Giving You Love of a Lifetime

I am familiar with this handwriting.

　　 was written by Xi Zhan himself.

　　 The time is still marked on it.

　　 on the day of our engagement.

　　 That man loves me.

　　 That's all.

　　 He lost to his mother.

　　 I know his pressure.

　　 But how can I forgive?

　　 I even hate the knife he gave me!

　　 is really desperate!

　　 I put down the book in my hand and didn't want to read it again. After returning to the Wucheng apartment, I took a shower and lay on the bed and closed my eyes.

　　 After so many things, I have been learning how to control my temper and how to control the sadness in my heart.

　　 The more you control, the more depressing you are.

　　 I finally lost sleep in the second half of the night.

　　 "I have never loved anyone before. You are the first one. I am afraid that I do not do well, so that you feel that love is nothing but that."

　　 This is a love word from that man.

　　 is also a poison.

　　 These words echoed back and forth in his mind.

　　 The love between us became hurt.

　　 I sighed deeply, feeling abnormally irritable, got up and took the phone and turned over the information that Wen had transferred to me.

　　 That organization is called wT.

　　 is the earliest organization in Europe.

　　 are all a group of people rubbing on the edge of death.

　　 I can still think of the man named Chris holding my wrist and patting his hot scene fearlessly.

　　 is simply a shame in my life!

　　 Fearless, right?

　　 Everyone bullies, right?

　　 I really think the Xi family won’t bother them, right?

　　 In that case, wait for Xi's revenge!

　　 Wait for a New Year with peace of mind.

　　 Annihilated in one fell swoop after the New Year.

　　 I put away my phone and felt dizzy. Perhaps it was the sequelae of a minor concussion. I got up and took the medicine prescribed by the doctor.

　　 I haven't fallen asleep in the middle of the night, staring at the sky as it turns white, and when the sky is completely light, I will fall asleep.

　　 It snowed outside the window when I woke up again.

　　 has accumulated a thin layer.

　　 The rainy and snowy Wucheng is not disappointing.

　　 I got up and sat by the floor-to-ceiling window staring blankly at the snow scene outside. I was upset and wanted to smoke but didn't want to ruin my body. When I was hungry and panicked, I got up and went to the kitchen to cook a bag of instant noodles.

　　 It's night again after eating.

　　 Fortunately, my stomach no longer hurts.

　　 I still had insomnia that night. The snow on the road the next day had already accumulated a thick layer. When I woke up again, it was another day, but after two days of raising my body, I recovered a little energy.

　　 Tomorrow is New Year's Eve.

　　 Tomorrow is my 25th birthday.

　　 For some reason, my heart is a little empty.

　　 I took out my phone and saw Gu Lanzhi sent me a text message, "Little girl, see you in the concert hall tomorrow."

　　 I replied, "What?"

　　 "I gave a concert."

　　 Looking at Gu Lanzhi’s news, I felt a little warmth in my heart. I edited a text message and asked him, "What concert will be held on New Year's Eve?"

　　 He replied: "Tomorrow is your birthday."

　　 So he remembers that tomorrow is my birthday.

　　 But why is he at this time...

　　 Is it possible that he knows me alone?

　　 He knew that between me and Xi Zhan...

After a while I received his text message again, "To me, the little girl is my family, and she has been in this life. Since there is no one to accompany you on your birthday, I will play two songs for you. After the concert, I will So I went to Tongcheng to find Tan Yang and wish you a happy new year."

　　 Gu Lanzhi knows the contradiction between Xi Zhan and me.

　　 He seems to know everything more than he thought.

　　 I smiled and replied: "Thank you."

　　 Thank him for the warmth he gave me in this life.

　　 Thank him for protecting me imperviously by his side, like an old friend, irrelevant to love, only a treasure.

　　 The concert was the next afternoon, which happened to be in line with my schedule. After I woke up, I chose a starry blue dress with a hem and high heels just to my ankle.

　　 Putting on this skirt is like putting on the vast stars on your body, bright shining, bright scorching eyes, and bright fairy spirit.

　　 I have always been exquisite in Wucheng.

　　 In Wucheng, in Wucheng where there is no Xi Zhan, I have never slackened myself, and I am beautiful on any occasion!

　　 exquisite living, tired living.

　　 Ji Nuan once asked me if I was tired.

　　 Are you tired?

　　 It's my own choice.

　　 I chose a white three-dimensional coat to put on my body, Jing Yi saw me go out and asked in surprise: "Where is the Patriarch?"

　　 "Go to the concert, you don't have to follow me today."

　　 Jing Yi said worriedly: "But..."

　　 Jing Yi is also worried about my safety.

　　 "Then you follow." I said.

　　 Jing Ye understands: "You don't need to care about us, we will not appear in the sight of the lord, if something happens, you can activate the device with one button on your mobile phone, and we will know your situation immediately."

　　 I nodded, and Jing Yi took me to the concert hall.

　　 I stood at the door for a long while, and waited until the inside was about to start before I went in. As soon as I sat down, I heard the familiar song.

　　 "The street where the wind lives"

　　 Gu Lanzhi played it for me.

　　 Listening to this song no longer has the original mood.

　　 But the warmth is still there.

　　 I closed my eyes and listened quietly, and subconsciously stroked the ring on my finger, which seemed to be Xi Zhan's habit.

　　 Thinking of this, I quickly closed my hands and opened my eyes.

　　 I was stunned when I saw the person beside me.

"Why are you here?"

　　 Gu Lanzhi on the stage has the same appearance as the person next to me. He smiled slightly and said, "Today is Sheng'er's birthday."

　　 My voice whispered: "It has nothing to do with you."

　　He suddenly said, "Sheng'er is so beautiful today."

　　 "Gu Tingchen, what do you want to say?"

　　 I am not afraid of him now, because my people are at the door.

He was silent, and withdrew his gaze from me to listen to Gu Lanzhi's piano music. After the song was over, he said in a low voice, "This is your favorite song, my dear Shenger, happy birthday ! This is the first blessing I personally said to you in so many years, and this is also the first gift I give you."

　　 He stuffed a gift box in my arms, probably afraid that I would refuse, he was a little helpless and humblely explained: "Don't worry, it's just a small gift, I won't bother you, I will leave now."

　　 Gu Tingchen got up and left the concert hall.

　　 Come and go in a hurry.

　　 He is so...

　　 Gu Tingchen is a poor man.

　　 is a poor man like me.

　　 I said softly: "Thank you, I wish you a good life."

　　 I didn't open this gift. What was inside didn't matter to me, I gently placed it on the empty seat beside me.

　　 It was a long time later that I realized what I had missed.

　　 is filled with the heaviest gift Gu Tingchen has given me in this life. It is the whereabouts of my two children now!

　　 With a sincere heart, he wanted to return them to me, but unfortunately, I personally pushed it out. This push made the separation between me and my two children longer.

　　 As soon as I put down the gift from Gu Tingchen, the phone vibrated and it was an unfamiliar number, and it showed an international call.

　　 I put it in my ear and asked: "You are?"

　　 His pure Chinese accent asked: "Remember me?"