Giving You Love of a Lifetime

Xi Yun was kidnapped and imprisoned that year, then he was stripped naked, then beaten up, and finally blocked by the little girl, and then his father appeared.

The great pain that year could not be explained clearly in a few words. Xi Yun had been thinking about it for many years and tried to forget it.

But the memory of being abused and assaulted was so profound that she could remember it clearly even when she was five years old.

Fortunately, there is that little girl.

Fortunately, the father appeared in time.

Otherwise, it is hard to imagine.

Might die...

"Have you always been in pain?"

"Yes, I feel very scared when I think about the events of that year. I think that is myself, but I also feel that it is not myself; I think that is a dream, but also that it is not a dream; I think I want to be alone, but I am afraid I stay alone; I want to run around the world to ease my anxiety, but I want to stop and find a harbor to stop at! I am very conflicted and tired, and even more particularly anxious. I feel very painful now. In fact, back then... There were scars on my body, scars scalded by boiling water, and people below were severely beaten. I was afraid...I was afraid back then...Big brother Yuanlian said that because I was hurt too deeply, I had a mental illness and became anxious. Anorexia, and began to overeating."

Sitting on the bed, Xi Yun curled up and hugged his legs tightly, looking for a sense of security: "Big Brother Yuanlian said that I have always been unhappy, but I have been pretending to be happy. I think what he said is right. I have always It’s a false self. I’ve never been the real self. I always keep myself busy and look so powerful and free, but that’s not Xi Yun."

The doctor asked her, "Then who do you want to be?"

"I just want to be Xi Yun."

The doctor asked again: "Why do you always pretend to be happy?"

"I don't want to worry about mom and dad."

Xi Yun said with tears: "I have been unhappy."

"You need to rest and ease your emotions."

...

"Carl, I'm running ahead of you!"

Xi Yun was skating on the ice rink, Carl followed her closely, and soon he caught up with him: "You have very good skating skills!"

"Of course, I have grown up!"

Carl asked curiously: "Why did you come back to Ireland just a few days after you got home? I thought you would be home for a few months!"

Xi Yun replied in English: "It's boring at home."

"What are those scratches on your neck?"

"Itchy, it will be fine in a few days!"

Xi Yun slid to the front, and Carl caught up with him: "We will practice parkour more these days, and we will participate in the competition after a while."

Xi Yun asked curiously: "Where is Elena?"

"She has strong skills, and it doesn't matter if she practices or not. When the time comes, she will directly participate in the competition. Xi Yun, you are not allowed to hold us back!"

Xi Yun said happily, "Then I will be rubbish!"

"Look at you proud!"

Xi Yun is a person who can concentrate on what he learns. Even if he can't learn proficiently, he still needs to be a good player.

In the two months after the new year, she spent time practicing parkour, because she seldom thinks of home and Yue Chun because she is too hard.

So she contacted Yue Chun about five times in two months, and the two of them seemed to have returned to their previous state.

Of course this is only Yue Chun thinks so.

Xi Yun didn't feel this way.

It was when the game was about to start in early March, Xi Yun suddenly received news from Yue Chun, "I am on a business trip in Ireland, and I will arrive in Ireland in about three hours. Do you want to see me?"

Xi Yun replied: "Well, I only have time at night."

When Yue Chun received the news from Xi Yun, she was in a bad mood. After two months of separation, she looked like a silly person, but he made a special trip to Ireland. Anxious to see him made him feel disappointed.

Yue Chun, who had always been calm, began to panic.

"Xi Yun, what do you want me to do?"

...

Because Elena was temporarily absent, the focus of the team was on them. Xi Yun participated in the game during the day, and fell asleep when returning to the apartment at night. When she woke up the next day, she remembered that Yue Chun had arrived in Ireland. She hurriedly Send him a message and ask: "Where are you, big brother? I'll come to you again tonight."

When Yue Chun received the news, he was sitting on the sofa in the hotel. He sat here and waited all night, but his expectations fell through.

He did not reply when he received Xi Yun's message.

Xi Yun was anxious to participate in the competition and did not think much about it.

Think he was too busy to reply to her message.

Although Xi Yun's level of parkour is not a super god, she is also familiar with the road when crossing houses and obstacles. At least she did not hinder the team. After all the competitions, she took off her cap and ran to hold Carl tightly. I succeeded, at least it was not a hindrance!"

"Xi Yun, congratulations on your graduation."

Not far away, about a dozen meters away, the man looked at the passionate girl silently. He saw her performance and abilities one by one.

This is a girl who makes him proud.

The girl he couldn't control.

But he didn't know--

This is a girl with a heart failure to the extreme.

The man turned around and returned to the hotel. The assistant showed him the video of Xi Yun's game, "Mr. Yue, this is the young lady."

Yue Chun asked him, "Is she good?"

"Awesome, Mr. Yue is more powerful."

"I forgot how mine used to be."

The life of these years has been too calm and stable, of course, those little assassinations are not counted at all.

"Mr. Yue, what you experienced is a past that ordinary people can't experience. That is a past that Miss Xi can't understand in her entire life."

"But I think she is great."

"Mr. Yue likes her and thinks she is good everywhere."

Yue Chun: "I think she is good everywhere."

After the game, Xi Yun felt tired and hungry, but at this point, she didn’t want to go to Yue Chun. She would definitely call her to eat. During this time, in order to keep her energy energized, she ate on time for two consecutive months. Of course, she will continue to eat. Just as she was about to leave the game, she saw an acquaintance, and she quickly ran over to hug him, "I didn't see you yesterday, thinking my brother Yuanlian won't be here!"

Mo Yuanlian rubbed her head and asked, "How has this time been? Do you feel better?"

Xi Yun said sadly: "Poor, very poor."

"I will reassure you later."

"Thank you, Brother Yuanlian."

Mo Yuanlian glanced at the direction where Yue Chun was leaving and said, "Just now, your brother Yue Chun is here, do you know Xiao Yun?"

Xi Yun shook his head and said, "He didn't say anything. I was thinking about looking for him in the evening. Let's go, Brother Yuanlian, I will accompany you around."

"Well, I'll go back to your apartment later to see your condition."

"Big Brother Yuanlian, why did you say I got sick?"

"I have been sick since I was a child." Mo Yuanlian said.

Xi Yun asked in surprise, "What's wrong with Brother Yuanlian?"

"I have been abused since I was a child, with anti-social personality."