Giving You Love of a Lifetime

Huaerlu sat up from the bed with a headache and looked out the window casually. It was raining again in Tongcheng. She had heard her mother say that it was a rainy and humid city before. She rubbed her temples with her palms and said to herself: I need to drink less, but if the wine can be controlled, then I am not a flower deer."

Huaerlu lit a cigarette and snuggled her body on the bedside to enjoy the rain view outside the window. Now the sky is foggy and so humid, it is not suitable for going out, but there will be a charity event that needs her to participate, of course charity is Secondly, the more important purpose is the research institute of the university behind the charity.

She must win the scientific research project.

Otherwise, a trip to Tongcheng for nothing.

Huaerlu finished smoking and got up to wash in the bathroom. She went out and changed into a cheongsam from the Republic of China. She wore a pearl necklace around her neck and her lips were red. She was tall and her face was deep in profile. She looks pretty tight in such a dress, and the four characters of amorous feelings overlap with her perfectly.

Somehow, she recently fell in love with cheongsam.

It's a beautiful thing.

She showed her face in the mirror, except that her hair was brownish and golden, and her face was darker, there was no difference between her and the people in China, so the hybrid gene would only make her look better. For the beauty to stand out.

"Now, it's really pleasing to the eye."

Huaerlu finds his face pleasing to the eye.

She turned and stepped out on high heels. Her assistant was guarding the door. She told him: "Go to Tongcheng University."

"General Manager, there is a letter."

Huaerlu fixed her pretty eyebrows, "Whose?"

"It was written by the first wife before she was alive, and it was passed to you by Mr. Xi Run. He said it was accidentally obtained from a place."

Huaerlu froze, "Mother..."

She stretched her slender arm, "Give it to me."

"Yes, Mr. Shang."

Huaerlu didn't open the envelope immediately. She waited until she got in the car and opened it slowly. It was indeed the tender handwriting of her mother's kindergarten. Her Chinese has always been not very good.

"Shangwei, Master Shang will personally enlighten——"

At the beginning are these seven words.

It was written specifically by the mother to the father.

Huaerlu continue to browse——

"Master Shang, please allow me to call you this way, because I have never dared to call your name directly. I have always wanted to write you a letter, a message from my heart that I want to write to you, but I dare not let it You know, so I stored this letter in a bookstore, and it will be delivered to you in thirty years."

Thirty years...

The father's patients are well known.

It is impossible to live beyond thirty years at all.

And it's impossible for a mother to not know this.

So she never thought of letting her father see this letter.

Huaerlu deliberately glanced at the last time first.

It was written by the mother one year before her death.

A year later, she and her father both...

She did not forgive her father till she died.

The father felt that his mother was too stubborn until he died.

"Master Shang, do you remember the little girl you once met? I'm talking about her appearance at the beginning. I don't think you can remember, because there are so many women in your life, so many you A strange woman who I don’t even know! Master Shang, I know that you are abandoning yourself because of your own health. I think it’s okay. I will stay with you and stay with you for many years to come. I think about you wholeheartedly. But you gave me... to someone else. This is something I can’t forgive you in my whole life. I obviously hate you so much, but after meeting you again... seeing you again, you don’t know that you already have a daughter. In this world, she is fused with your blood, and you are still walking among countless women looking for solace! I should hate you, I should hate you very much, but seeing that weak you and me again I don’t hate you so much, I think I can’t bear to hate you after all!! I’m trying to persuade myself to forgive you, but what about you? In your eyes, I am just your trouble, your punching bag, and even a stranger. Don’t put me in my heart! If I didn’t blame you before, I didn’t hate you or even forgive you, and peeped at you again and again, but now... I see Yun Yi’s feelings for Shi Sheng... Then So hot as one... So deep, like faith... Yunyi is the belief of all of us, and Shi Sheng is the belief of Yunyi, their feelings like this... Master Shang, I just woke up by staying beside Yunyi It’s love, I don’t want to die again, so after you learned that Huaerlu is your daughter, when you were willing to keep me and Huaerlu by your side, I refused you without hesitation!!"

The flower deer who read here are already in tears.

She had always known that her mother was a woman who had to be happy but she had never thought that her heart was so simple and pure.

All she wants is a sure love.

A love that is not willing to be equal.

"Master Shang, I am a flowery, humble and humble, but I am a person, a woman who wants to be respected and cared for, not a pet that you call to come and go... You always ask me why I don’t want to In order for Huaerlu to stay by your side and give her a complete family, then I will tell you why.

I have wronged myself for half of my life. In the future, I would rather live selfishly than pay myself to you.

Master Shang, I love you.

Love you more than anything else.

But in this life I will never forgive you again. "

At the place where the pen was written, it was still written, "Hua Wei Jue Pen."

My mother thought about death at that time.

Huaerlu's tears kept streaming, and the assistant in front handed her a tissue and asked her caringly, "Shang, what happened?"

"The mother never told her father what she was saying, or blamed him in her words. She didn't have the courage and courage. Because she thought her father didn't love her, she felt that she was not qualified to make trouble without reason. In addition, her father was noble. Her status is humble, so... the biggest wish of my mother in her life is to tell her father the dissatisfaction and grievances in her heart, but she has suppressed herself all her life, and even wrote a letter to someone who had already landed thirty years later. father."

Huaerlu sighed: "Father loves her mother, otherwise she won't suffer such a big blow after her death and go with her."

It's a pity that my mother will never know in this life.

Mistakes are doomed to a lifetime tragedy.

"General Manager, they are in love."

"Yeah, no longer know each other."

...

After hearing the content of the letter Xi Run said, Xi Yun repeated: "It is hot, deep and faithful. These concepts are exactly the same as what he and his father taught me! But how can brother Yuanlian and mother... Did my mother have a relationship with Yuanlian brother after the divorce? What about the father?!"