Giving You Love of a Lifetime

A light snow fell in the sky of Tongcheng. I blinked and didn't hear Gu Lanzhi's answer. I felt that from my own standpoint, I shouldn't ask so much, but I don't want him to misunderstand.

I thoughtfully explained: "Tan Yang refers to Xi Zhan, because she was raised by Xi Zhan. In Tan Yang's eyes, that is the person she has followed all her life, but they are innocent, Tan Yang No love for him is just a role model and follower in his career. Do you know what I mean?"

　　 Gu Lanzhi intelligently asked: "Why are Xi Zhan and Tan Yang involved?"

　　He is going to ask the bottom of the question. I'm not sure if I should say it or not. I will ask him, "How much do you know Tan Yang?"

　　 Gu Lanzhi's expression stagnated for a moment.

　　 I knew instantly that he knew nothing about Tan Yang.

　　 I thought about it: "Tan Yang is a little girl who was guarded by the Tan family and the former Xi family."

　　 The former Xi family refers to the time of Xi Zhan.

　　 Gu Lanzhi asked me suspiciously, "Why does the Xi family protect her?"

　　 "Gu Lanzhi, she is a young genius."

Gu Lanzhi's expression was suddenly in a trance, as if remembering something in the past, I briefly said: "I don't know if I should tell you a lot of things, but Tan Yang's double quotient is higher than ordinary people, and I see better than you and me. Clearly, my mind is more sensitive than you and me."

　　 Gu Lanzhi closed his eyes and exhaled softly, "I'm a bit difficult."

　　 My caring voice asked: "What?"

　　 Gu Lanzhi slowly opened his eyes to look at the snow outside the window, and said in a sad voice: "Tan Yang clearly rejected me last night."

　　 I was stunned, and suddenly realized that the man in front of me, who had always been indifferent and cool, really liked that little girl!

　　 Yu Luoluo didn't move him for decades after chasing him, but lost to Tan Yang who he hadn't seen several times.

Why is this? !

　　 I asked: "What reason did she use to reject you?"

　　 Tan Yang thinks Heming is old.

　　 And Gu Lanzhi is bigger than He Ming.

　　 Gu Lanzhi looked down and thought for a while, pursing his thin lips and said, "I'm old and old-fashioned and feudal."

　　 I couldn't help but laughed and asked: "She said you were staid feudal?"

　　 Gu Lanzhi gave a low hmm, and I got up and walked to him with a smile: "I used to think that Xi Zhan was stodgy and feudal."

　　 Xi Zhanping likes a black suit the most. He is meticulous and rigorous, and he likes calligraphy and calligraphy and is reticent, like a grandfather and an old lady in his twilight years, calm as an ancient well!

　　 Gu Lan's words turned and asked, "Did you see him yesterday?"

　　When I mention this sad thing, I feel depressed in my heart.

　　 "No, he deliberately avoided me."

　　 Gu Lanzhi didn’t know what to say, he raised his hand and gently patted my shoulder, encouraging me: "There is no such thing as a good thing in the world. The most important thing is that you have a clear conscience."

　　 Gu Lanzhi is best at comforting people. He withdrew his arms and said one word: "People are not long in this life. If you want to do anything, you can do what you want. You are in Xi Zhan and I am in Tan Yang. Do you understand what I mean?"

　　 I nodded and said, "I hope you can be together."

　　 "Well, usually help Heming less." He said.

　　 Hearing him mention Heming, I quickly explained with a smile: "I haven't helped him. Once in Finland, he snatched my phone and sent a message to Tan Yang. Other than that, we didn't have much contact."

　　 Hearing me say this, Gu Lanzhi's expression became serious, and he said: "Tan Yang did go to Finland some time ago."

I:"……"

As soon as Gu Lanzhi finished speaking, there was a knock on the door. I used to open the door and saw Tan Yang, who was lying on the door with her head and brain, smiling very innocently: "Shi Sheng, my dad just called me. Let my brother and I go home, so I have to go first!"

　　 "Then I will send you off." I said.

　　 Gu Lanzhi said in my ear: "I'm leaving too."

　　 "Well, I will take you downstairs."

I let Gu Lanzhi go out first. Tan Yang rubbed in from Gu Lanzhi's side and took my arm and smiled and asked, "Shi Sheng, I'm going to Finland some time later. Will you accompany me? "

　　 Gu Lanzhi's footsteps stopped, he turned his head and asked first: "What are you going to do in Finland?"

　　 Tan Yang said frankly: "Yuan You just called and invited me over, saying that he took me to ski and climb the mountain, mainly for him."

　　 Gu Lanzhi patiently asked: "Who is he?"

　　 I thought that Heming had been instructed by Yuan You to call Tan Yang to invite Tan Yang to Finland. I didn’t expect Tan Yang to say without concealment: "Xi Zhan, Yuan You said that Xi Zhan needs me, so I have to go to Finland."

　　 Gu Lanzhi didn't ask any more, Tan Yang continued to explain: "Xi Zhan needs a computer learner, and I happen to be able to help."

　　 I have heard that Tan Yang is very powerful in technology, but this computer is the first time, but there must be countless things that Tan Yang is so smart. She is the one who can help Xi Zhan now.

and I?

　　 I can't help anything!

　　 can only be a bystander.

　　 Gu Lanzhi left the room, Tan Yang whispered: "The youth class and the people beside Xi Zhan gathered in Finland. Listening to Yuan You's meaning, I might stay there for several months."

　　 Xi Zhan is planning to reshape his contacts and influence.

　　 I suddenly envy Tan Yang being able to stay by his side.

　　 Seeing that I did not speak, Tan Yang asked: "Are you with me?"

　　 Remembering that I had not seen Xi Zhan twice in Finland, I sighed heavily and said, "Tan Yang, I can't see him."

　　 Tan Yang asked with puzzled eyes: "What?"

　　 "I quarreled with him and broke up."

　　 Tan Yang asked in a puzzled way: "When you talk about being together, you will be together, and when you talk about separation, you will separate. Is your adult’s feelings just like this?"

I:"……"

　　 According to Tan Yang's perception, I have changed several men, so she should have misunderstood me, but whether it is Gu Tingchen or Xi Zhan, which time is I really willing?

　　 I will always be forced to leave.

　　 And this time I hurt that man.

　　 "Tan Yang, I love him very much." I said in despair.

　　 Tan Yang Cong said wisely: ""I will convey to you for him. "

　　 I smiled and asked her, "Do you want us to separate?"

　　 Tan Yang shook his head and said, "I hope you are happy."

　　 "Thank you, we will."

　　 Xi Zhan and I will be happy.

　　……

　　 I went downstairs to take them away and returned to the bedroom. Not long after I took the fetus medicine, I lay in bed and my stomach became more painful.

　　 I was very vigilant, and hurriedly took Jing Yi to the hospital.

　　 After the physical examination, the doctor kept persuading me to knock out the child in my stomach, and I refused to gritted my teeth and asked him, "No hope at all?"

　　 "Yes, but very small."

　　 "I have to try even if there is a glimmer of hope."

　　 "Then don't endure any more twists and turns, go to the hospital on time for check-ups, but I advise you to keep up in the hospital."

　　 I obediently said: "Well, I will be hospitalized tomorrow."

　　 I plan to go to S city tomorrow to live with Song Yiran in a hospital, so that there will be people with me, and take this opportunity to learn more about the structure of the Xi family.

　　 The doctor said suddenly, "Miss Shi, there is another question."

"what?"

　　 He looked worried and said: "It's best to do an excision."

　　 I asked, "What do you mean?"

　　 "Your body is weak, it is not easy to get pregnant, plus the situation is unstable, I suggest you do an excretion tomorrow."

　　 My face was green and said, "You said my child is deformed?"

　　 "Miss Shi, I mean just in case."