Giving You Love of a Lifetime

The second floor is very quiet, and the study room is quieter. I wanted to eavesdrop on something, but the two didn’t communicate with each other at all. I used to stand in the doorway and saw Xi Zhan still writing big characters with his head slightly down, on white rice paper. It was filled with dense small letters, and Xi Nuo was standing beside him admiring it at this time. Although there was silence between the two, there was a taste of tranquility.

　　 The water flows long and the years are quiet.

　　 My soft heart feels a bit tingling, and I can feel it clearly...Xi Zhan's sorrow and anger when he saw Gu Tingchen kiss my photo, and his deep possessiveness! !

　　 My God, Xi Zhan and Xi Nuo just like this, it is hard for me to accept.

　　 What's more, Gu Tingchen and I are intimately kissing each other!

　　 Gu Tingchen once said to Xi Zhan himself, "The woman I taught, are you satisfied with it? She will try any posture between you and her..."

　　 No wonder Xi Zhan, who has always been calm and self-sufficient, will hit people directly!

　　 If this is replaced by, "The man I taught, are you still satisfied with it? He will try any posture between you and him..." I really cannot accept it in my heart, and I will be depressed!

Suddenly I felt that Xi Zhan's heart was very strong, but the stronger I was, the more I felt he was wronged. I have always cared about my emotions and only thought about problems from my own perspective, but I never thought about him and ignored him. Emotions, I always feel that his emotions do not need to be comforted at all.

　　 At this moment, I really feel that I am rubbish. I have never been worthy of the feelings between Xi Zhan and I. It was my fault. I secretly injured him again and again without noticing it! !

　　 Xi Nuo first noticed my existence, she stunned for a while and shouted, "A Zhan."

　　 Xi Zhan ignored her, which is in line with Xi Zhan's style.

　　 Xi Nuo reminded without any mind: "Miss Shi is here."

　　 Just when I thought Xi Zhan would embarrass me in front of Xi Nuo and ignore me, Xi Zhan put down the brush in his hand and told Xi Nuo, "Go back to Wucheng. I will send someone to send you back."

　　 Hearing what Xi Zhan said, Xi Nuo's delicate face paled, and he obediently said, "Yes."

　　 Xi Nuo remarked and left the study room. Xi Zhan picked up his brush again and began to write his big calligraphy. I slowly walked into the room and stayed beside him and asked, "What is Xi Nuo doing here?"

　　 My question seems to be too idiotic.

　　 But I don’t know what to say? !

　　 Xi Zhan ignored me, I seem to be the Xi Nuo just now.

　　 But he didn't drive me away and let me go back to Wucheng.

　　 I'm thinking about how to admit Xi Zhan's mistake!

　　 I used to hold his sleeve when I made a mistake or showed him weakness, but now I don’t have the courage.

　　 I yelled very softly. The second brother said truthfully: "I don't like Xinuo."

　　 Xi Zhan looked at me blankly, "Huh?"

　　 I stretched out my hand and quietly pinched his sleeve and said, "I don't like her staying next to my second brother."

　　 Xi Zhan put down the brush in his hand and asked in a quiet voice: "You want to say you are jealous?"

　　 If other women would definitely deny it, I said frankly: "Yes, I am eating the jealousy of Xi Nuo, I don't want her to be with my second brother, because I...I love my second brother very much."

　　 The second brother who said this sound seemed to be soft Xi Zhan, his eyes softened a lot.

　　 Xi Zhan retracted his gaze and said coldly: "Do not do to others what you don't want."

　　 I know he means Gu Tingchen.

　　 I feel very weak in my heart, I don't know how to explain it.

I squeezed Xi Zhan’s sleeves tightly, and suddenly lay on him like a mollusk, and said incoherently, "I have nothing to do with Gu Tingchen! I know you don’t believe me. If I see those photos and videos, I I don’t believe it either. I don’t know how to explain it to you. I wanted to find my second brother that night because I like you and I am reluctant to leave you, but I didn’t expect..."

　　 Xi Zhan put his gaze on me again and indifferently said: "Stand up straight."

I didn’t listen to him. I still lay on his body. I coquettishly said, "Second brother, I’m sorry, you can forgive me this time, okay? Next time you will hide the two children from me. !"

　　 I am not in a hurry to meet those two children, indicating that Xi Zhan is the first among Xi Zhan and the child. He is my beloved man. I feel happy and joy to give birth to his child!

　　 I love those two children very much, very special love!

　　 But I love their father more.

　　 That is where my heart is going.

　　 I didn't know that Xi Zhan didn't listen to me, but he didn't call me to stand up straight, instead he picked up the brush and suddenly wrote the words Xi Yun and Xi Run on the white rice paper.

　　 I had a vague guess in my heart, and froze my body and asked, "What is this?"

　　 Xi Zhan explained with a deep, magnetic voice: "Xi Yun, the name of the little lion."

　　 I followed Xi Zhan's words and asked, "Xi Run is the name of Brother Xiaoshi?"

　　 It turns out that Xi Zhan has named the two children!

　　 A warm feeling rose in my heart, and I hugged the man's neck tightly with both hands, and couldn't help but express the friendship in my heart: "Thank you brother, I'm sorry, I won't leave you again!!!"

　　 Maybe I held him too tightly, or maybe he hadn't forgiven me, he indifferently told me to let him go, but I didn't agree, and I was very shameless and pushed myself into his arms!

　　 Because Yuanyou once said that dealing with Xi Zhan is to be proactive and cheeky!

　　 Xi Zhan stepped back abruptly, looking at me with a slight smile in his eyes.

　　 He twisted a pair of nice eyebrows and asked, "Who taught you this?"

I bit my lip and stayed silent. Seeing that I was lifeless, Xi Zhan turned and left the study. I hurriedly followed him and followed him closely, like a puppy, afraid of taking my master. He accidentally lost it, as if he used to stop and wait for me.

　　 Xi Zhan went downstairs, and I also went downstairs.

　　 Xi Zhan went to the kitchen, and I stared at him at the kitchen door.

　　 Actually, I never explained clearly what happened between me and Gu Tingchen.

　　 So don’t blame him for not forgiving me.

　　 But from the bottom of my heart, I really don’t know how to explain it! !

　　 Xi Cham made a bowl of udon noodles and two sandwiches.

　　 Then he poured a glass of milk and took a sandwich and went upstairs.

　　 Before leaving, I asked him carefully, "Second brother, don't you eat noodles?"

　　 He paused and returned to me and said, "Suddenly I am no longer hungry. You can eat."

　　 It is not easy for him to talk to me.

　　 I took the udon noodles upstairs into the bedroom and placed the bowl in front of Xi Zhan.

　　 He frowned and said in an unpleasant voice: "Why are you eating in the bedroom?"

　　 I subconsciously replied to him: "Second brother is also eating sandwiches in the room."

　　 Xi Zhan: "……"

　　 I regret it when I say it!

　　 Fortunately, Xi Zhan’s complexion did not change. I sat on the ground and started eating noodles. His phone rang after a few mouthfuls.

　　 He connected in front of me, and asked indifferently: "What's the matter?"

　　 "We have been fighting for more than ten years, do you want to come to my wedding in a few days?"

　　 This voice is very familiar...

　　 I heard Xi Zhan ask back: "Are you afraid of becoming a funeral?"

　　 "Just so I buried you!"

　　 I remember who this voice is! !