Flowers, Swords and France

Under Charles's slightly panicked gaze, an angry Mary stood in front of Charles, and then rebuked him loudly. This sudden outburst was something that Charles had never seen from her before.

"Mary, Mary... calm down." He tried to calm Mary down. His tie was pulled, and he felt very uncomfortable, so he twitched, "Let's... let's talk..."

"Is there anything else we need to talk about?" Mary didn't mean to stop. "Look at how gentle you are. For this consideration and that consideration, you agreed to this and that. What about me? Am I not worthy? Do you pay a little attention? Do you think that just because I am obedient and obey you, I really don’t have my own ideas?”

She suddenly leaned down, her whole face in front of Charles, and the two pairs of eyes looked at each other.

"Look at me...look at my eyes. It's not a desert inside. There is enthusiasm, hope...and hope for attention!" She shouted suddenly to Charles, and then plunged into his eyes. In my arms, "Here...here is a heart that hopes to be comforted. It is beating with jealousy, and it is twitching because it finds that you don't take it to your heart...Tell me, don't you care about it at all?" No mercy? Do you really think it’s useless?”

The pressure was too tight, and although he didn't feel the violent beating of his heart, Ciel did feel the unique pressure from the female body.

He still didn't quite understand why Mary was so angry all of a sudden, but he probably knew the reason for her anger.

envy. Not only was she jealous of Laura, but she was also jealous of her sister - although she still regarded her as a good friend.

When her friend was in trouble, she tried her best to protect and help him, and fought for her for her sake. But when she found out that her friend had escaped from the suffering and might soon have the happiness of her dreams, she couldn't bear it. Being jealous, jealous that the other person has something that you don’t have.

Women are such complicated creatures... Ciel couldn't help but sigh.

In fact, I probably owed her too.

"I'm so sorry, I...I made you angry." He gently stroked the other person's hair, "Actually, you also know that I have been in trouble recently, and I have so much official work to do, so I really can’t think about so many things.”

"It doesn't matter, you are the most lovely when you are performing official duties and fulfilling your power..." Mary raised her head, "Yes, I like you, and I like you to say, 'There is nothing but water on the sea in France. It's like when all the demons are under my control, so I'm happy to help you, so that some of your glory can spread beside me... But. I beg you, don’t forget me just because I’m silent, okay? You can’t ignore me just because I’m obedient, because that’s tantamount to punishing my loyalty! You should reward loyalty instead of trampling on it arbitrarily, because loyalty is never a natural thing, on the contrary, it is rare, isn’t it?”

"Don't be excited...I...I really appreciate your loyalty to me..." Charles quickly interrupted her, "I have been thinking of ways to repay you, although the speed may not be enough, but don't worry, Sooner or later, you will become a person with enough status like Kong Ze...Really, I will not let anyone who follows me suffer. As long as I still have power, I will take care of them, I can guarantee this."

"Yes, I believe what you say... you will not treat your followers badly, you will repay them with money and status. You are a qualified leader, but... you seem to have forgotten one thing." Mary suddenly He raised his head and looked at him with a wry smile, "I'm different from him. I'm a woman. Of course I don't mind if you throw your money and status to me, but I... I still want it! I want something else, I want your care and love! I know... most of your love will be given to others, your wife or even your sister, but I still want to cut off the remaining ones! Part of it is left to myself! I know this may be a luxury, but I really want to get such a result, because people have to have some goals in life, right?”

Charles stared at Mary blankly. He had never seen her speak to him like this before. It was both novel and uncomfortable. However, he instinctively knew that he should never interrupt when he was confiding his true feelings. other side.

"I committed myself to you before. This was my own decision, but I know this is not a big deal to you, because as long as you nod, there are many women who are willing to climb into your bed..." Under Charles' gaze Under the pressure, Mary looked up at him, "I also know that you like women with a character as strong as granite, with a firm will that is almost as strong as granite. A woman who is never moved by anyone's words is the kind of woman who can move your heart the most, because you are used to her beautiful face and pretentious coquettishness, as well as the flirting tricks in social circles... …So you don’t take those things seriously at all, so you like those rare things… You see, I know you better than you think, right?”

"...Maybe...that's right." Ciel nodded lightly.

I have to say that this is indeed his opinion.

He likes women with strong wills and hopes that their unique charm when they are full of energy can impress him and allow him to see the real human heart beyond the ubiquitous romantic methods.

This was the case for Matilda, who was still recalling the excitement that night when he first felt this charm, the excitement that seemed to truly feel the meaning of life.

That's why he is so obsessed with Matilda.

The same goes for Laura. Even though he knew how evil she was, when she confided her heart to him, he was really moved and even hoped to see her wish come true.

"Yes, I understand...I understand...but do you understand? What a luxury this kind of charm is! Only those who have not had to kowtow to others since childhood can be arrogant and not put others first. Keep moving towards your goal with determination in your eyes!" Mary smiled bitterly, "I also want to be such a person, but can I do it? Destiny is following me? I made a joke, my status is not as good as others, I suffered a lot of difficulties, and I used my wits to escape from the difficulties. How can a person in my position not think about how to please others? Is there a way not to make myself more popular? Is there a way not to go to great lengths to keep what I have worked so hard to get?"

"Don't... don't say that... don't belittle yourself like this..." Seeing how desolate she said, Charles couldn't help but comfort her.

"No, don't pity me, it will make me feel even more pitiful. What I am depressed about is just the fact that my brain is no worse than anyone else's, and I am as smart as anyone else. If only I were like Fran and Treville. With your surname, you have such care , wouldn’t I become her if I had my grandfather’s favor? If I had a father like Laura, couldn’t I be arrogant? But I don’t...so I can only live in a way that you disdain. Be a humble mortal." Mary. A little tear suddenly flashed in the corner of his eyes, "But even so, I still have my ambitions and dreams, and I am still not willing to accept everything. Can't I just dream? You read that right, I am Jealousy, I try my best to help you My sister, but I still can't help but be jealous of her, jealous that she can get happiness so easily, jealous that she can live like my dream - it's so sad, she often feels pitiful. You will because of this! Do you think I’m ugly?”

"No, I don't think this is ugly... I'm afraid this is human nature, right? No one can avoid it..." Charles quickly comforted her, "You can do your best to help my sister, which is enough to deserve her. …precisely because…”

"I helped her not only because I like her, but also because of you!" Mary interrupted him loudly, "I originally thought that you would pay a little attention to me when you were paying attention to her. Even so, I am willing to Accept it, but just now I realized that I was wrong. Sometimes people just have to stand up and fight for it, because if If you keep silent, no one will notice you even if you make any efforts, and you will just be taken for granted! Yes... the only one who can help me is myself, so I yell at you, at you. I have said so many words because I want to struggle a little and at least let you see that there is still me in your world!”

Then, she moved her face closer to Ciel's. "Then please tell me, after my struggle, have you been touched by anything again...or have you still not felt anything?"

Under her fixed gaze, the two people looked at each other like this.

"I have never forgotten you." After a long time, Ciel finally spoke, "I... I'm afraid I can only say that I am very happy, because I... because I myself was actually regarded by you as the person who wanted to realize my dream. It’s an indicator of happiness, but I still have to tell you, it’s not necessarily happiness.”

Mary lowered her gaze, then her chest rose and fell slightly, and finally she suddenly shouted loudly.

"This matter...it's enough for me to judge by myself!"

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Then, she moved her face closer, eliminating the last distance between the two people, and then kissed Charles's face.

The kiss lasted for a long time, until the clock started to strike, and the two slowly separated again.

Needless to say, Charles was still a little surprised, while Mary's face was flushed, and her chest was heaving.

She was not just shy, but more excited. Because at this moment, she knew that she, like some of her most dazzling classmates, had left a mark on this person at the same time, instead of just being treated as a dispensable person who could come and go as soon as he was called. The servant is gone.

She can finally touch what they want. Maybe... for her, this is a manifestation of the value of life.

The excitement and joy in my heart were beyond words, as if I was a general who had won a battle.

No, she still wants some loot in the end, and it would be better if she could get it before her... If this is really the case, even though this kind of thing can never be publicized to the outside world, it will be a 'victory' that she will remember for the rest of her life.

"Sir, I... I also want a child, or two." She tried to calm down her mood, and then leaned against Charles again, giving him a strange touch again. "If you can give Laura everything, then why can't you give it to me? I also want your child to accompany me throughout my lonely life. Can you be merciful?"

She knew that after seeing a strong will, the young man she liked didn't mind feeling soft again, whether it was physical or psychological.

She also knew that whether she really meant it or not, she had to show that she would not give herself any way out - only in this way could she impress the other person.

"Don't worry about her. She is not someone who refuses to share. As I said, as long as you love her the most, it doesn't matter if you share some with others..." (~^~)