Go Through My Demon Host

   Chapter 3157

  Strict, self-discipline, and demeanor.

   is often the first impression others have of Shiqing Ci.

  The boring and boring life day after day, year after year, under the extremely solemn self-discipline to an incredible level, there has never been a deviation.

  Until that day.

  It should have been an ordinary first aid, but the emotions were completely calm and indifferent, there was no worry, no anxiety, and nothing.

  And those eyes that were caught off guard from crashing into the line of sight, broke the calm of all this.

before that,

  Shiqing Ci never knew that a person's eyes can be breathtaking to such a degree, brilliant, but too cold.

  That was the first encounter.

  Breaked the calmness that has remained silent for several years, and a momentary palpitation.

  He put his hand on the girl's heart without moving a look, and he could feel the heartbeat beating from his fingertips.

at that moment,

   seems to overlap with his heartbeat that suddenly loses frequency.

  He wants her.

  This is Shi Qing Ci’s first thought when facing Ranbai.

  He has always been clearest about what he wants and what purpose.

  Twenty years,

  This is the first time that Shi Qingci has risen in his heart to break the barrier of indifference.

  He wants her.

   must be her.

  From the first encounter, the first glance at each other.

  Like has been planned for a long time.

   Step by step approach, just the right measure.

  The original plan of step by step, but it can't match the cold possessiveness of the heart.

  Sven, elegant and personable.

   is often the impression of him by outsiders.

  But only Shiqing Ci knows it by himself.

  Not at all.

  That is just a perfect disguise.

  World-weary, indifference, coexistence of darkness and indifference.

When I was young,

  Shi Qingci raised a cat, and kept it meticulously and carefully for two years, without touching it by anyone.

  In fact, I don’t like it very much, but I am used to doing my best.

   just later,

  The cat ran away and followed a little boy, looking very happy.

after that,

  The cat is dead.

  Don’t think about it,

   was dismembered by him.

  Unusual people or even pathological possessiveness.

  Shiqing Ci can calmly and rationally realize the problems of oneself, which is completely different from the people in this world.

  And such possessiveness,

  After a long time in the dust, because of the lost heart rate, because all the emotions I like are completely poured on one person.

  He wants her.

  She is his.

  If it were not for that cruise ship capsized, Ranbai owed Jiang Yuyan a life.

  Perhaps Shiqing Ci really does something.

  He is by nature cold and indifferent, he doesn't care about any morals, he is not bound by this secular concept, he has no concept at all, only his own set of methods of doing things.

  And the only thing that cares now,

  Only dyed white.

  The silent tsunami surging in my heart envelops the dark side of danger, intertwined with brutality and cold blood.

  Have him do something in advance that he has been conspiring for a long time since the first meeting.

   Lock people in.

  It belongs to him completely.

  Her world can only be him.

  Extreme and pathological thoughts, uncontrollable possessiveness.

  Before this, Shi Qingci had made all the preparations, including the perfect erasure of all traces of the girl’s existence in this world.

  Thousands of times, planning for a long time.

  He has been thinking for a long time,

  But in the end, it was on the girl's eyes and words.

  Unbreakable.

  He never thought of hurting her.

  He just wants her.

  In this world,

  He will harm no one to her.

  How can she doubt this...

How could this be.

  For Shiqing Ci,

  White is completely different from the cat he has raised.

  Even if he regenerates his anger, no matter how angry he is, the dark side of his heart cannot be overturned, and he will not be willing to be touched for nothing.

  Even as long as dyeing white thinks,

  He can directly give her his life.

  Sick feelings.

  Probably no one will accept it.

  So she really didn’t accept it.

  At the moment when I witnessed the girl's thin figure in a coma, the whole world seemed to fall apart and shattered before my eyes.

   terrible.

  Shiqing Ci's only panic and heartbeat in this life have also been dyed white, one and only, the only one.

  He finally chose to admit defeat.

  He backed down.

  He lowered his head.

  He gave in.

  It's just because of dyeing white.

  That's it.

  He is the girl’s attending doctor, and no one knows what is going on with the girl’s body, except to dye herself white.

  Even under day-to-day treatment, I still can't resist the deterioration of the disease.

  One year.

  Only one year.

  Heart source cannot be found,

   will die.

real.

  Shiqing Ci has never been so square-footed, losing all his calmness and demeanor, his usual grace, calmness and self-restraint shattered in an instant.

What should I do.

How can    be half.

that period of time,

  There is no sky.

  Shiqing Ci exhausted all resources and contacts, even unscrupulously contacting people who wandered on the edge of the gray zone.

  Do everything possible, but only for the life of one person.

  But to no avail.

  Not found.

How can I not find it.

  A year is approaching, and the girl’s body is exhausted day by day, until it is impossible to leave the hospital and can only rely on treatment to maintain her life.

  No one knows how Qingci always felt when seeing this scene at that time.

  He even turned off all the work in the hospital, spent all his time on dyeing white, and sometimes he would watch the girl for days without sleep.

  No one knows how scared he is.

  That is better than his life.

  No one knows how hate Shiqing Ci is.

   hates himself,

  I can do nothing.

   hates himself,

  Why not panda blood.

  If he is, all this will be solved.

  What a crazy emotion.

  No one knows.

  Countless days and nights, night and starry sky, that light first quarter moon has gradually faded away, and the clear and bright wind burns quietly and blurs the night.

   Crossing the crane shadow in the cold pond, burying the flower soul in cold moon. When this desolate and sad poem flashed in my mind, a kind of sorrow hit my bones.

  His girl,

  The first encounter in that season of apricot blossom spring rain will never be buried in the cruel and broken life and death.

  Shiqing Ci finally used unscrupulously the most compelling but the only way.

  He knew that Jiang Yuyan was panda blood a long time ago, as early as that operation.

  But this is the hole card.

  Unless necessary, Shiqing words will not be used.

   has nothing to do with any moral bottom line, just because he knows that Ranbai cannot accept it.

  But now...

  There is no way.

  There is no time left.

  Only Jiang Yuyan.

  Only Jiang Yuyan can save Ranbai.

  So he was calm and meticulous, and deliberately calculated the conversations in the office. Every sentence, every minute, every second, was counted through countless organs.

  He knows that Jiang Yuyan likes to dye white.

  He knew what choice Jiang Yuyan would make.

  Very despicable and extreme means.

  He never denies.

  No matter how many choices he is given, he will still choose to do so.

  He doesn’t care about anything, he doesn’t care by any means, no matter how despicable he is, as long as he is dyed white and lives.

   Give him a good life.

  Yanbai can't afford it, it doesn't matter, he will bear it.

  Everything is solved by him, the girl only needs to be clean and clean.

  After making this decision, Shi Qingci never intended to tell Ranbai.

  (End of this chapter)