Honkai Q&A, Starting with Kiana

"I want to live, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, keep living, keep living..."

She seemed to be attracted by the voice that was almost indistinguishable from human-

More and more Honkai creatures surrounded Fabella. Seeing the number of enemies occupying the entire screen, she resolutely raised her sword—

"I can't let the warrior's soul and dignity be so tarnished! Let me take you to a free place where there is no pain...and no sorrow."

When the long knife pierced the body of the Honkai Monster, she was not fighting alone at this moment, even if there was only one person left, she wanted to bring her warriors back.

I know, and actually you know it too. Even if you work hard enough, you don't have such ability now.

But here I am, trying to give the warriors a chance to break the situation. This is why I... exist here.

Amid the roar, this thought emerged in Fabella's heart.

So this is how you fight?

Teresa. 】

"She is forcing herself, squeezing herself, like a taut spring. Even if she can continue to persist, once she exceeds the limit of what she can persist, the moment the string in her soul breaks, she is not only unable to If you continue as a warrior, it will be the last straw that breaks everything on the battlefield."

Cecilia can bluntly say that Fabella is an excellent Valkyrie and a warrior so good that it makes people feel heartbroken.

There are two characters who can barely remain undefeated on the battlefield frontline. One is General Situ, who supports the soldiers who do not give up. The other is Fabella. Her presence makes the hesitant and fearful comrades not retreat. A line of defense.

"I can assert that if one of these two people cannot hold on, the entire front will be finished."

"Whether the pressure is too much, if I were to play, I might have given up long ago, not counting the difference in combat strength."

Orlandale said matter-of-factly, she was known as Destiny's most powerful contemporary Valkyrie.

But she will not deny her efforts and character.

Fabella and Situ Qinghong, they are like a dam, supporting the soldiers' military souls with their own strength.

It's indescribable how much pressure there is.

"When faced with suffering, all warriors need a goal to pursue. One of these two people has become a shield for mankind with their identity and the other with their actions. If they are not heroes, who should be the hero?"

Kiana spoke worriedly.

"I once saw an illustration on the Internet. The person who was stabbed cried sadly because of the pain. Another person reached out to hug the crying person and comforted him softly, but no one saw it. , but he was stabbed with countless knives in the back. In fact, this was not because he didn’t feel pain, but because he didn’t want to express his pain openly.”

The video continues to play -

[Taixu Front, Central Headquarters Base.

"You are back, Theresa-sama, do you have a plan?"

Elsa asked worriedly.

"..." Theresa shook her head: "How are the conditions of Jizi and Huihuo?"

The situation of the soldiers who followed them back to the base was not good. Even though Totori did some first aid treatment, they still couldn't wake up.

The anti-entropy traveler and Kumar got lost, even though the other party said they could contact them at any time.

Theresa moved her gaze, her pupils staring at Totori.

"?" Totori looked pale and was busy around, as if to divert her inner anxiety.

"Totori." Theresa stopped her: "Are you okay?"

"Well, I'm fine, but there's still a lot to do."

"Many things mean..." Theresa was still uneasy.

"Director Situ said that we need a way to defeat the enemies at the front. The remains of some new types of enemies have been recovered from the front line and have been transported to the Taixu Laboratory. I'll see if I can analyze anything."

Tortori's feelings towards Teresa are very complicated. She wants to thank her for saving her, but she also wants to apologize for Wendy's attack on her.

She can only do what she can.

"Femilis has also coordinated some data on stigma holders around the world. These are all useful. The most important thing is that there is Immortal Fu Hua in Taixu Laboratory..."

Maybe the Immortal knows how to break the current situation...knows how to save Wendy...

Totori's lips had lost their color due to lack of blood.

"The evacuation of civilians has begun. Your parents are preparing to leave. Don't you want to go see them?"

There is no doubt that Totori has been working with high intensity since just now. If this continues, Totori's body will collapse soon...]

Chapter 1,144 I just don’t want to live or die.

[Everything is difficult at the beginning. When you really take the first step, you will find that the middle is also difficult, and the end may not be imaginable.

Theresa could only take the opportunity to divert the other party's attention.

"No, I don't dare to stop, because it will remind me of Wendy."

Before Theresa could continue to speak, Totori asked to go to the laboratory, intending to avoid him. Theresa would not watch Totori torture herself like this, so she hurriedly chased after her.

"Why follow me."

"I'm worried that something will happen to you." Theresa said worriedly.

"Stop following me."

Totori's attitude was very resolute, even if it were the soldiers or any Valkyrie here, she would not let them continue with this.

"We didn't do anything! Didn't we?! I couldn't save Cerudi, and Wendy also left me!"

Totori broke down and roared.

"I hate myself when I can't do anything, and I hate myself when I am confused and unsteady..."

Ceruti's sacrifice has caused Totori great pain, and Wendy has also left Totori. Totori wants to die like the soldiers, but...

Wendy hopes that Totori can survive, but...the world's crisis has become more and more critical, and it has become like this, which makes Totori feel more and more confused.

What on earth is she going to live for?

"Please tell me, Teresa, what's the point of living for me? I can't do anything..."

Life is always a little short, expectations are always a little short, and goals are always a little short. Perhaps we have always been in a life of a little miss, and the unacceptable tragedy has become a foregone conclusion. 】

"I understand her. The things she wants to do are stranded due to lack of ability. The requests she wants to refuse are forced but she chooses. The people she wants to save watch the other person go to a dead end because she is not strong enough."

Raiden Meiyi laughed at herself, she is such a person.

Nothing can be done.

No matter how much you get stronger or how much you grow, in the end you find that you are still trapped by others.

Is it my fault that I am a lawyer?

"In this world, ability and identity are an unavoidable responsibility. If you cannot shoulder this responsibility, too many people will covet you and cause pain and suffering to you and the people around you."

Walter Joyce counseled this herrist's descendant, a companion who shared the same illness.

From the moment he is selected by Honkai Impact, whether it is active or passive.

When you become a **** on the chessboard, your future no longer belongs to you.

"So, you need to work hard and become stronger. Only when you are strong enough that no problem can stand in your way can you realize your true freedom and long-cherished wish."

Surprisingly, the words hard work and hard work were actually spoken by Wendy, a free-spirited person.

"It seems that the experience of the other person in the video made you feel the same way."

Ji Zi teased, and Wendy glanced sideways at the other person and did not continue to answer.

"It's great. Everyone is talking and laughing together. It's great to be gathered here at this moment."

It was so good that it made me curious. In this moment when this beauty was ruined, I would get a big shock.

Sister Teresa stared at this beauty quietly, her hazy eyes flickering, as if there was a flash of chaotic brilliance.

It seems that the indescribable existence hovering outside the world bubble has begun to have an increasingly powerful influence on the chess pieces on the chessboard.

However, everyone still didn't notice it. Whether it was the cover-up of fate or the compromise of a wise man, no one knew.

The video continues to play -

[Faced with Totori's hysteria, Theresa did not refute. She understood that what the girl in front of her needed was to vent, to vent the anger and grief piled up in her heart, and what she had to do at the moment was to quietly endure it. Wait for the other person to vent their emotions.

Then, some time passed, and due to exhaustion of physical strength, Totori gasped and stopped.

"...I just wanted to give this to you."

Theresa was not here to comfort Totoli, or in other words, based on what she knew, she felt that it was difficult for words to work on Totoli's current situation. She caught up and just took Totoli's notebook. Give it back to Totori.

"......This is......"

I didn’t understand that the other person just ignored me before.

But the unfamiliar feeling of familiarity still made Totori take the notebook and open it. In addition to her daily diary, there were also some scrawled writings.

Tears fell drop by drop on the notebook, wetting a small area.

She recognized these handwritings, which were written by Wendy after she taught her how to read.

"At that time, Fabella gave it to Wendy in order for me to survive from Wendy's hands."

The original Wendy, the current Wendy, the controlled Wendy, Theresa saw different shadows in each other.

It was as if she was wearing a different mask, carefully hiding herself under the mask. Only Totori could make her let down her guard a little.

Teresa won't miss this opportunity.

"When Wendy was taken away by the Honkai construct, the notebook fell out of her body and was brought back by Siren."

Now that it is returned to Totori, it can be regarded as returning to the original owner, and it can be regarded as understanding something that is on my mind.

Theresa resented Wendy for killing her Valkyrie, so as long as Theresa was still alive, she would find a way to eliminate her.

If only sacrificing the friendship between Totori and Wendy could save thousands of victims who died under the death spots...

That's a great deal too.

Totori remained silent, making Theresa so angry that she wanted to flick her forehead and retorted, "You guys are just too sensible, so sensible that it makes people feel distressed."

"Your experience has taught you too many truths and realities. It's okay to leave things that are obviously heavy to adults to bear."

"Children like you should live with a dream of saving everyone and making everyone happy, until one day in the future, you can tell everyone about your pain and regrets with a smile, do you understand?!"

"No..." Totori still hesitated, and Theresa couldn't help but sigh.

"Or - don't cause trouble to others, don't seek death, this is enough, do you understand?"

"...I just don't want to live or die. In fact...I...I am...very happy most of the time, but I just don't know why I always want to cry."

"I don't know why. I feel pessimistic about everything now. Maybe my personality is like this. I can't feel good things at all. Isn't it sad to always look at everything in the world with my own sad mood?"

However, what she really wanted to ask was, 'Save everyone. Of all the people here, is Wendy included? ’]

Chapter 1145: Will I also face this moment?

[Many disappointments are based on hope, and hope is based on dreams. But now that Totori has tasted despair, can she still have hope?

She didn't say the second half of the sentence, how could she possibly do it? There was still a trace of confusion in her eyes before she turned around and left.

"We are all the same. We always say we won't make do with anything, but in the end we still end up living a make-or-break life."

Teresa lamented that her life seemed free, but she could never escape Otto's control. She was like a bird in a cage, longing for freedom, longing for freedom, but unable to have freedom.

"We can keep an unchanging promise, but we can never keep a fickle heart..."

She may live without any sense of reality, just like an actor. She laughs and curses, is happy, angry, sad, and happy on stage, but is watching indifferently from the audience.

"Teresa, do you know? Life and fate have changed my childhood into maturity and hatred. I just discovered it now. Everything was involuntarily, and I didn't understand it until I became truly mature. "

Totori turned around and left, leaving only her last words in the air.

"The saddest thing is not the yelling, but the pain that is so deep that I can't breathe and my hands are shaking, and I still have to hold back the tears."

Her back became smaller and smaller, disappearing at the end of the gray building...]

"People are really strange. Sometimes they are fine, but suddenly they feel very depressed, and they can't explain why. They just don't want to talk, move, or pay attention to anyone. Then they turn off the lights and lie quietly, silently I shed tears on the ground. I don’t know where the pressure came from. In fact, I have been in this state for a long time and I don’t know why.”

Rita walked out of the kitchen, picked up a bowl of Muslim deep-sea cake, and gently placed it on the table of Hollandale, letting her taste her craftsmanship.

"Just like Mr. Hollander in the past, the beauty gradually faded away and transformed into a mature appearance."