I Am the Little Green Plum in the Heroine of Heaven

Shen Zhi could not bear Chacha's resentment against him before, and she cried and took everything away from him.

He thought he was most afraid of seeing the hatred towards him in Cha Cha's eyes, but it turned out not to be.

On the contrary, it was more painful as it is now. She said hello to them as if nothing had happened, and the eyes looking at him were calm and gentle, light and weightless.

The Second Canteen is actually a bit far away from the Commercial Institute, only Shen Zhi himself knows why he would be far away.

Cui Nan looked at Chacha, and then at the stubborn stubbornness who seemed to have nothing to say, his fingers curled up awkwardly, and he wanted to leave the scene immediately.

But Shen Zhi's feet seemed to have taken root, motionless, and the beads of his eyes fell on her body and could not move away.

Cui Nan yanked his arm boldly, "Brother Shen, let's go to eat."

Shen's stiff body was motionless, as stable as Mount Tai, with his dark eyes fixed on her face.

Cha Cha turned around, and didn't plan to say anything more to Shen Zhi.

In the cafeteria hall on the first floor, there are long lines in front of every window.

Chacha held a card in his hand and stood in line at the Wonton window. Shen Zhi stood silently behind her, his eyes almost unable to move away from her.

She was only on his shoulders, her body was thin, and the messy hair on the back of the head was pressed into the pink hairpin, revealing the snow-white slender back of the neck. She tilted her head slightly, staring at the picture in front of the window, and seemed to be thinking seriously about what to do at noon today. What to eat.

Waiting hard to get her.

Cha Cha faced the aunt in the cafeteria, and whispered softly: "Auntie, I want a signature wonton."

The sound in the cafeteria is noisy.

How many people are inside.

The aunt didn't hear clearly for a while, took off her mask, "Ah? Girl, what do you want?"

Chacha pursed his mouth, and was about to say it again. The man behind him swiped his campus card twice, "Two wontons, dine-in."

Hearing this voice, Cha Cha's body stiffened, and she didn't even know when Shen Zhi had been standing behind her.

She turned to leave.

Auntie has brought out the finished wontons, "Little girl, don't waste your wontons."

Chacha gritted his teeth, brought a bowl and sat down in front of a clean table.

At this point in the second canteen, most of them are students who have just finished class in the same grade.

Shen Zhi was not afraid of causing onlookers, and took a plate and sat down in a position opposite Cha Cha.

There was no him in Chacha's eyes, and he did not change positions with the bowl, but calmly sat in front of him to eat, as if there was no such person.

She ate and swallowed, very gentle.

Shen Zhi didn't think about how impolite his current words and deeds were, his scorching eyes fell on her face, and he couldn't bear to move away for a second.

He couldn't remember how long he hadn't seen her so close.

The bowl of wontons in front of Chacha was almost finished, but Shen Zhi didn't touch a bite. He really didn't know how to chat. He asked, "Is it delicious?"

Cha Cha was in a daze, and it took a long time to realize that he was talking to her.

Although Chacha always sees him these days, occasionally in the playground, or on the tree-lined path behind the college, and on the way to the cafeteria.

But they have not said anything tacitly.

Later, Cha Cha could see him in the military training square every day.

I don't know what happened.

The Business School and the School of Mathematics happened to apply for the same tent used by the logistics department.

She sometimes went to get water to drink, and he was the one who came across.

More often, Cha Cha sits on the Shi Dun in the playground, turning his face slightly, and he can see his back.

Familiar white T-shirt, tall and straight back.

Chacha watched him still distracted, but he probably only sighed like "Ah, stubbornness is still so good-looking". In addition, no matter how many feelings and emotions, no matter how many emotions they are, they can't stir.

In Cha Cha's memory, the stubborn voice was clear and cold, unlike the current situation, the husky almost couldn't hear the original sound.

She did not answer.

She didn't want to tell Shen Zhi whether it was delicious or not.

Their best relationship now is that they have no relationship.

Even after seeing Chacha's indifference, Shen Zhi was still cheeky, and asked: "Would you like to drink water?"

Cha Cha still made no sound.

Shen Zhi didn't think they had come to the point where there was nothing to say.

After a few months, he knew he regretted it.

It took a long time for Shen Zhi to persuade himself to abandon his dignity and all his self-esteem to get a chance to turn around.

Cha Cha once loved him so much.

There is no room for others in the eyes.

Her tenderness, her romance, and the tenderness and love in her eyes whenever she looked at him were about to overflow.

They did not come to a dead end.

Cha Cha finished her last mouthful of soup, took her backpack, and left the canteen.

Shen Zhiyibu also tended to follow her behind, when the sun was hot and dazzling, and the rustle of leaves fell on their ears.

In the late summer evening, the clouds on the horizon seemed to burn.

Cha Cha's skirt swayed with the wind, and she was followed all the way.

Finally, she stopped.

He didn't look up or turn around.

Chacha turned Shen Zhi with her back, and her voice was neither sad nor happy. She asked indifferently: "Shen Zhi, what do you want to do with me?"

Shen Zhi put his hands in his trouser pockets, raised his eyes and could only look forward to her profile, his eyes showed a little bit of sorrow that was not easily detectable, and his speech was slow and a little humble. He said, "A long time. I haven't had a last word with you."

He wanted to talk to her quietly and tenderly.

Listen to her voice.

I want to tell her that he regrets it.

I want to tell her that he likes her.

Shen Zhi laughed at himself in his heart, but Cha Cha would not believe these words.

In her mind, he has become a botched liar.

Chacha turned around and smiled lightly, Shen Zhi thought at the time, she was really smiling.

She said: "But me and you, there is nothing left to say."

Perhaps, in the future, we can wish him and Jiang Miaoyan a hundred years of good relationship and a happy life.

The man's thin lips were pressed into a straight line, not bloody.

Enduring for a long time, he looked at her and said, "Chacha, I like you."

Like these two words, Cha Cha is really a bit numb.

Shen Zhi almost never voluntarily said these two words to her.

She had always used her own questioning sentences, and he nodded blankly.

Cha Cha really couldn't hear the word coming out of his mouth, as if he once again regarded her as a fool, and regarded her as a fool who blindly loves her.

She coldly said, "Why do you insult me ​​like this."

Even though her reaction was expected by Shen Zhi, the man's heart was still cold.

He smiled bitterly, "I didn't lie to you."

He tensed his back, his throat spit out a little nervous, "I know you don't believe me."

Chacha nodded: "Yes, I don't believe you, I don't believe every word and punctuation you say."

Every time she said a word, the face of the man in front of her turned white and pale.

Chacha thinks he understands Shen Zhi.

He is stubborn, what he decides will never change, and what he decides will never go back.

So she didn't figure out why Shen Zhi turned around and said these things to her, why bother with her?

Really like it? No, no, this is impossible.

Thinking about it, there is only one possibility left.

Maybe it was Jiang Miaoyan and Wen Huai who were together and rejected Shen Zhi again.

He could not get the one he loved, so he sought comfort from her again.

The more Cha Cha thought about it, the more she felt it was, and her face became colder and colder.

She sneered and asked, "Did Jiang Miaoyan refuse your confession again?"

The expression on Shen Zhi's face was obviously startled, and his mouth opened, before he could explain.

Chacha chuckled, her tone calm and not ups and downs: "Am I wrong? Didn't you always eat with her before? Today you bow down and sit in front of me."

Shen Zhi wanted to say that he didn't.

Most of the time, Jiang Miaoyan took the initiative to come to him.

"No, me and her..."

Chacha smiled and interrupted him: "I know, you like her."

When they broke up, Cha Cha didn't point out this matter.

In this relationship, it is not that he likes Jiang Miaoyan. He has the freedom to like others.

His biggest mistake was playing with her feelings.

Think of her as a spare tire.

Shen Zhi couldn't refute what she said, and the barren words that came to his lips made him unable to explain.

The sunset lengthened the light and shadow of the two.

The dim afterglow fell on his shoulders like gold dust.

Chacha looked at Shen Zhi, no grief or sorrow, she said flatly: "In fact, I have long seen you like Jiang Miaoyan. When she first turned to junior high school, you treated her differently."

Everyone wants to be treated differently.

Cha Cha dreamed of becoming the one and only favorite in Shen Zhi's heart.

"Do you know how jealous Jiang Miaoyan I was at that time? You were punished to stand together and named by the teacher together. Obviously we met first, but I became the outsider."

"No matter how hard I try, it's no use. No matter how much I want to pretend to be an adult, dressing up like you might like, it's no better than what Jiang Miaoyan said."

"I was really jealous of her once. You forgot our agreement and went to date with her; you forgot my birthday, but you remember everything about her clearly; you never helped me cover, but you were willing Cover up for her in front of the teacher; you have always been patient, but you can resist your mother at the time because of her words."

"I don't like her. I hate her approaching everyone around me purposefully, but because of you, I don't even dare to like her."

"Shen Zhi, I treat you well, you treat her well."

"I love you, but you love her."

"You lied to my feelings. You created a false and fantastic dream for me. When the dream was broken by your own hands, I wish I had never known you."

After hearing this long passage, Shen Zhi's face was already as pale as snow.

In the long and short period of adolescence, the protagonist in the world of stubbornness has never been Chacha.

If she hadn't told him so much today, Shen Zhi would never know how much she suffered in those years.

That was the time when Cha Cha dreamed that Shen Zhi fell in love with someone and then woke up crying.

Shen Zhi never thought about whether she would mind? Are you jealous? Will it be sad for a long time because the pigeons were released?

He didn't love her enough at that time, so he didn't care about her sadness and joy.

Shen Zhi was stunned for a long time before he came back to life from the suffocation in this dead silence. He said: "Chacha, when I am with you, I really like you."

If you don't love, no one can hold on for that long.

He was just slow, but Jiang Miaoyan's departure made him confused.

Chacha was silent for a long time, and she said: "Perhaps so." Before Shen Zhi was happy, she said again: "But you still love her more."

Chacha knew that what she said just now was like grumbling, but she just wanted to say.

Finally, she said softly: "Shen Zhi, I like you for seven years. I don't want to pay for you for the next seven years. I want to let it go."

She is going to Chaoyang.

She has a brighter future.

Shen Zhi's face was paper-colored, and his curved fingers were so painful that he didn't feel the pain.

Chacha's eyes were clear, with a clear light, and she said: "I sincerely wish you and Jiang Miaoyan can cultivate a positive fruit soon."

Feelings cannot be forced.

Love and not love are passive.

When Cha Cha said this, she didn't have any reluctance, she said it sincerely and seriously, as if she had thought so from her heart.

Shen Zhiyun couldn't remember what they said later. When he returned to the dormitory, he remembered that he finally said to Chacha: "I didn't like her a long time ago, and I won't let it go."

Intermittently, like gibberish.

When he was sober again, Shen Zhi found out that he was already sitting at his desk. Cui Nan grumbled while holding a bottle of ice water, and he let out a cold breath. He asked, "Brother Shen, how is the battle today?"

For so long, the roommate is not blind.

How can I see some clues.

There are too many abnormalities in Shen Zhi, and it is difficult for them to think about it.

Shen Zhi's head is still aching, and he is not in the mood to joke with him, "Don't bother me."

Cui Nan's hippie smile: "Brother Shen, you won't just go chasing tea again, right?"

Shen Zhilian glanced at him indifferently, but did not deny his words.

Cui Nan gave him a trick: "What's the difficulty of chasing an ex-girlfriend, you have to put down your body, save face, chase and bombard, take good care of your greetings during your menstrual period, and give her a cup if you have nothing to do. Milk tea, fresh flowers, candles and singing with a guitar are all essential."

Shen Zhi has never done these things Cui Nan said for Chacha.

Nothing at all.

Not once.

The corners of Shen Zhi's mouth moved, and he asked without shame: "Anything else?"

Cui Nan thought for a while: "That's it for the time being, countless of my friends have relied on these to recover their ex-girlfriends for reconciliation."

Is it difficult to chase an ex-girlfriend?

Especially Cha Cha likes to be clinging to the bones. According to the truth, Cha Cha will immediately agree to this matter when Shen Zhi is mentioned.

Cui Nan patted Shen Zhi's shoulder, "Come on, Brother Shen, within half a month, I believe you will be able to win."

Shen Zhi rubbed his painful eyebrows, his bloodshot eyes were extremely sore, and his temples were also tingling sharply. He hummed.

Before turning off the lights and going to bed, Shen Zhi took some anti-neurasthenia drugs.

His recent mental state is precarious, his sleep is shallow, he is easily awakened, and after falling asleep, he is an endless nightmare.

The dream of being beaten, the dream of being pierced with a knife by Chacha, the dream of watching her pass by him in a wedding dress.

These dreams are sometimes so real that Shen Zhi can't tell whether it is a dream or reality.

He just went to bed, leaning lightly on the pillow, and was about to close his eyes to rest.

Cui Nan made a fuss.

Feng Jingnian smashed a pillow and said, "Can you not call it that scary."

Cui Nan threw his pillow back, "I just checked the Moments of Friends, until my ex-girlfriend posted the marriage certificate in Moments."

"You got married so early?"

"No, the wedding photos are pretty good-looking. They seem to have a big belly. I guess they even have children." Cui Nan wailed, "Her children are about to land, so I don't even have a girlfriend!" God is unfair!"

Shen Zhi's brain was suddenly painful, and he opened his cold eyes, feeling that the medicine was eaten for nothing, and he must be unable to sleep tonight.

Shen Zhi opened the quilt and got out of the bed.

Cui Nan asked: "Brother Shen, what are you doing?"

His hands trembled and opened the medicine bottle, trembling and pouring out twice the usual amount of medicine from it, putting his head up into his mouth, and swallowing half a cup of warm water into his stomach.

His forehead was dripping with cold sweat, his face was pale, and the roots of his teeth were very tight, making him look extremely tight.

He propped the table with his right hand, and stood by the table with a pale face. He said dumbly, "Nothing."

He almost misheard what Cui Nan said.

His auditory hallucinations have never recovered.

The girl Cui Nan was talking about became tea.

After taking the medicine, Shen Zhi was still immersed in fear, his hands and feet were cold and his hairs were erected.

His voice sounded weak, "Feng Jingnian, let me use your cell phone."

He really thought about it, and called Chacha.

If she can hold him and comfort him as before, it will be fine.

Want to listen to her voice.

Get a good night's sleep.

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