I Am the Little Green Plum in the Heroine of Heaven

Shen Zhi found that he couldn't bear it, and watched her tear off the previous photos one by one until she decided to ruthlessly destroy the few photos they had when they were young, and he couldn't bear it anymore.

She did not cry loudly, nor did she say something bad hoarse.

She calmly refrained, and little by little she passed their past.

From a very young age, Shen Zhi knew that he was not loved.

The mother's unconcealed disgust, the malicious insults of her peers, the hungry and cold life, and the shunned eyes of others in the school.

Everyone treats him like a rubbish.

Looking at his gaze, he was also very disgusted.

Shen Zhi gradually became accustomed to the malice in life, closed his heart, forced himself to accept it, learned to forbear, and hide the darkness of his heart.

He is alone.

No companions.

no friend.

Knowing that it is a shunned existence, he takes the initiative to live in a dark corner.

During most of Shen Zhi's youth, it seemed that there was only tea.

Only her.

When she was three or four years old, she got better and always liked to wrap around him and run after him.

The photos were taken by Chacha's mother for them. Many of them were taken, most of them were in Chacha's house.

There are only a few of them, which were stuffed with tea and tea for his memory at that time.

Shen Zhi has only so much.

These photos have different meanings to him.

So now, in a nearly imploring tone, he begged her not to destroy the only fond memories of his abandoned childhood.

Shen Zhi's voice is hoarse, and in his **** red eyes, it seems that tears will flow out in the next second.

Chacha has been reluctant to refuse any request from Shen Zhi since she was a child. She is also easy to feel softened. She feels Shen Zhi panic and sad, but she doesn't know what Shen Zhi is sad about.

In the snowy night, his face was cold and slightly distressed and he told his roommate that he had never liked her.

He said that there is no way to put more love in her.

Chacha clearly remembered Shen Zhi's tone of voice when he said those words.

She recovered, feeling that her wrist had already been grabbed by him. She tried to withdraw her hand, but she refused to let it go.

Chacha was helpless, "You let me go, I won't touch these photos."

Shen Zhi was able to breathe, his tight bowstring loosened, he believed her words, and slowly loosened her wrist.

Cha Cha was free, and then when he just relaxed, his expressionless face and strength decisively tore in half as before, without even giving him time to react.

She lied to him.

Shen Zhi looked at her incredulously.

Cha Cha put his share in his palm, and his fingers trembled slightly uncontrollably, as if extremely angry.

Cha Cha picked up the carton again, "I'm leaving."

*

Jiang Miaoyan was outside the dormitory building, anxious, "Otherwise, let's go up and have a look? If something happens, it will be bad. Both of them don't seem to be calm now."

Feng Jingnian said: "Let them handle it by themselves."

Jiang Miaoyan turned her head and looked at Yu Gu. She said, "Student Yu Gu, you have a good relationship with Chacha, you and I will go and see?

Yu Gu glanced at her face with cold eyes and deep eyes. Jiang Miaoyan felt as if she had been seen through it. She said: "Student Yu Gu, don't ignore people, what time is it now!" Don’t you worry about chacha?"

Yu Gu only thought she was really noisy.

Jiang Miaoyan covered her mouth and laughed, "You ignore me, I know you like tea, right?"

Yu Gu looked back intently, and the voice ratio seemed to be coming from an extremely cold place, cherishing the words like gold: "Yes."

Jiang Miaoyan yelled and smiled, "This is the first time you have spoken to me." She said in a joking tone: "It's a day to remember."

Yu Gu stopped talking again.

Jiang Miaoyan seemed to be so fierce by the word "right" that he kept chattering and talking to his ears, and talked about jokes to adjust the atmosphere with ease.

Yu Gu frowned, his eyebrows enveloped in a layer of obvious irritability, his tone was very bad: "You are very annoying."

Jiang Miaoyan smiled and did not get angry, and stretched out three fingers, "I said three words this time, I don't know if I can ask you to say a few more words next time."

When Cha Cha walked out of the dormitory with a box in his arms, he saw this scene.

A very familiar scene.

It's as if I have seen it somewhere.

She felt uncomfortable.

Whoever Jiang Miaoyan approaches, he can play well with whom.

She will always stand in the middle of the crowd, and she can easily get precious friendship.

Jiang Miaoyan ran forward, touched her hand intimately, and looked concerned, "Chacha, how are you?"

Cha Cha took two steps back and nodded stiffly: "I'm fine."

Jiang Miaoyan said, "I feel like you are about to cry. Don't try to be aggressive, just let it out when you are angry, or you will suffocate yourself."

They all looked at her.

There was sympathy in her eyes, and it seemed that she was making a fuss and unreasonable.

Indeed, after breaking up with a big fanfare to return all the gifts, she does seem to be stingy and pretentious.

But Chacha doesn't care what they think of her.

Compared to being treated with prejudice, she couldn't bear to be sincere and ready to prepare gifts and be abused.

Shen Zhi chased up from behind.

He seemed to have just realized that he was going crazy and was going to grab the things in her hand, wanting to get back the torn photos of her, as if in this way, he could comfort himself that he had not lost his past with her.

Shen Zhi didn't behave like him now.

Shen Zhi is clearly a cold and noble man who never bows his head easily. Probably because he has been seen by Chacha in all his embarrassed appearance, he has a particularly strong self-esteem in front of her.

He ran too fast and hurriedly, staggered two steps under his feet and almost fell off the steps.

Shen Zhi's tall and thin body shook, and the picture in front of him went dark, dizzy and swollen. After he stood steady, his fingers grabbed her hem like a life-saving straw, and a mournful voice came from deep in his throat. Overflowing, "Chacha, you can return half of me."

Give it back to him.

It's only half of it.

He can fight it back by himself.

Chacha gently pulled her cuffs out of his fingers, she said nothing, the answer was obvious enough.

She didn't want to leave him anything.

Chacha is not only ruining his past alone.

The bits and pieces of the past ten years, and the days and nights of these years, those memories are also engraved in her blood.

All he lost was a friendship that he didn't like so much.

An unimportant neighbor and sister.

But tea tea.

Lost the friendship he believed to be the strongest.

The deepest love.

Yu Gu walked to her and squeezed her ten fingers. He said, "Don't be afraid, I will take you away."

Shen Zhi stretched out his hand, still trying to catch her.

Yu Gu looked pale and weak, but his strength was not weak at all. He punched him on the jaw, with an unprecedented vicious force, his eyes were more grim than ordinary people, and he said grimly: "Don't touch her."

Yu Gu took her hand and walked forward without looking back.

Chacha whispered to him thank you.

Yu Gu let go of her wrist and he asked, "Would you like some chocolate?"

Eat something sweet and you will feel better.

Yu Gu took chocolate with him, but he never eats it himself. He grabbed a handful and put it in the pocket of Cha Cha's jacket, and then naturally opened his hands.

Chacha was taken aback, "What's the matter?"

Yu Gu said, "Can I hug you?"

Yu Gu is accustomed to being close to her, but Cha Cha is still not used to it. Before she refuses to speak, Yu Gu hugs her in his arms without authorization, puts her arms around her back, and puts her chin in her warm neck. , Rubbed the scarf around her neck.

He said nothing.

It seems to just want to hug her.

This hug did not last long.

Chacha inexplicably remembered the winter when she moved in high school. Yu Gu stood in the alley, wearing only a sweater in the cold weather, and seemed to have been waiting for her for a long time.

That day, he caught her off guard and said that he would miss her.

"You are tired too, go back and rest soon."

"Chacha, see you tomorrow."

"see you tomorrow."

Watched after leaving.

Cha Cha stood quietly on the spot for a few minutes, lowered his eyelids, looked at the contents of the box, and then moved slowly to the side of the trash can.

She dumped the contents of the cardboard box into the trash can.

Without nostalgia, turned and left.

Shen Zhi was standing behind her not far from her, embracing her and Yu Gu in his eyes, and watching her throw things into the trash can with his own eyes.

Standing on the spot like a sculpture, Shen Zhi had a splitting headache and his face was deadly pale. He raised his heavy and stiff steps and walked slowly to the side of the stinking trash can.

He couldn't imagine that one day he was going to dig through the trash can.

The rotten smell hit the tip of his nose. He didn't seem to care at all. Auntie Guan saw a good-looking boy looking through the trash can at the door. She was shocked and walked over to stop his behavior. "Boy, what are you doing?"

It's weirdly beautiful.

Why did you turn over the trash can?

How dirty.

Is it possible that something is wrong with your head?

Shen Zhi said dumbly: "I'm looking for something."

The aunt kindly persuaded him: "Young man, don't look through it. There are garbage that others don't want here, it's very dirty! There are a lot of bacteria, you listen to Auntie's advice, go back quickly."

Shen Zhi didn't listen, he finally caught half of the fragment, which was already stained with oil from the takeaway box, holding it in his palm was greasy and disgusting.

The aunt snorted, "I'll drop a god."

Shen Zhi didn't think it was dirty, and he continued to search inside.

The garbage collection car had already drove over, and the aunt immediately pulled him away, "Really don't turn over. If you lose something, you can buy it again."

Shen Zhi was lost, he said: "You can't buy it."

He only found half of the picture.

After Shen Zhi went back, he washed his hands twice, and the photos could not touch the water. He wiped the oil stains off with wet paper towels and rummaged through the drawers, but no solid glue was found.

Shen Zhi turned around and asked Feng Jingnian, "Is there any glue?"

Feng Jingnian didn't have it either, and threw the solid glue on Cui Nan's desk to him, "What are you doing?"

Shen Zhi didn't answer, but devoted himself to the photo of him and Cha Cha under the old camphor tree in the alley.

But the crack in the middle of the photo is still obvious.

After he carefully glued the photos together, Feng Jingnian sighed and asked, "You don't regret picking up Jiang Miaoyan that night?"

They all thought that Chacha went to the airport to pick up Jiang Miaoyan because Shen Zhi didn't tell her. They were angry and they broke up.

This matter is said to be big or not to be small.

But it won't let Cha Cha break up so casually.

Besides, Shen Zhi sincerely apologized.

Feng Jingnian thought that Shen Zhi would say that he did not regret it.

Jiang Miaoyan is indeed the type that most boys would like. She is lively and cheerful, not pretentious or squeamish, decent and generous, with a high level of emotional intelligence and good body. People who are serious about getting along with her will like her.

In contrast, Chacha looks lacklustre.

The only commendable possibility is kindness.

Shen held his finger for a while, after a long time, he said: "I regret it."

Feng Jingnian was secretly surprised.

Shen Zhi put the photo into his wallet, and said, "I don't know she doesn't like Jiang Miaoyan. If I knew, I wouldn't go there that night."

In the first year of junior high, Shen Zhi remembers that for a while, Chacha and Jiang Miaoyan had a good relationship.

When he asked what you think of Jiang Miaoyan, she also said, "I also think Jiang Miaoyan is very good."

Until now, Shen Zhi still didn't know that it was a teenage girl, trying hard for him to like the people around him, get close to his life, and desperately adapt himself to enter his world.

Even if she is jealous and sore, even if she doesn't like Jiang Miaoyan.

Because he was at the same table and his good friend, I convinced myself to become friends with her.

This is not Aiwu and Wu.

This was just one of the efforts of a girl who was sensitive to inferiority complex at the time to get close to her crush.

Shen Zhi will never know her careful thoughts, her sorrow and depression, her cautiousness

Just as he didn't know now, when he said those two murderous words that night, the girl stood behind him and listened to them without fail.

*

Everybody knows.

Shen Zhi and his girlfriend completely fell out.

However, the school has been very lively recently, no one cares more about her and Shen Zhi's affairs.

The girls focused their attention on the film crew that came to the school to shoot. The male protagonist is the most popular top star.

A building in the outer courtyard was requisitioned, and a cordon was pulled outside, and students could not enter.

Chen Xinyi wanted to join in the fun after class, begging Chacha to accompany her to watch.

Chacha asked: "Who is it? It feels like a lot of people go to the outer courtyard and are blocked."

Chen Xinyi grabbed her arm and screamed: "It's Wen Huai!!! Super handsome!!! Epic beauty, I am afraid I will die when I see him as a real person."

Chacha: "..."

Oh, it's Wenhuai.

really.

All her dreams are accurate.

Later, she also dreamed that Wen Huai would become famous in one fell swoop because of a movie, and her star was shining.

Chacha asked: "Can I not go?"

Chen Xinyi's expression was terrible: "No."

Chen Xinyi’s ability to chase stars is extraordinary, leading her to break through the crowd, squeezing from the periphery to the first row of the inner circle, craned her neck to look inside the teaching building, "Where are the Wenhuai people?"

Cha Cha pursed his lips: "Maybe he is playing big cards!"

"..."

"That's it, he likes to put on airs and play big names."

"......"

Chen Xinyi stretched his neck to grow a giraffe and saw no one. When he left, he still had a high spirits.

The tea tea head is like pounding garlic, agreeing: "Me too."

Wen Huai was cute and bullied her when she was young.

Pull her braids when itchy hands.

At Chacha High School, Wen Huai was poor and had no money to eat. She borrowed money from him every month, but Wen Huai would pay her back on time and buy her ice cream by the way.

After Wen Huai finished filming today's scene, put on a mask, and found the faculty where Chacha was familiar, and sent her a WeChat message: [Come down, brother, please have ice cream. 】

After a few minutes, Cha Cha slipped out like a thief.

Wen Huai patted her head, rubbed her hair very messy, lifted her chin, "Go, go to the supermarket."

Cha Cha didn't feel better in front of Wen Huai, "Did my hair offend you? Can you treat her better."

Wen Huai leaned, "If you lose love, your temper has grown."

Cha Cha scowled: "You control me."

Wen Huai asked, "Why broke up? Let's listen."

Cha Cha: "I don't want to say."

Wen Huai nodded: "I can guess if you don't say it."

Cha Cha ignored him.

Wen Huai bought her a vanilla-flavored Haagen-Dazs. Seeing that she was eating happily, he grabbed the spoon in her hand, took off the mask and tasted two.

Cha Cha refused to eat any more, and stuffed Haagen-Dazs into his hand, holding back his anger: "What do you always like to eat from me?!"

Wen Huai pursed his lips and smiled: "I can't help but look at the incense you eat."

He tickled her face again, "By the way, in your school New Year's party two days later, I heard that you have a show?"

Cha Cha is uncomfortable, really embarrassed, "Hmm."

Wen Huai said, "Okay, I'll go to cheer for you when the time comes. By the way, I will see who robbed our tea and tea boyfriend and help you teach her a lesson."

Chacha doesn't believe me at all.

When Wen Huai saw Jiang Miaoyan for the first time, he praised her for her beauty and asked her for her name!

"What's your face? Brother Huai will support you, understand?"

Chacha was a little twitchy with her index finger, "Don't lie to me."

Wen Huai laughed, "When did I lie to you? Think about it, I'm so fierce to others, is it just to make you happy?"

it seems to be like this.

Cha Cha lowered her head and said, "I don't need you to help me teach others, you just need to be my audience."

She will be very satisfied and happy to see her performance.

Chacha remembers that when Jiang Miaoyan performed a solo dance, Jiang Miaoyan had many good friends holding banners and tapping to cheer for her.

Cha Cha also wanted to let people see her shining points, longing for someone to come for her off the stage.

*

There is a dress rehearsal the day before New Year's Day.

The crews of all the shows are waiting to be on stage in the school's largest theater.

People from Chacha and clubs all wore costumes and sat in the auditorium.

Severely caught a cold, climbed out of bed, put on his coat, and hurried to the theater before the end of the rehearsal.

The roommate thought he was going to watch Jiang Miaoyan's rehearsal, but did not stop him.

Shen Zhi went backstage first. He dragged his heavy body and looked around, but he didn't find the person he wanted to see in the backstage.

The backstage was in turmoil, and the performers were busy putting on makeup.

Shen Zhi heard someone ask loudly: "Fuck, which show prop is this bouquet of roses behind the door?!"

"It's not a prop. I just sent it here. I don't know who sent the flowers to Chu Cha of the Mathematics Department."

"Ninety-nine red roses, is this a **** suitor?"

"probably,"

Shen Zhi was dizzy for a moment, and his mind seemed to become heavier.

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There are two more.

White camellia and red roses.

Ugh.

Some feelings can't stand deliberate approach

Oooo heartbroken

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