Giving You Love of a Lifetime

I told her all what Xi Zhan's father said that night, except for concealing the ring and will he left me. After she heard it, she burst into tears and looked at me sadly!

　　 She laughed self-deprecatingly and said: "He even dared to say the only love, how dare he...what did he think of me? What have I calculated so far in this life?"

　　 After she finished speaking, her eyes suddenly looked at me sharply. My heart trembled and heard her viciously warn me: "Xi Zhan is my son. You will never own him in this life!"

　　 I asked in shock, "You know that Xi Zhan loves me, why do you want to stop..."

　　 After hearing this, she sneered and asked: "You said Zhan'er loves you?"

　　 The night sky was very heavy and the rain was loud. She moved to my side and squatted on my side and looked at me, poking my heart word by word: "But you, are you worthy?"

　　 Can you match? These four words ring like thunder in my ears.

I stared at her in confusion, and heard her faintly reminded me: "You have been divorced, pregnant with other men’s children, and had cancer. Why do you own my son like this? Shi Sheng, Xi Zhan is my seat. The Patriarch of the family can be said to be a rare opponent in this world. He can't find any woman he wants to find. Why should you pick this cheap?"

Many people have said to me what she said. I suppressed the discomfort in my heart. I calmly explained: "It was Xi Zhan who appeared next to me first. I didn't provoke him or even avoid it. It was him once. Appeared in my life again! Yes, you are right, I really don’t deserve him, but we love each other aside from my own past!"

　　 Xi Zhan and I are in love, this alone is enough!

　　 "In love?"

The eyes of the lady in front of me flickered. She stretched out her hand to touch my cheek, and said with a nostalgic look: "You are so alike, she took away my Patriarch, this time you can’t take mine away anyway. Son! Shi Sheng, you can try to stay by his side. Xi Zhan is my son. He can go against everyone, but he can never be equal to his biological mother!"

　　 I looked at her in shock, feeling helpless.

　　 She is right. She is Xi Zhan's biological mother. If she disagrees, it will be difficult for us to go on.

　　 I closed my eyes and drove her away and said, "I'm tired."

　　 The light in the room was faint. She stood up and raised her hand to touch the yellow paper file beside me and held it in her hand. She asked in a very low voice, "Is this what he gave you last night?"

　　 The woman in front of me was particularly interested in this document. It stands to reason that it’s okay if I tell her, but somehow I subconsciously lied and said, “This is what Xi Zhan just put here.”

　　 After hearing that it was Xi Zhan, she put the file back in place, but the moment she put it down, she saw the enclosed wax oil and frowned, "What file needs to be sealed so tightly."

　　 After she finished speaking, she picked it up again and wanted to take it apart. I reached out to get it back. At this moment, Xi Zhan opened the door and appeared at the door. The woman's expression was a bit unwilling to put down the file.

　　 The two of them left the room, and I vaguely heard Xi Zhan’s mother say with concern: "I have known him for thirty or forty years, and he will not leave this world without preparation."

　　 I heard Xi Zhan's indifferent voice reminding her: "Mother, enough is enough."

　　 "Zhan'er, what he has to deal with is..."

　　 Xi Zhan interrupted her indifferently, and said powerfully and arrogantly: "Have I ever been afraid?"

　　 Xi Zhan’s mother quickly answered, “Yes, you’re not afraid! You’re not afraid of anything in this life! But what about me? Is it possible that I raised you so far to become a stepping stone for that woman?”

　　 Xi Zhan asked her in a low voice, "Raise me till now?"

　　 I got up and went to the window. Through the window, I saw two people in the hallway. Xi Zhan was standing upright, while his mother grasped his arm tightly, but suddenly released it.

　　 She burst into tears and said, "I'm sorry, Zhan'er."

Xi Zhan's eyes seemed to fall on the bunch of daffodils in the courtyard. He said in a very cold voice: "Mother, I am never a pure and kind man. You know the only thing you care about. You want me and her. Enemy, sorry I can’t do it, please don’t kill my respect for you."

　　 Xi Zhan is threatening his other mother again with the same trick.

　　 But I don’t know who her mother wants him to be her enemy...

　　 But that must be the only thing Xi Zhan cares about!

　　 will it not be me? !

　　 But it doesn’t feel like me...

　　 Xi Zhan's mother screamed: "Zhan'er!"

　　 At this time, I saw a woman who looked exactly like Xi Zhan’s mother suddenly appeared at the courtyard door. This was the mother of the Xi family, but a substitute.

　　 None of them found her and I was eavesdropping.

　　 "What if she wants to destroy you?"

I don’t know exactly who Xi Zhan’s mother said she was referring to. I heard Xi Zhan’s calm voice say every word: “If it’s her, why not? Mother, you don’t have to say it anymore. My mind is determined, and I will tomorrow. Leaving Xi’s house, I won’t go back here for nothing important."

　　 Xi Zhan's mother asked in shock, "Are you going to abandon the Xi family?"

　　 "I have never recognized this decadent feudal family, how can I abandon it?"

　　 Hearing this, the lady took a step back suddenly. She didn't say what she wanted to say. Instead, she turned around and left in a hurry. At the courtyard gate, the one who took her arm gently called to her sister.

　　 Xi Zhan’s biological mother ordered, "You come with me."

　　……

　　 Suddenly I and Xi Zhan were left in the courtyard. I was inside the door, he was outside, he didn't enter the room, and I didn't bother him. After a long time, he turned around and opened the door back to the room.

　　 Seeing me standing by the window, he frowned and asked, "Have you heard it?"

　　 I nodded and said, "Well, she is worried about you."

　　 Xi Zhan guessed what she must have said to me. He paused for a while and deliberately lowered his voice to comfort me: "Don't take her words to heart, we will leave here tomorrow morning."

　　 I said oh, I took the yellow paper and handed it to Xi Zhan and explained: "This is your father gave me last night. It should be a will. I think I should give it to you."

　　 Xi Zhan did not read the document, but asked me in a soft voice, "Why are you giving it to me?"

　　 "He won't let me tell anyone, but you are my lover and I don't want to hide from you. We should be honest with each other. Besides, this is what I want to give you."

　　 Xi Zhan didn't want it, he told me: "Since it's for you, just keep it."

　　 I turned around and put it next to the bed. At that time, I didn't know what Xi Zhan knew what was in the file. Those things were enough to destroy him, but he was willing to give it to me.

　　 He opened his hands personally in front of me.

　　 Give yourself to me without fear, without complaint, and full of trust.