Gundam: The wind blowing through the universe

"What's going on? Why am I like this?"

In the underground facilities of the Dawn Society, Siegfried had just gotten off a medical device. Because the issue involved was too sensitive, only Cagalli and Hilde were present. The rest, including Mina, did not know about it. .

"Your vital signs are all normal, and all indicators are at extreme levels. Although there are some subtle fluctuations in brain waves, it will not affect your memory problems, unless it is a sequelae caused by the two-way sensing system on the original covenant. But"

Hilde looked through the thick stack of reports in her hand. She was silently catching up on the progress before when Siegfried suddenly pulled her here. She was about to laugh at him for saying, "If you have a fiancée, you don't want your sister." behavior, only to hear a question that made her panic.

Siegfried, lost his memory.

Of course, it may not be accurate to say that he has amnesia, because all his memories of existing in the C.E world as 'Siegfried' are extremely clear, and he can even accurately recall that he and Hilde ate separately on Mendel's last night. Several cans.

However, just now, when facing the luxurious bedroom, he originally wanted to blurt out, 'I have never slept in a room like this in my previous life.' But as soon as he said the words, he was horrified to find that all his memories before the time travel had become blurry. Only the historical direction of C.E and information related to various robots can still be clearly recalled. As for his original life and even his original name, I don't know when they all became untouchable.

"How long have you been aware of this situation?"

Hilde's face looked a little solemn. She didn't know whether it was the sequelae of time travel or something else. Although Siegfried's memory has not been affected yet, who can guarantee that this situation will not spread slowly.

"I can't remember the specifics. I have been fighting non-stop since we left Heliopolis. At that time, I rarely thought about the past. Later, something happened to me. I There’s even less time to think about it.”

"Then you've never felt anything unusual?"

"There are abnormalities. But at that time, I just thought it was a natural decline over time, so I didn't pay attention to it. Moreover, most of the memories I retrieved were for MS, so to this day, I find that I can't remember anything at all. Only then did I feel that something was wrong."

Although both Siegfried and Hilde came from time travel, Hilde's mechanical body traveled through time. Her memory is just a piece of stored data. The problem involved is nothing more than 'import and export', truly traveling through consciousness. Siegfried was the only one, and now there was a problem with his memory, which made Hilde lose track for a while.

"I need to further study the specific situation. Judging from the current reports, I suspect that it is some sequelae of your deep binding to this world."

"Deep binding?"*2

Cagalli listened silently for a long time. Although she had already known that the two siblings came from another world since Jachin Due, she had never asked relevant questions. She just felt that if they wanted to say something, If you don't want to say anything, asking questions forcefully is tantamount to opening a wound.

But now Cagalli feels a little regretful, because what kind of person Siegfried is in her own world is a question she has always wanted to know. After all, she is the one who promised her life, and she just wants to know him better. It's just a woman's instinct.

As a result, hearing what Hilde meant, it seemed that even Siegfried himself could not recall the original memory, but while feeling disappointed, Cagalli felt a hint of joy in her heart.

The scene before Nayin left was too shocking. Although Siegfried personally promised that he would not leave, Cagalli had no idea about such high-dimensional metaphysical issues. She was very afraid that one day Siegfried would also leave. She would make the same mistake as Nayin, so now that she hears the talk of deep binding, she might subconsciously feel that this is a good thing.

"Yes, Cagalli is also an insider, so let me tell you straight away, you and I came here in a different way, and the existence of the soul cannot be completely confirmed with the current level of technology, so I doubt your body. The things that don’t belong to this world are slowly being stripped away.”

"you mean"

Hilde raised her hand to stop Siegfried's inquiry, and said to herself, "In fact, this phenomenon has been foreshadowed for a long time. When we were in North Africa, I already discovered that something was wrong with you. Specifically, have you yourself? Do you find that your thinking and action patterns are completely consistent with the characteristics of a 16-year-old boy?"

"But that's not what he is"

Cagalli discovered the problem as soon as she spoke. If Siegfried had traveled through time, his mental age should be in a superposition state, but he rarely showed this. Originally, this was not a serious problem. If Hilde hadn't specifically pointed it out, many people would have subconsciously ignored it.

But in this situation, some small details will be magnified infinitely, and even Cagalli's careless character will notice something is wrong if she thinks about it carefully.

"Do you understand? You have shown such signs from the moment we left Mendel. However, at that time, because of Nayin's awakening, I was unable to delve into this issue. Later, as the battle became increasingly fierce, these issues were temporarily dismissed. The sex was covered up until I discovered something was wrong with you again when we were in South America. Your attitude towards killing was completely different from the first time you were in Heliopolis."

"Kill?"

"Let me ask you, although you can't remember what happened before, according to my initial judgment, the environment you live in should be a peaceful country, right?"

"Should. It seems so."

"As someone who grew up in a peaceful environment, it is a reasonable reaction to face the green-clad state for the first time. Even if you gradually change your mentality in the constant battles, as long as your memory is still there, treat There should always be a bottom line for killing, including but not limited to not surrounding an entire village of innocent villagers with bombs with a nonchalant expression."

"I did nothing wrong! In that case"

"I'm not blaming you, my dear brother. All decisions cannot be made without considering the situation on the spot. However, you no longer have the sound thinking ability as a barrier. Now you are just a 16-year-old in the world of C.E. As a young man at your age, it is very easy for you to be misguided, leading to a huge deviation in your personality."

Hilde's conclusion is actually very simple. Siegfried unknowingly lost his identity as a time traveler, and this identity is what makes him very different from the vast majority of people in this world. Not only that, he has a healthy outlook on life. It is also the basis for him to maintain his humanity in continuous cruel battles, and now Siegfried has lost this barrier.

"You can't fight anymore, at least for a short period of time. Lux has communicated with us before. Kira's condition is still not very good. I don't know about Aslan, but if you don't want to become an inhumane If you are a war madman, it’s time for you to rest.”

Thanks to the 18-year-old bookworm for applying for the 22-year reward. In fact, it doesn’t need that much. Yesterday, the two of them accumulated 3,000. I’m flattered. I just finished coding a chapter and am ready to catch up on a drama.

Amnesia will not cause amnesia. It would be disrespectful for me to continue to use poorly written routines, especially after they are on the shelves. But as I have always said, SEED is the old SEED, and I still want to write some in the old context. The new thing is the concept of "the time traveler is assimilated into the world". There are many fantasy themes, but it seems that the fandom has not touched on it. Just now, Long Dou Tian Qiong discovered a blind spot, that is, Siegfried almost never mentioned the time travel before. life, and the whole person is almost the trace of a 15/6-year-old boy. Here is an answer, thank you.