Giving You Love of a Lifetime

Being kidnapped in the streets of Helsinki, I didn't feel the slightest fear in my heart, because there was a strong man as far as I could see, and he was always able to protect me.

　　 He looked at me calmly, and silently opened his lips: "Don't be afraid."

　　 I believe Xi Zhan will save me, so I was not afraid at all. The person covering my lips released me and pushed me into the car.

　　 Then he sat in the driver's seat.

　　 When the car was about to leave, suddenly a few men opened the door and jumped up. Each of them had a suitcase in their hands. They opened them as soon as they got into the car. They were all loose weapons.

　　 Did I meet a terrorist?

　　 Or Xi Zhan’s enemy? !

　　 Yes, it should be Xi Zhan's enemy.

　　 He called Xi Zhan's name because I was obedient.

　　 I turned my head and looked out of the car window. Xi Zhan quickly turned and disappeared into the vast sea of ​​people. I don't know what he planned to do, but I believe he will not abandon me.

　　 At this moment, my heart is full of trust in Xi Zhan.

　　 Several foreign men in the car began to assemble weapons. As the car drove out of the city, I heard them say in English: "If he doesn't die this time, we will die."

　　 "He is alone this time, plus we are hostage."

The exotic man driving the car has blond hair and blue eyes, and his tone of voice is filled with exclamation: "Speaking of which, this is the first time I saw a woman next to Xi Zhan. Didn't Miss Hull tell him that he is not good? It seems they are all rumors!"

　　Who is Miss Hull? !

　　 sounds like a foreigner’s name.

The person behind said: "Xi Zhan, this woman is beautiful. I don’t know how well the bed skills are! It should be very good. Look at this small waist, long and white legs, and it’s hard to stand it on a man. Little mouth...I don’t know how the little girl’s mouth works!"

　　 They speak authentic English. I have deliberately delved into English because I am often in contact with foreign businessmen. I am very familiar with English, and I can even understand their nonsense.

　　 I pressed my lips tightly and did not speak, pretending that I could not understand them, the car kept going north.

　　 I don't know where the specific destination is, but the car was still driving after five hours, until a helicopter appeared in front of them and blocked them.

　　 They stopped and took me down. It was violent storm and snow outside. This should be the northernmost location in Finland.

　　 I was wearing a pair of silk stockings and a windbreaker, and my whole body was shaking when I got out of the car. They took me to the helicopter where a beautiful woman was sitting.

　　 Her contour is hard like Europeans, but her eyes are black and her hair is dyed linen.

　　 "Is she the woman next to Xi Zhan?"

The woman in front of me was wearing a mink coat and holding a glass of red wine in the blizzard. She shook the red wine glass and stared at me inexplicably boasting: "It's a pretty woman, but there's nothing outstanding. Oh, Courageous, I haven't been scared to cry."

　　 I originally wanted to ask who she was, but I simply shut up and did not ask, because her target was not me, but Xi Zhan behind me.

　　Humanity beside me: "I saw Xi Zhan talking to her with my own eyes, and he was a bit gentler than the man I knew."

　　The woman holding the red wine glass turned cold, and asked the human behind herself: "Where is Xi Zhan? Are you coming here soon?"

　　 "According to his speed, it is estimated that he will arrive in 20 minutes. Miss Hull, the consequences of your tooth extraction from the tiger this time will be very serious. The old gentleman knows that he will be angry, you can just relax..."

　　 So she was Miss Hull.

　　 is what she said, Xi Zhan can’t do it!

　　 How did she know that Xi Zhan was not good?

　　 Is it possible that between them...

　　 I stopped what I was thinking, and heard the order from Miss Hull: "Throw her in the snow and we will go to see Xi Zhan."

　　 The person next to me was surprised and asked, "Just throw it in the snow?"

　　Miss Hull raised her eyebrows and said: "She is just a bait. Now she is useless and throws it away. What do you leave behind? It makes me feel bad? Remind me that Xi Zhan likes such a woman and can't look down on me?"

　　 This woman speaks too high!

　　 It seems that she is cloud and I am mud.

　　 I was **** with a rope to be thrown into the snow. My clothes were very thin, and I would freeze to death soon after being thrown into the snow.

　　 I quickly whispered to the person next to me in English: "You will save me later, I will give you five times as much as she gives you."

　　 He was surprised: "Yo, can you speak English?"

　　 He raised his hand and squeezed my ass, carrying Miss Hull and asked, "Why don't you stay with me for the night and I will consider letting you say?"

　　 He can't let me go directly in front of Miss Hull, but he can wait for her to leave and turn around and come back to rescue me.

　　 I gritted my teeth and said, "This business is not a loss."

　　 I have a cold pain on my body. I have never experienced what it is like to be so cold that my body hurts. Now I feel very deep.

　　 "Oh, what I lack is not money."

He directly pushed my body into the **** next to me, and I instantly plunged into the snow. My whole body was covered by heavy snow. After a while, I heard the sound of the helicopter leaving. Then everything was silent and only the stormy snow left. I was frozen. Curl your body together.

　　 I want to say that I was not afraid just now, but now I am terribly afraid. I am afraid that my body will be frozen, especially my thin legs.

　　 If muscle necrosis...

　　 I can't imagine, I keep calling Xi Zhan in my heart.

　　 My body gradually lost its temperature, and my brain began to lack oxygen. After some time, I felt a slight movement on my side.

　　 vaguely heard someone talking.

　　 That voice is very familiar.

　　 "Where was she buried?"

　　 "Where did I know that the snow is so big?"

　　 The man sternly said: "Hull, do you want me to ruin you?"

　　 "I really forgot, where did I know where your woman was buried? The only people I knew were just killed by you."

　　 The man ordered: "Dig for me, dig three feet in the ground."

　　 "Mr. Xi, it has just been twenty minutes since the present. According to the limit of human survival ability, Miss Shi should be in a state of confusion at this moment, and her life will not be in danger.

　　 No one responded to him.

　　 My body is very numb, the pain began to disappear gradually, and my consciousness is not clear at all. Suddenly someone shouted, "Here!"

　　 Within a few minutes, I was dug out and hugged me. Several down jackets were all over me. The warmth gradually picked up. I stared at the person holding me in a dazed manner for a long time.

　　 "Baby, can you hear me?"

　　 "Hey, Xi Zhan, you yelled too much!"

　　 The voice is vaguely from the woman named Hull.

　　 I curled up my fingers and looked at him. I couldn't recognize him for a while, so he hugged me and got up and got into the car.

　　 The temperature in the car is very high, I snuggled in his arms and moved my legs, and said pitifully, "My legs are so cold."

　　 Xi Zhan hurriedly reached out and touched my cold legs. Suddenly he made a bold move, stripping my clothes clean, taking off my underwear, and wrapping me in a warm blanket.

　　 took off the cold clothes on her body, and it took a while before I reacted, staring at Xi Zhan in a daze without speaking.

　　 He rubbed my cheek repeatedly with his fingers, and suddenly blamed: "Who told you to follow me to Finland?"

　　 I replied in a low voice: "I'm sorry."

　　 Xi Zhan's handsome face was less than three centimeters away from me. Within two minutes, he put me down and got out of the car. Through the car window, I saw him kick Hull severely. This was the first time I saw Xi Zhan beat a woman.

Hull fell to the ground and looked at him in shock. I rolled down the car window and heard Xi Zhan say: "I never beat women, but I can't beat them! Hull, look at your father, I will spare your life. , If you become impatient next time, you will go to **** with your father to make amends."

　　 "Xi Zhan, you turned against the He family for a woman?" Hull got up from the snow gracefully and smiled: "I don't believe you can fight the whole world for her!"

　　 Xi Zhan suddenly called her name, "Hull."

　　 Hull was startled, and asked: "What are you doing?"

"We have known each other for decades. You know that there is no fun in my life. If you deprive me of my only hope, I will do my best to turn the world upside down! Especially the person who destroyed her, I will let him know What is life is better than death."

　　 Xi Zhan is a person who never explains what he does. He hits and does what he does. In a word, I am happy.

　　 But now he seriously says that I am his only hope.

　　 I don’t understand what he means by hope.

　　 Because he has no love for me.

　　 When did he take me so important?

　　 And still in a family gesture? !

　　 Hull asked in a shock: "You really treat her..."

There was a violent storm and snow outside, and it fell on Xi Zhan's body to make his figure look extraordinarily cold. He interrupted Hull's words and said in a cold tone: "I said this, I hope you will act cautiously in the future, if it is like today. You know your end."

　　Hell asked sarcastically: "Oh, you said this, do I see her in danger in the future, I have to protect her?"

　　 Xi Zhan left the four words coldly, "It's not impossible."

　　 The man turned and left Hull's side. He came over to see me with the car window open. He raised his eyebrows and asked, "Yoona, aren't you cold?"

　　 I smiled and said nonsense: "I wanted to eavesdrop on what you said, but the wind is too loud, I only saw you kick her."

　　 Xi Zhan opened the door and got on the car. I quickly moved inside. He closed the window and asked me, "Is it still cold?"

　　 I grieved and said: "Well, my body is still very painful. I just looked in the mirror and my face is black. It will take a long time to recover."

　　 I was wrapped in a blanket and my legs were inadvertently exposed. Xi Zhan raised his hand and touched it familiarly. I stared at him with a stupefied look. He calmly said, "If your legs are not frozen, it will be fine."

　　 I took it back quickly, and Xi Zhan told the driver to go back to the villa.

　　 Originally returned to Tongcheng in the afternoon, but because of my health, I had to go to Espoo. When the car reached the door, Xi Zhan hugged me and returned to the room. Then he went downstairs and made a pot of rice porridge for me.

　　 I felt warm after drinking a bowl, and fell asleep shortly after lying in bed. It was early morning when I woke up.

　　 Xi Zhan is in the room, sleeping beside me.

　　 I think of what he said to Hull, and my heart still fluctuates. His words are really too much like a man's oath to a woman.

　　 But he didn't allow me to approach.

　　 I want to kiss him, he will decisively refuse me.

　　 There was no snow in Espoo, the moonlight outside the window was very bright, and his handsome face was facing me. I raised my hand and gently touched his profile, feeling that it was not enough, and touched his lips again.

　　 Xi Zhan's lips are very thin, and I heard that such a man is naturally indifferent, so I pursed my lips and suddenly wanted to kiss the corner of his lips.

　　 At that moment, I forgot Gu Tingchen, my obsession and love, and there was only a man who didn't understand love, repelled and cared, was naturally ruthless, and powerful.

　　He is Xi Zhan, and his hands are full of blood.

　　 is the Rakshasa in the eyes of the world.

　　He is Xi Zhan, and he is also clean and pure.

　　 Because he has never had a woman yet.

　　 Xi Zhan is really too beautiful, too beautiful to dare to profanity. I pursed my lips, lowered my head and stopped at the corner of his lips. I wanted to kiss, desperately.

　　 But I don’t have the courage after all.

　　 There are thousands of rivers and mountains between me and him.

　　 I was about to retract my head, Xi Zhan suddenly opened his eyes, and we just looked at each other with our eyes facing each other.

　　 My heart was rolling. It was so hot because I was caught by Xi Zhan because of my impure motives. When I was trying to find an excuse to perfuse me, Xi Zhan asked me indifferently, "Yoona wants to kiss me?"

　　 The man's look was serious. I didn't want to kiss, but I was attracted by his ascetic appearance.

　　 I nodded obediently, and heard his cold voice asking: "Then do you know what this means?"

　　 I was silent, because I didn't know how to answer his question, but I knew in my heart that the membrane between me and Xi Zhan would be torn once I kissed it down.

　　 can no longer be summed up by family affection, and more importantly, our mutual intentions are uncertain.

　　 I don’t know if he loves him.

　　 is the urge to approach him very much.

　　 And he clearly has no love for me.

　　 Seeing that I had been in a trance, Xi Zhan sighed lowly. He sat up and stretched out his palm to touch the back of my head, and then slowly came towards me, his thin lips getting closer and closer to me.

　　 We breathed more and more clearly between each other, until we blended, until I licked the corner of his lips, until I finally felt his sweetness, I reacted and hugged his neck.

　　 I tightened my hands and hugged Xi Zhan tightly. He didn't seem to know how to kiss, so he pressed my lips lightly and didn't move forward.

　　 If he doesn't move, I dare not look sophisticated.

　　 After all, compared with him, I am a woman who has experienced love. I even know where the sensitive points of men are.

　　 After a long time, he let go of me and said, "Let's not take it as an example."

　　 I was surprised and asked: "Second brother, is this?"

　　 "Satisfy your wish."

I:"……"

　　 Is it just because I miss it for a long time?

　　 Then this kiss means nothing, right?

　　 Me and Xi Zhan are still just me and Xi Zhan.

　　 He doesn't want to talk about love with me. In fact, this is good because I wanted to find a man who didn't want to talk about love with me but was willing to spoil me.

　　 I even hit Fu Xi with this idea, but found that he had other thoughts on me.

　　 Now it’s hard to find someone who doesn’t love me but is willing to spoil me should feel at ease. Although it comforts me in this way, I have unspeakable disappointment in my heart.

　　 It seems that I don't want to just be willing to do this.

　　Because I don’t have cancer now.

　　 Now I am qualified as a lover.

　　 I suddenly remembered that Assistant Yin said that Xi Zhan once thought about forming a family to have children, but I seem to be unable to...

　　 After all, I still don’t have the qualifications for a lover.

　　 Xi Zhan wanted to get out of bed and leave. I stretched out my hand and grabbed his sleeve and asked brazenly, "Can you give me another kiss?"

　　 Xi Zhan: "……"

　　 I am weak: "I want to kiss you."

　　 His breath is very sweet, I like it very much.

　　 Maybe I was too eager. Xi Zhan suddenly asked me a serious question, "You forgot Gu Tingchen?"

　　 The shame in my heart exploded in an instant, I looked at Xi Zhan in amazement and suddenly couldn't say a word, Gu Tingchen was all in my mind.

　　 Yes, yes, why did I forget Gu Tingchen.

　　 I used to love him so terribly!

　　 But I...

　　 I can't bear this man in front of me.

　　 I can't bear it in my heart.

　　 My heart began to mess up.

　　 From Gu Lanzhi to Gu Tingchen at the beginning, but now Gu Tingchen is gone, I lived for a few months in a muddle-headed manner, like a walking dead, but Xi Zhan was taken into the pit...

　　 Xi Zhan left the room indifferently. I suddenly regretted that I shouldn't have gone to him yesterday. I shouldn't care about him involuntarily. Just a day's time left me deeply unable to extricate myself.

　　 Just one day, why are you stuck?

　　 I suddenly began to understand Ji Nuan's tormented heart. She and I are both poor women, living in the past and yearning for the present.

　　 I kept wiping tears on the back of my hand, but the more I cried, the more fierce I was. I took out my phone and sent a message to Ji Nuan aggrieved.

　　 "You lost to Chen Shen, I lost to Xi Zhan."

　　 She can understand what I mean.

It didn’t take long for Ji Nuan to reply to me: “You’re not wrong, you can’t live your life by guarding the dead Gu Tingchen, you can have a new life and even a new love! But you and I know that the truth is simple and difficult to do, Sheng’er , We need time to transition."

　　 I felt pain and uncomfortable holding the phone, and kept thinking about Gu Tingchen's alive face repeatedly in my mind.

　　 He has treated me terribly in his life.

　　 But he gave me his life.

　　 I forgave him.

　　 even loved him back then.

　　 But only four months have passed...

　　 It’s just two nights with Xi Zhan...

　　 I lost the city in my heart.

At this time, Ji Nuan sent me a message again. I clicked on and saw her and said: "Sheng'er, I used to think that my love is unwavering, at least for the rest of my life! Pushing forward, I can protect Chen Chu. For a few years, it’s not that I can really stand by him for that long, but I have never met the right person. That’s why I pretend to say that I have been guarding for him for more than ten years, and it is impossible for me to marry again in this life! Wrong, it is just a way for us to comfort ourselves, thinking that in this way they will not leave."

I just finished reading, she sent a message again: "We met someone, maybe more than ten years, maybe a few months, or even a few days. What does it actually have to do with time? Even if it's a second, As long as it's him, we should work hard, but only if he loves me."

　　 She continued: "Chen Shen has no love for me, so I will not force it. I will leave Chen Chu's matter after it is resolved."

　　 Ji Nuan is a sad existence.

　　 And I’ve never been like this? !

　　 Xi Zhan has no love for me.

　　 As if making up his mind, I opened the door and went to find Xi Zhan. He was sitting on the sofa, looking at the moonlight outside the window.

　　 I called him, "Xi Zhan."

　　 I rarely call his name, and he doesn't like me calling his name, because he will say that I am not big or small, so more often I call his second brother, in a respectful tone.

　　 But now I just want to call him Xi Zhan.

　　 He retracted his eyes and looked at me.

　　 I was very entangled in my heart, and asked him a very idiotic question, "Assistant Yin said you don’t know sorrows and joys, do you also don’t understand love? Have you ever thought about finding someone to get married in your life?"

　　 He returned to me briefly, "Never."

　　 Assistant Yin said that he once wanted to start a family.

　　 "Xi Zhan, don't you love anyone?"

　　 He frowned and asked me: "What do you want to say?"

　　 I want to ask a very bold question, but I don’t have enough courage. I simply pull Yuanyou back and say: "Yuanyou said you love me, is this true?"

　　 I'm a cliché.

　　 Set Xi Zhan's mind.

　　 Ji Nuan is right, even if it is a second, as long as it is him, I should fight for myself, provided that he loves me.

　　 Although I know from the bottom of my heart that he has no love for me, I am still not reconciled. I want to get a heart-warming answer.

　　 So I ran out of the room and did what he said.

　　 At that time, I was quite selfish, and even when I knew he wanted to have children, I asked him with my infertile self.

　　 "Yoona, never."

　　 He called me Yoona intimately but told me never.

　　 I smiled reluctantly, concealing my disappointment and saying: "Me too, I never loved you, but I can't stand the temptation."

　　 Xi Zhan kept frowning, he looked at me deeply, and suddenly asked, "Do you still care about Gu Tingchen?"

　　 I don't worry about what Gu Tingchen has to do with him?

　　 I directly said: "I am worried."

　　 He asked me calmly, "Do you love it?"

　　 I replied firmly: "Love."

　　 "In that case, why kiss me?"

I was stunned and heard Xi Zhan’s icy tone: "Since love has to be worthy of the feelings in my heart, if you want to kiss me just because I am handsome, then if you meet a handsome man again, you have to He does something similar to me. Do you think Gu Tingchen will need such feelings?"

　　 Will Gu Tingchen need it? !

　　 Xi Zhan is he teaching me?

　　 I didn't know it at that time, Xi Zhan's heart for love was extraordinarily sacred, and the love he wanted was for a lifetime to die.

　　 He didn't agree with my view of love from the bottom of his heart.

I bit my lip and didn’t speak. Xi Zhan’s voice was cold and smashed on the ground piece by piece like a icy tuo, and said, “I’m not going to criticize you. I hope you can strengthen your mind and love the next one. Before people, you have to understand what this means. Is it simple to like or want to follow for a lifetime?"

　　 Just now, Xi Zhan asked me before kissing me, "Then do you know what this means?"

　　 I opened my mouth and asked, "What does the second brother mean?"