I Am the Little Green Plum in the Heroine of Heaven

Cha Cha really didn't want to meet Shen Zhi again.

It's not that she broke up, she can dislike Shen Zhi right now.

It's not a flirtatious sentence that we break up, all the feelings in these years will disappear cleanly.

She needs time to walk out slowly.

Chacha now sees Shen Zhi, and all he thinks of are painful memories. Looking at his profile, it seems as if he has returned to that isolated snowy night.

It was too painful for her to repeat the memories of the time over and over again.

Chacha turned to leave, but Shen Zhi refused to let her go. His surface was cold and cold, and his eyes were bloodshot. His movements had never been so brutal and rough, and he clamped her wrists forcefully.

Cha Cha was also very stubborn, clenching his teeth, earning his wrist with a blank expression.

As soon as she moved, Shen Zhi used more force, and strongly clasped her wrist on the door panel of the stairwell, "I have something to tell you."

Cha Cha kept her face down and her eyes fell to the ground, "I don't want to listen."

Shen Zhi was quiet for a few seconds, and he let out a long sigh, "Chacha, you look up at me."

Cha Cha as if not heard.

Shen Zhi was completely ignored by her.

She actually didn't quite understand why Shen Zhi came to her.

"I don't agree with the breakup."

"Chacha, I don't agree."

Shen Zhi also said a lot.

After listening to the tea, the mood did not change much, only the nose was slightly sour.

She listened quietly to Shen Zhi's words, she did not answer or give any response.

It seems that she is just a passerby who has nothing to do with herself, listening to other people's affairs.

Shen Zhi is a boy with a cold personality but very gentle behavior. He has almost never done such a rough gesture to Cha Cha, forcing her to raise her face and staring at him.

Chacha couldn't bear it. She raised her palm and slapped him on the face. The hatred in her eyes, as if the person in front of her was not the boy she had loved for many years, but a murderous gangster.

She uttered: "Go away."

Shen Zhi was slapped with her slap to the side of the head, his cheeks hurt.

What made him sting even more was the girl's uncovered eyes.

It is abomination.

Most of the hatred mingled in his wet eyes.

She hates him? Her words were so intense that she let him go.

Shen Zhi was stunned, how could she hate him?

The girl's eyes were moisturized, and she bit her teeth hard to keep the surface calm.

The sharp nails were pinched deeply into the palms. This pain was not a big deal. It was far worse than the scars in his heart being torn apart by Shen Zhi again and again.

He knows nothing.

He doesn't understand anything.

He took it for granted.

Even in his opinion, he was innocent.

He did not commit any major mistakes.

There was no derailment, no violence, and nothing worthy of criticism.

He just doesn't love him enough, that's it.

Chacha raised her eyelids trembling, the water in her eyes was forced back by her.

She has always been wronged and asked for everything.

Because I like him.

Because I like him so much.

Everything can be tolerated.

Anything can take a step back.

Only if I can be with him.

You can ignore those grievances.

You can feel very happy when buried in his arms.

Chacha steadyed her voice and asked quietly, "Shen Zhi, do you think I'm making troubles unreasonably?"

After Shen Zhi was silent, he said sincerely: "I don't have one."

He just couldn't figure out how a trivial matter could cause this.

Chacha looked into his eyes, and she said quietly: "I heard what you said to them that night."

Shen Zhi reacted for a long time, and didn't know which night she was talking about?

He can't remember.

He doesn't remember at all.

Chacha didn't want to recall, every time she mentioned it, every time she recalled it again, the words of indifferent and rational judgment were knives, cutting her heart.

Cha Cha needs to take a deep breath in order to calm her restless mood and to let the eager and turbulent emotions in her chest slowly fall.

She asked again, "Have you forgotten? It was the night you went to pick up Jiang Miaoyan."

Chacha took advantage of the moment of his loss, gently freed her hand from his shackles, her tone was very soft, her voice was soothing and calm, as if she was telling someone else's story: "You don't know. , I was standing not far from you that night."

The weather is cold.

Heavy snow is flying.

She was standing alone in the snow with cold hands and feet.

"I haven't been able to contact you. I was so anxious that I went to the security guard so stupid that I almost went to the police."

Such a cold day.

She trembled and went back to school alone, contacting anyone she could think of.

She didn't think that Shen Zhi was gone.

More worried about his accident.

If it can, Chacha wants to delete all the memories of that night with one click, which is too painful.

If she does not remember anything, she is still living in a beautiful utopia, and she has not lost anything.

But Shen Zhi insisted on forcing her to tell her the most painful part of her memory, and she would not let her go.

The man in front of him was pale, his ten thin fingers barely supported the wall, his tall and thin body shook, and a feeling of dizziness flashed past.

Chacha glanced at him with pain on his face, and then said: "When I returned to school, the gate time had passed. Then, by coincidence, I saw your roommate out, so I followed."

Seeing his back, the stone hanging high in the air fell to the ground.

She thought, he would be fine.

Chacha said: "It was snowing early that morning, and I didn't feel cold at all. I was standing behind you. I heard you tell them that you never liked me and you can't love me."

Blunt knives only grind people.

The cold words from the sweetheart's mouth are colder than the winter in December.

"You don't know how nervous I was when I confessed to you."

What a look forward to.

Later, she learned that expectation was something that would be regrettable.

She secretly liked him for so long, like a fool.

"Back then, I didn't even want to confess to you because I wanted to be together. I just wanted to let you know that you are also loved." Cha Cha's heart was numb, and she tried to calm down and say these things. "Just because I'm sensible, I'm obedient, I have a soft personality, it's wrong, it's me who is weak, so I deserve to be treated as a substitute for Jiang Miaoyan, a spare tire by you, and a victim of mood adjustment, right?"

She was naive just because she was stupid.

She did not speculate on him with malice.

So be used to deceive

Shen Zhi was dizzy, the joints holding the wall sounded crisply, and the blue veins appeared on the surface of the skin one by one. His eyes were red, and he didn't want to believe: "Have you heard all of them?"

Chacha nodded gently, "I heard it all."

after awhile.

Chacha looked at his face, and she said: "Summer's favorites are supposed to end in winter."

After talking about these secrets that are deep in my heart, only she knows.

Those thousands of times of pain seem to have alleviated a lot.

Although Cha Cha still cannot be relieved, I still feel regret and sad to mention it.

But compared to before, just thinking of that memory and heartache was about to die, much better.

Chacha raised her eyes, choked her throat and said, "So please, don't tell me to reconcile, who knows if it will be the second scam."

She sniffed, and the two rows of teeth trembled slightly. She gritted her teeth and said clearly: "Please treat me as a sad person, don’t hurt me unscrupulously, and don’t show up again. In front of me."

Reconciliation-from the moment Chacha told him about the breakup, it has become impossible.

The relationship of more than ten years does not disappear completely overnight.

So many years of the past and so many company, it is indeed unforgettable.

But this is not the reason for Shen Zhi to hold her back with his memories and make her reconcile with him.

Cha Cha will not be kidnapped by memories.

Shen Zhi was a little breathless, his chest was dull, his ears buzzed and he couldn't hear clearly, and his brain was dull and painful.

The nightmare that was connected last night seemed to come true at this moment.

Words have become a weapon for hurting others.

With closed eyes, Shen Zhi could imagine how scared and sad she should be that night.

It's no wonder that she would cry in front of her heartbreakingly that day.

Shen Zhi felt that he was hollowed out by her few plain narratives, empty and painful.

The door of the stairwell opened and closed, and Cha Cha returned to class after saying these things.

He was in a trance like a heavy blow, and he was so painful that he could not straighten his waist. He held on to the railing, gasping for breath, and his vision was blurred. He stepped on the ground and fell heavily down the stairs, his body on the steps. Rolled several times and fell to the root of the wall.

Shen Zhi fell to the ground, no part of his body was not painful, he fell to the ground like a self-defeating man, after a long time, the man's throat overflowed with a few screams of pain.

The man does not flick when he has tears.

But he couldn't help it anymore.

He really hadn't thought of hurting tea so deeply.

Warm tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, he raised his hand, covered his eyes, and blocked his eyes.

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Cha Cha returned to the classroom like a okay person.

Chen Xinyi asked her what was going on with her eyes? The whole class just saw it.

Chacha thought for a while, and she said, "It's okay, I hit him."

"..." The startled Chen Xinyi immediately gave her a thumbs up, "Awesome, the rabbit bites people in a hurry!"

This is a linear algebra class.

The teacher's words are unpredictable, and the students below are nodding their heads as if they are listening to the heavenly scriptures.

Chacha is one of the few students who carefully listen to the get out of class and take notes. After class, she feels a little tired and has not eaten any meals.

Several years have passed.

Cha Cha dreamed of that novel again.

She has all dreamed of the heroine in the novel, except for the heroine.

And this time.

She finally dreamed of the female characters in it.

really.

It's Jiang Miaoyan.

Everyone likes her Jiang Miaoyan.

And her?

She hasn't seen the chapter in which she appears yet, and she doesn't even deserve her name.

She finally wakes up, she is not a sweet pet heroine full of halo points.

Cha Cha woke up, sat on the bed and emptied his eyes, and spent a long time in a daze.

She thought, whatever.

How about love.

Puppy love didn't end well.

She just wants to study hard now.

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Cha Cha: Study hard and make progress every day.

Shen Zhi: Dead.

see you tomorrow!

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