to use this as a reason to let Nao Asano appear in front of him.

The emotions of forty years ago have been buried in the corner of my heart by more than forty winter snowfalls, and the snowdrifts are thick and solid. But the moment he saw the handkerchief, the cold snow that had accumulated for most of his life had already melted silently.

He looked down eagerly, wanting to see an address, a contact information.

"I didn't buy a new piece of clothing, I didn't buy a new piece of furniture, I stopped buying games, comics, and novels 40 years ago. I resold what I had, what my grandma left me, I dare not sell them one by one, you know what kind of torture it is to me. I entrusted a shop that collects second-hand goods and sold them in packages.

I have no money to pay the electricity bill. Three days ago, at the end of the cold wave, the electric company cut off the power to my house.

I light a candle and write this letter to you on a table as cold as ice. My body is frozen, my temples are bulging, and to write such a letter with such stiff muscles and such a dull brain is tormenting me.

But if I don't write to you, what else can I find? You were everything to me in the past, and you are everything to me now! "

Nan Youxi turned up the collar of his coat. The cold wave has passed, but the temperature is still very low, especially at night when the wind blows. He couldn't imagine what kind of bone-chilling cold he would have to endure to survive these days without electricity or air conditioning.

He wanted to grab Nao Asano by the collar and ask her why she didn't write earlier.

"I didn't want to disturb you. You who are reading this letter may be full of anger, maybe you don't care, or you may have forgotten me. Your anger burns in my heart, your indifference makes me sad, your Forgetting negates the meaning of my existence.

But I have to write this letter, you are my last hope, I am floating in the sea of ​​suffering, only you can give me a hand.

I will tell you everything, I will not explain what you already know, my physical condition does not allow me to write too much, every time I write a paragraph, I have to stand up and rub my body to warm up.

I still clearly remember that you came to the apartment behind my house at three o'clock in the afternoon on March 25th. You came alone, carrying a big gray travel bag and a big silver suitcase.

That day when I went to the study to get the comics and drew the curtains tightly, I accidentally glanced out of the window and saw your figure standing behind my house and under my window. You hold the suitcase with your left hand, and cast a shade on your forehead with your right hand, looking around with your head up, you are looking for your apartment.

I was attracted by the luggage you brought. You looked like you had just graduated from junior high school, but you were able to come to this completely strange city alone with your luggage.

I was finishing the newly released game at the time, and I was in a state of doing nothing. I paid attention and always looked for you outside the window. Before I knew it, I had been at the study window all day.

I was twenty years old at the time, and I had never paid so much attention to a boy, observed a boy so carefully, until you passed by my window. I write this to let you know that my love belongs to you completely from the moment it sprouts.

My pen can't write my feelings for you, and my body doesn't allow me to say more. Is my handwriting very scribbled? I'm so sorry, I beg you to finish it.

You may have noticed that I had a plan to leave you long ago. That plan was made on an ordinary night. We went out for a walk that day and met your classmates in the orchestra. Their respect for you made my heart throb. I I am sure that I will only drag you into the abyss of failure in life.

After leaving you, I went back to the house left by my late grandmother, who came to take care of me. She has worked hard all her life. First she lost her son and daughter-in-law, and then her only granddaughter became like this again. She must have suffered a lot, but I can't take care of her.

Grandma died thirty years ago, and a distant aunt of the family organized the funeral, which was arranged by her before her death.

I didn't pay for it, and I didn't attend. The funeral was at my grandma's hometown, so I couldn't go there. The funeral was simple and my grandma's meager savings were used. I can't pay, I figured it out, my money is tight, and it's just enough for expenses.

I didn't expect that such an accident would happen later.

Yesterday, the hospital called me and it was time to pay the next bill. I can't come up with enough money, all I have left is the house in Misaki City.

I can't touch the house, you might go there again, unlock the door with the key, lie on your usual sofa, caress the wooden table where we dined, gaze at our happy bed, it's my consolation, just thinking of this Possibly, my heart trembled with joy.

But I have no money anymore, my grandma's house in my hometown has been sold by my grandma, and all the money has been given to me.

I have to pay the hospital fee, and I can't delay, and I can't let the hospital cut off the treatment, cut off the treatment of our daughter like the electric company.

My dear poor daughter, I am sorry for her, she has my hair, my eyes, my shoulders, my hands, and it is because she is so much like me that she is in this situation!

Sorry, there are a few more wrinkles on the letter paper, please forgive me, I no longer have the strength to write on another paper, and I no longer have the courage to write it again.

Go ahead and talk about our daughter, she is your piece I stole from you.

All over her body, only her lips are like yours, the warm lips like sunshine that can be evoked when she is happy. I have touched it countless times, kissed it when my daughter was not aware of it, and wanted to touch you through it.

Sometimes I envy her with those lips, because she is different from me just because of them.

I couldn't bear the fragility of my heart, the departure of my parents, and the taunts of my classmates, so I ran back home in a daze, but she, with such a ridiculous mother who would only make fun of her, still completed her studies strong.

I didn't name her Liuhua. On the one hand, I am ashamed to use this name. On the other hand, I am afraid that when you pass her by, I will recognize her because of this familiar name. She is the only fragment of you left for me, even if it is You can't take her from me either!

I didn't use the surname Asano, but my grandma's maiden surname—Yiyuan.

Our daughter's name is Yi Yuan Mei Yu.

You may be familiar with this name. During the summer vacation twenty years ago, Meiyu told me that she was very happy in the college when she returned home. A professor named Nan took good care of her.

I froze in place, Miha shook my shoulders, and I came back to my senses. I remained calm and asked her about the professor, and she happily told me everything.

I heard your name from her mouth, and my heart was in a mess. For so many years, I have deliberately avoided your name. I never read the news of the music industry. I never thought that this name would appear in Mei Yu's mouth.

Meiyu has been a smart child since she was a child. When I was in school, my grades were only in the middle. She can get the first place every time. She must have obtained extraordinary talent from you.

Selfishly and arbitrarily, I wanted to make her more like you, and I enrolled her in music lessons, and asked her to join the wind section. She was admitted to Misaki Art University, the same school as yours.

I didn't expect that you would teach in that school.

When Meiyu was young, I used to wait by the window to wait for her to come back. When I woke up in the middle of the night, I was worried that Meiyu would follow the pull of my blood, meet you somewhere, hold your hand, and leave me side. After all, she is the piece of you that I stole from you.

When Mei Yu grew up, this phantom hadn't reappeared for a long time. I didn't think that it was lurking in reality, and it was going to give me a heavy blow at this moment!

I can see the admiration in Mei Yu's eyes. A daughter should admire her father. I believe that as long as you wave, Mei Yu will leave my side and stay by your side!

I tossed and turned, I had envisioned such a scene, in those scenes, I forcefully took Mei Yu away, and ran to a corner that you don't know! This is true in all the scenarios I envisioned! Without exception!

But at that time, I hesitated, I didn’t know if I should restrain Meiyu like this, Meiyu has been away from you for eighteen years, fate made her meet you, should I break you up and let her go back to her eighteen years without a father in your life?

In such hesitation, a beautiful delusion was rarely born in my mind. I think, I can hide myself, as long as Miyu doesn't mention me, you might not guess that Miyu is your daughter, in this way, Miyu still belongs to me, and I can get your news through Miyu.

My heart was beating violently, and I stayed up all night, only to fall asleep in the morning.

It was my fault!

This is my punishment for delusional about what I shouldn't be delusional about!

I woke up at noon and called Miu, but there was no answer in the empty house, I went to Miu's room, my heart sank to the bottom.

Miha collapsed between the bed and the closet, she was clutching her chest, her eyes were closed, her lips were pale.

If I hadn't slept so dead in the morning, I would have heard Miha and taken our daughter to the hospital sooner!

Mei Yu has had heart problems since she was born, and I can't remember the name of the disease the doctor said. I have a terrible headache right now, I really want to use a hammer to break my skull open, but I can't, I have to finish writing this letter to you.

Our poor daughter has been taking medicine since she was born. Her small body was stuffed with a lot of white pills and colored pills. She grew up suffering from pain and pain.

The savings left to me by my parents, the compensation from my company, the manuscript fee for the book, most of my grandma's savings and the money raised from selling the house in the country, were all left to Meiyu to buy medicine.

I had already figured it out! It was already calculated! The money I have left should be enough for her to take medicine until she is ninety years old!

Not enough now, I have run out of money, because I slept too hard that morning to hear Miu!

I called an ambulance and sent Meiyu to the hospital. I missed the best time for rescue. Meiyu is still alive, but the rest of her life can only be spent in the care of the hospital.

I ran out of money.

The house is already very dilapidated, and the wind came in from nowhere and beat my back. I can no longer feel the existence of my feet, and my teeth are chattering.

I don't have money to pay the electricity bill, I don't have to pay the electricity bill, but my Meiyu, our daughter, needs to pay for medicine, nursing, hospitalization... I have no money. How's the temperature in the hospital? Did Miu receive the blanket I bought online?

I'm a useless person, I can't make money, you taught me to write books, but I can't write anything, if I have money, I can rent a house next to the hospital, and ask the live-in nursing team to take care of Miu , Mei Yu will not have to stay in the hospital!

I am writing to you, pleading with you, begging you to take care of Meiyu, and begging you to pay the hospital bills, I have written the information of the hospital at the bottom.

If you can, please hide it from Kazumi, I'm sorry for her, she doesn't know anything about Meiyu.

I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for Meiyu, I'm sorry for Grandma, I'm sorry for Kazumi...

When you get this letter, I must be dead in the corner of the house. This dead woman is begging you to save your daughter. "