The old man was so sad, but he was still alive.
Ying couldn't express how she felt when she heard these words.
Was it the heart-wrenching feeling of a child with a high fever asking his mother if he was going to die?
Or was it the impoverished son who wanted to gamble everything just to save his mother who was seriously ill and dying.
But the mother said "I won't treat it" in order not to drag her son down?
Or was it the grandson's last time with his grandfather who was about to die, and the grandfather's reluctance to say "I can't accompany you anymore", and the regret of not cherishing it well?
Fear? Pain? Fear of loss? Don't want to face it?
It seems to be all of them.
Ying really wanted to tell Jiang Ning all these feelings.
I really want to grab her hand and feel whether she really exists by touching her, instead of turning into a fragile bubble and dissipating in the next second.
Otherwise, why would such a familiar face say such cold and decisive words.
But in the end, she still suppressed all these feelings.
It's not that she doesn't want to, but she can't.
Because she has more important things to say to Jiang Ning.
She has been holding it in her heart for a long time.
She is afraid that if she doesn't say it, there will be fewer and fewer opportunities in the future.
"Jiang Ning!"
Ying's sudden shout pulled Jiang Ning, who had already made the worst plan, out of the quagmire of thinking.
She had to cast her eyes on the girl in front of her.
But she found that the other party seemed to be different at this moment.
There was an unprecedented tenderness in the eyes looking at her.
However, the girl just smiled lightly: "Do you remember the first time you met me?"
"Maybe you don't remember."
"But I still remember."
Ying began to recall.
"At that time, you pretended to be a guide of Liyue and cheated me of 400,000 Mora."
"A full 400,000 Mora, this is the savings I saved after defeating countless monsters and treasure-stealing groups."
"Hehe, you know, I thought I met a bastard at that time, a big bastard who only knew how to cheat."
"But later I found out.........."
Ying said, looking at Jiang Ning gently: "What a bastard, I met an angel."
"Ying, you..."
Jiang Ning wanted to say something.
But Ying said her words faster than her.
"I'm not afraid of you laughing at me."
"After coming to this world, I don't know anyone, I don't have any friends, and I don't even know where my only family has gone."
"Don't think that I have become a hero who saved Mondstadt and Liyue, but I'm not happy at all!"
Ying revealed the scar hidden in the deepest part of her heart.
No matter whether the process was bloody or not.
At this moment, she just wanted to show all of herself to the person she trusted the most.
"No matter where I go, no matter if I am unwilling or not, I will always be pushed onto a stage full of calculations by the people around me."
"I am like a puppet."
"Except for the goal of finding my brother, there is nothing else left. I stand numbly and coldly in the center of the stage, repeating the performance over and over again."
"Even...even my brother left me when I found him!"
At this point, Ying's voice was filled with a trace of sadness.
But she still forced herself to smile to face Jiang Ning.
"But Jiang Ning, you are different."
"After meeting you, I realized that I can live so happily."
"It turns out that I can also be protected like this."
There was a trace of tears in Ying's eyes, but she smiled happily.
"You were clearly observing the situation on the terrace of Wangshu Inn, but you lied to us that you were just passing by."
"Even when facing a powerful immortal, you still chose to stand in front of me at the first opportunity."
"And you don't like seafood, but in order to accommodate me and Paimeng, you would rather choose to go hungry and say you are full."
I don't know if it's because Ying's thoughts are too strong, or if the environment in Yixin Pure Land is different.
At this time, bubbles storing memories suddenly appeared between her and Jiang Ning, rising slowly.
Through these bubbles, you can clearly see the past scenes about them.
"It's our first meeting. My name is Jiang Ning. What? Do you think I will cheat you?
”
“Ahem, this is called the destined to obtain the spiritual objects of heaven and earth, are you interested in joining me?”
“Hehe, this lady is just passing by, don’t be self-indulgent!”
“I’ve said it all, I’m not hungry!”
“Ying, Paimeng, thank you, this is the most delicious food I have ever eaten.”
“As an immortal, you are angry with mortals. I’m afraid this is a bit inappropriate, isn’t it?”
“Except me, no one can bully them!”
“Don’t let me meet your brother, otherwise I will definitely help you beat him up!”
“Don’t cry, if you cry again, I can only use the camera to take pictures of your miserable appearance.”
“Why? Because Ying is my best friend, what else do you need?”
“Don’t worry, no matter what time, this lady will choose to stand by your side. ”
These past events are as vivid as if they just happened yesterday.
Giving Ying the strongest back, she mustered up the courage she had accumulated for a long time and said to Jiang Ning: "So Jiang Ning, do you understand?"
"You are not obliged to face difficulties alone!"
"Why do you have to bear it alone?"
"Why do you pretend not to care?"
"You can also be like me."
"Like I rely on you, rely on us, do you understand!"
Ying's voice was obviously not loud, but Jiang Ning felt it was deafening at the moment.
It seemed that something soft was touched in her heart.
She stood there in a daze.
The world around her gradually became quiet.
Only the throbbing heartbeat from her left chest remained.
But after coming to his senses, Jiang Ning still shook his head: "Ying, I'm not as good as you think. "
But Ying smiled.
"If it's true as you said, then where did the extra 400,000 Mora in my wallet come from when we parted in Liyue?"
"Don't tell me it came out of thin air."
Jiang Ning heard this and said stubbornly: "I... I don't know what you are talking about!"
But Ying grabbed her hand and held it in his hand, forcing her to look at him, so that she could no longer escape.
Feeling the touch and temperature from the other's hand, Ying felt unprecedented peace of mind.
And... courage.
"No, you know, you know what I want."
Ying shook her head.
Then she looked at Jiang Ning seriously and excitedly: "I also understand the truth of saving the world."
"But how do you want me to bear losing you?"
At the end, Ying's eyes were more determined.
"I only know that in my heart, you are more important than this world! "
"If that day really comes, I would rather give up the world and save you!"
When the voice fell, a thunder flashed in the world of Yixin Pure Land.
The rumbling sound, which seemed to penetrate the sky and the earth, added an indescribable momentum to Ying's words, which was enough to shake the soul.
"Ying..." Jiang Ning looked at the girl in front of him in shock after hearing this.
Feeling deeply touched, he forgot to think.
I just felt that the light on her body was too strong at this moment.
So much so that the dark wilderness in her heart seemed to be lit up by a bunch of fireflies at this moment.
All the confusion, pain, and helplessness were instantly dispelled by the light and disappeared without a trace.
At this moment, there is no need to say anything with words.
Because all words, in front of this sincere and fiery emotion, have already seemed pale and powerless.
That feeling.
Even if Jiang Ning was stubborn, the throbbing and desire deep in her heart still betrayed her.
"Ying, why do you have to do this? "
Jiang Ning said with a wry smile, and finally took off his paper-thin disguise.
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