I am terminally ill, but I am healing the world with my songs

Pain!

So much pain!

The flesh all over his body felt as if it was being torn apart.

The effects of the special medicine were coming on faster than expected.

His body convulsed violently, uncontrollably.

In his calves, the muscles swirled like whirlpools, like writhing, living things, constantly wriggling and twitching…

It was as if something was gnawing at his flesh beneath his skin.

Wen He's face was contorted, like a wild beast about to devour someone.

He bit down hard on the pillow, the veins in his neck bulging.

Suddenly!

Wen He's legs snapped straight!

Muscles visibly shifted and changed beneath his skin.

“Ugh!…”

The unimaginable pain made Wen He clutch his thighs, letting out an extremely painful wail.

Saliva soaked the pillow, pain shattering his reason.

—So much pain! How can it hurt this much!

—It feels like my legs are about to be twisted off…

—If they're twisted off, will they still hurt…?

—Even if my legs are broken, the muscles will still hurt. Is there anything that can saw my legs off…?

—If my legs are broken, it won't hurt so much… Anyway, I can still sing in a wheelchair…

Wen He was trembling uncontrollably from the pain.

His whole body was drenched in cold sweat, and all sorts of extreme thoughts gradually took root in his mind.

Anyone who has experienced a leg cramp should know.

That kind of pain penetrates the bone marrow and goes straight to the top of the head.

The pain is so intense that the person can't even scream, only open their mouth with a hoarse gasp, the air they inhale feeling icy and piercing.

The idea of cutting off the leg entirely can arise in this kind of extreme pain.

On the other side of the glass.

Cheng Yudie and Wen Ze felt a sharp pain in their hearts as they watched this scene, tears streaming down their faces.

His soul had finally escaped the abyss and gained freedom.

Why was his body now trapped in it, enduring such intense pain that ordinary people could not bear?

Just watching, they could feel the wave of pain washing over them.

His distorted face seemed to scream for escape from every cell in his body.

Reason seemed incredibly small in the face of absolute pain.

Like a flame flickering in a storm, it could be extinguished at any moment.

“Doctor… if he has to endure this pain for ten hours… he won't be able to take it…” Cheng Yudie wanted to stop the treatment immediately.

But she also knew that once treatment started, it couldn't be stopped, as the doctor had repeatedly emphasized.

“Actually, it doesn't take ten hours; it can be finished in five hours.”

“Ten hours is just to scare you, I didn't expect him not to be scared at all.”

“But he doesn't know that, he still thinks it will take ten hours to finish.”

“There is a clock in that room that has been adjusted to twice the speed, the ten hours inside corresponds to our normal five hours.”

“The advantage of doing this is that, in his eyes, time will pass faster, which will increase his chances of persevering.”

The doctor looked at Wen He in the room, feeling uneasy.

Although they often deal with cancer patients and have seen countless deaths.

He knew better than anyone that this medicine was even more terrifying than death.

That was definitely the ultimate physical and psychological pain.

Even old doctors like them couldn't bear to see such a scene.

Especially with Wen He being so young.

He was only eighteen!

He was in the prime of his life, yet his life was coming to an end.

In his final moments, he held a huge fortune, but he didn't choose to enjoy the beauty of the world.

Instead, he actively chose the suffering that others avoided…

And the reason he did this was because, in his heart, some things were higher than life.

Although the doctor didn't know the specifics, he truly admired such a person from the bottom of his heart.

The doctor's words gave Cheng Yudie's heart, which had fallen to the bottom, a slight relief.

Although five hours was still an unreachable amount of time.

But looking at it rationally, given that the treatment has already started and there is no turning back…

This was a full half less time than expected.

However, this was still a considerable amount of time for Wen He.

Under the torment of pain, every second would be infinitely prolonged.

The pain was directly proportional to the extended time.

It was like the last hundred meters of a long-distance run, the last thirty seconds of a plank, the last minute of a horse stance…

The more uncomfortable and painful it is, the slower time seems to pass.

Five hours, for Wen He now, might be longer than all the time in the first half of his life.

“Doctor… is there anything I can do to help him…? He's in so much pain… I want to help him… please…” Cheng Yudie pleaded with tears streaming down her face.

“The best help you can give him is to stand here and not go in and make things worse,” the doctor said.

Hearing this, Cheng Yudie's heart turned to ashes.

After the spasms and twitches in his legs lasted for more than ten minutes, Wen He's hands also suffered heavy damage.

His fingers cracked and popped, as if they had been broken and reassembled, his hands twisting into bizarre shapes.

The piercing pain was like toothpicks being inserted under his fingernails and then slammed against the wall.

Wen He's face was pale and bloodless with pain.

His whole body seemed to be electrocuted, falling to the ground, constantly trembling and shivering.

The clothes on his body were completely soaked, and even his hair was wet with cold sweat.

Almost losing consciousness, Wen He weakly looked at Cheng Yudie and Wen Ze behind the glass.

Watching their tears streaming down, watching their eyes filled with heartache.

They stood there, like a ray of light shining on Wen He.

Although it couldn't dispel the pain brought by the body, it regained some reason for him.

—I have to get through it… I have to get through it no matter what…

—They are still waiting for me… I can't let them worry…

—Half an hour has passed… time is passing quickly… just hold on a little longer…

—I want to live… to live for those who can't live…

—The taste of being abandoned by the world is not good… I have to give them a hand…

Having regained some reason, Wen He, under extreme pain.

Constantly chanted in his heart [live] [can't die]

After another ten minutes, the spasms in Wen He's limbs finally improved.

“Let's change places,” the doctor said at this time.

This sudden remark caught Cheng Yudie off guard for a moment.

“Why change places?… Is something unexpected going to happen…?… ” Cheng Yudie cried until her voice was hoarse.

“The following scenes are not suitable for you to see. This is a bit of dignity left for the patient, but the patient can still see you.” He said.

“What's going to happen next!?”

“Limb spasms are just the initial symptoms of the drug's effects. The real effects will begin to act on the internal organs. He will vomit very badly, even stomach acid, and may even become incontinent. No matter who you are, you can't watch. This is the hospital's way of preserving the patient's dignity and respecting the patient.”

The doctor's words were like a bolt from the blue, exploding in her heart.