I am terminally ill, but I am healing the world with my songs

"This song is called 'What Should I Use to Keep You Here'."

(What Should I Use to Keep You Here — FloruitShow)

Wen He had barely finished introducing the song, and the prelude had played for less than ten seconds, when his unique voice slowly emerged.

From this complex sound, everyone heard a strong sense of vicissitudes...

It was as if he had just experienced the biggest low in his life.

There was even a sense of powerlessness, as if he felt despair for the world.

"You forgot the cold wind that cut across the wound ~"

"You believed that not feeling pain or itch meant living through a lifetime ~"

"You... why ~"

"Seeing snowflakes fall makes you want to sing ~"

"Why ~"

"Tears will fall at the moment of letting go ~"

This complex emotion instantly grabbed everyone's hearts.

The people in the live broadcast room were watching the singer's lowered, turbid eyes.

In a trance...

It seemed as if they saw a pitiful person struggling.

Something was dragging him down, trying to devour and submerge him.

What exactly were those things...?

People eagerly wanted to know the answer.

"Walking past one by one, missing one by one."

"Coming again and again, letting go time after time."

"Laughing sound after sound, roaring sound after sound."

"Flashing scene after scene, piercing me..."

The slightly rapid sound was like a revolving lantern.

The pitiful person, struggling intensely, still seemed unable to escape his final fate.

He gradually stopped struggling, allowing his body to be devoured by those things.

In the moment before his life was about to come to an end, scenes from the revolving lantern began to appear before his eyes.

He saw everyone he had met in this life.

How many people left, and how many people were missed.

Joys and sorrows, happiness and anger, grief and joy...

Everything experienced would be displayed.

The kind people in the live broadcast room were unwilling to see this scene happen, but they had no way to stop it.

Watching a vibrant life gradually wither.

The intense feeling of suffocation made it almost impossible for them to breathe.

The repressed emotions made everyone feel powerless.

[This song is a bit off... Wen He... what's wrong with you... don't scare us... didn't you say it was just a minor surgery...?]

[It can't be... it can't be... Wen He is in the Magic City! And he has broken away from his family, and he has money now. As long as it's not late-stage cancer, there are ways to solve it. There will definitely be a reversal! Definitely...]

[The emotions in this song are too suffocating. The last time I felt this depressed was with '海底' (Hai Di - Under the Sea)... Please... there must be a reversal...]

[Heaven... please don't bully Wen He anymore... his life has been miserable enough... please don't let anything happen...]

[Give some of the suffering to me... I have nothing left to lose... I only ask that you spare Wen He... don't hurt him anymore... he is our only light...]

The people in the live broadcast room, with red eyes, desperately prayed for Wen He.

After the recent exposure of Wen He's upbringing environment on the internet, they realized...

...that a large portion of the songs Wen He sang before were based on his own situation.

And the situation revealed in today's song...

Wen He is definitely not doing well, and may even be worse than before.

And everyone has seen the previous situation. The only thing worse than that is probably the option that no one wants to mention...

Death.

Originally, Wen He had lung surgery and wouldn't be able to sing for a while.

But he started broadcasting again today, and without saying a word, he sang a song like this.

Combined with the large hospital where Wen He is, and the many symptoms such as coughing up blood that started half a year ago...

A rather terrible outline seemed to gradually emerge in front of everyone's eyes.

Lung cancer.

Although everyone was very unwilling to think in this direction.

But now, this is the only option that can reasonably explain the current situation.

Unless...

Unless there is a reversal later in this song.

Of course, this is also what everyone most hopes to see.

"Because enjoying its brilliance ~"

"Because enduring its decay ~"

"You say don't love it ~ yet you are reluctant to part ~"

"So life ah ~ it is as bitter as a song ~"

"Because enjoying its brilliance ~"

"Because enduring its decay ~"

"You say don't chase it ~ yet you are reluctant to part ~"

"So life ah..."

"It is as bitter as a song ~"

Hearing Wen He's desperate and bitter voice.

It seemed as if something in everyone's heart was touched.

No matter what kind of psychological preparations they had made, they were shattered at this moment.

The great sorrow made everyone completely break down and cry loudly.

Life is truly the most twisted and greatest product in the world.

Just like a grand decay.

It's just that everyone's decay time is different.

Some people start to decay after childhood, and some people start to decay after entering society.

But there are also people...

Born unfortunate.

From the moment of birth, they have already begun to decay.

Even so, everyone is still trying to live hard.

So life ah...

It is as bitter as a song...

[Pessimists don't simply think the world is bad. On the contrary, they think the world is pretty good, but all the splendor has nothing to do with them, and never will.]

[I tried to commit suicide once before. After my parents found out, they hugged me and cried for a long, long time. They said they were sorry to me, making me feel that the world was bad. I felt very sorry for them. It's not the world that's bad, but me. Since then, I have never thought about suicide again. I'm afraid they will be sad.]

[To everyone in front of the screen, I want to tell you, "Never give up hope of living. Tomorrow is more important than anything else."]

[I feel endless sadness, not because I'm not doing well, but because I don't think Wen He should be like this... There are so many good things in the world, why does he miss them all? I don't understand...]

[If possible, I really hope this is a nightmare I had while waiting for Wen He's live broadcast... I hope that when I open my eyes, Wen He will start the broadcast as usual and tell us that the surgery was successful... I really beg you...]

The psychological defenses of the people in the live broadcast room almost completely collapsed.

They broke down and cried, trying to deceive themselves with all kinds of lies...

...otherwise, they simply couldn't bear the bad news brought back by Wen He.

Because it was really too bitter.

Even if life is as bitter as a song, it shouldn't be this bitter.

He lived in a fiery, pitch-black abyss since he was a child.

He finally encountered a ray of light that brought him out of the darkness.

But he immediately fell into another abyss.

If Wen He just broke away from that family and now has to tell them that he has an incurable disease.

Then all of Wen He's fans will fall into darkness with him at this moment forever.

Because that kind and gentle person was played by fate like this.

Then what kind of mentality should ordinary people use to face their own lives...?