I Deliver Candy To Men

Feeling the warm liquid falling into her clothes, Song Yingying's body stiffened even more.

"Hey." She froze and said, "I am the one who was hurt, why are you crying?"

Really, is it unreasonable? It's obvious that he has been bullying people all the time, she just said a few cold words, he can't stand it anymore?

Wen Yijia hugged her tightly, as if afraid that she would see him cry, and refused to raise her head. She pushed him, and he hugged him even tighter.

Song Yingying felt that he was trying to restrain himself and wanted to be less embarrassing, but the sobbing was so obvious that it was impossible to ignore. She couldn't help him, so she said helplessly: "How are you? What happened to me? Don't you cry?"

Although it is very secluded, no one passes by. But what if? What if anyone sees it? People won't think that she made a boy cry, and looking at her and his posture, they will only think that the boy secretly kissed her neck.

Thinking of this, her face became hot and she pushed him hard: "Okay! You're up!"

He still didn't let her go, buried his face in her neck, and the tears were so turbulent that Song Yingying felt that her clothes were wet. His voice was full of regret: "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. It's my fault. Don't leave me."

Song Yingying's heart seemed to be lightly pierced by something when she heard him like this.

He is the person she likes, and seeing him like this makes her feel uncomfortable. However, it wasn't that she was making trouble unreasonably.

"What do you want?" she said, "you refused to see me at the beginning, and I expressed anger, but you still refused to see me, just like me, you know how chilling you are? No apology or explanation! Since you thought you were right, don't come to me now!"

He doesn't! Not only came to her, but also confessed to her!

"Shameless!" she couldn't help scolding, kicking him again.

"I want to say sorry to you in person." He finally raised his head from her shoulders, the corners of his eyes were red, "Like this. In this way, I'm sorry to you."

Song Yingying suddenly became angry: "What do you mean? Are you handsome? You mean, I despise your former appearance? Wen Yijia, speak with conscience. When have I ever despised your former appearance?"

"It's me who hates how I used to be," he whispered. "I hate it very much. Ever since I fell in love with you, I hate myself for being ugly and bloated every day."

Song Yingying was startled.

"I know you don't despise me. But I despise myself. I'm not worthy of you like that."

He thought so in the bottom of his heart.

He didn't even dare to say he liked it.

Even, he often feels disgusted. The family's reputation is not good, he is ugly, what qualifications does he have to like her? Sometimes I have a dream, and when I wake up, I feel so sick that I can't sleep in the middle of the night.

His self-loathing tone made Song Yingying startled, even forgetting to be angry. She never thought that his inner world was like this.

"I never thought you would despise me, because you are so good." He lowered his eyes, didn't look at her, and said in a low voice, "You are so good, I can't bear to let you be wronged."

"What grievance?" She couldn't help asking, vaguely feeling that he would tell a reason she never thought of.

He raised his eyes, looked at her and said, "I'm afraid others will laugh at you."

If he chases her, others will say, "Look, that girl, a big fat pig is chasing her, tsk, I don't know where it got into the big fat pig's eyes, so pitiful."

If she rejects him, and he won't give up, others will say, "Look, that girl, being entangled by a dead fat man, how pitiful."

If she promises to be with him, others will say, "Look, that girl is with a big fat pig. Hey, don't you feel sick?"

All kinds of malicious, ridiculing, gloating, and cold eyes will fall on her, and those who recognize her and those who do not recognize her will speak, listen, spread, and condone all kinds of things. Excessive words.

Most of these words won't be said in front of her, but once she has enemies, competitors, or people she accidentally provokes, these words will ferment and brew, overwhelming the sky and drowning her.

He himself suffered.

After his family declined, he became fat again because of illness, and all kinds of unfriendly things happened to him. It's okay in school, everyone is ordinary students, although not friendly, there are always limits. What's more, there was Song Yingying's strong hegemony later, and no one dared to do anything to him.

But after leaving the school, the friends he had met, whose family background was still the same as before, and even more so, some were jealous of his former excellence, and some who had flattered him but failed, all came to find fault with him. People with a lot of knowledge have different methods, and it is simply vicious to speak nasty things. In addition to being ugly, there are many humiliating things that he doesn't want to recall.

He had suffered it himself, he hated it, and he didn't want her to suffer at all.

He will never give up on her, he likes her and must be with her. If you want her to avoid the same thing, you can only pursue her after she gets better.

Song Yingying felt very complicated after hearing his reasons.

She hadn't thought about this before, not at all. Listening to him at this moment, I just feel that his consideration is reasonable. He has experienced this kind of thing before considering this level, which is actually his caring and thoughtful.

But she still pushed him away.

"Our problem isn't here." She took two steps back and distanced herself from him before looking up at him and said, "It's these things that you never told me or discussed with me, you The decision is made by one person. If you want to see me, see me, if you don't want to see me, you don't see me, and there is no reason for me. Even if I get angry, I don't explain or apologize. What I care about is this."

"It's like in this relationship, I'm the passive one. I don't have the right to speak or decide. You have the final say. I can only wait for your decision and arrangement."

Speaking of this, she took two steps back, feeling a little sad, but still said: "I used to think I knew you well. But now I feel that I don't know you that well. At least, you are not what I imagined. And, at the moment, you don't know me that well either."

If he knew her enough, he wouldn't do such a thing.

She pursed her lips, glanced at him again, and turned away with the book in her arms.

Wen Yijia did not catch up.

Song Yingying went out a long way, and then turned around to look, and saw that he was still standing there, not moving, and looking straight in her direction. Song Yingying was ruthless, withdrew her gaze, and walked forward.

Don't look back.

Leave him behind and go further and further.

If you do something wrong, you will suffer the consequences. It was him who acted his own way and didn't care about her feelings. Of course, he wanted to let him experience the consequences.

She didn't stop all the way and went straight back to the dormitory. Sitting at the table, the mood is not good.

Feeling a little sad.

he's good. He's still a very good man, despite what he's done. His original intention was good, but he just thought of the wrong angle and used the wrong way. Self-righteousness, self-righteousness, self-righteousness is not enough.

If he can't get rid of these problems, she can't be with him.

The next exam was two days later, so Song Yingying didn't have to think about the exam for the time being. She lay on the bed, turned inside, and picked up her phone to read.

She was looking at the pictures he had drawn for her.

Although he refused to see her, he did not cut off contact, except when the freshman year started. Later, when they got in touch, they often talked on the phone and sent text messages. He also drew a lot of pictures for her.

She starts with the first one. The first one was the one she used as a screen saver on her phone, a pig in her palm. She was very unconvinced when she saw it, and insisted on riding a pig, so he drew a second picture, a little girl riding a pig, fighting the country of rabbits.

There are many more behind, almost become a serial story. The little girl rode a pig, conquered the country of rabbits, owned a group of rabbit subjects, ate carrots from the rabbits every day, and sat on the carrot throne to govern the country.

Later, the ground collapsed, and there was a devil's cave under the territory of the Rabbit Country. The little girl and the pig both fell into it. The little girl was captured by the devil to be the queen because of her beauty, but the pig was **** and had to be peeled and boiled to eat. The little girl wisely deceived the devil, rescued the pig, and ran away with the pig.

They came to the Pig Country, but the language of the Pig Country was different from theirs. The little girl and the pig worked hard to learn the language of the Pig Country every day, and with the help of the Pig Country, they returned to the Devil's Nest and regained their lost territory.

Rabbit Country and Pig Country became friendly neighbors. The little girl is still the king of the rabbit country, and the pig has become the king of the pig country because of its bravery. The two kings were not satisfied with what they already possessed, and left their respective lands to fight for the new world.

The last one is in the dark wilderness, the little girl is leaning on the belly of the pig, one person and one pig are surrounded by a bonfire, sleeping peacefully.

If you look carefully, you can see that the pig's eyes are not closed, and I don't know if he is alerting the surroundings or watching the little **** him.

Song Yingying looked at each of them, the more she looked, the more sad she became. She looked at these paintings before, and didn't think much about them, she just thought they were drawn by him to make fun of her, because every time he painted one, she pointed at him to see the ones behind.

But now, in this state of mind, after re-reading it, she found that it wasn't just that he drew to make fun of her. These paintings contained his hopes. He hoped that he and she would be like the little girl and pig in the painting, learning side by side, struggling together, going through wind and rain, and protecting each other.

In the painting, the little girl and the pig are never separated, they are always in the same frame.

"Bastard!" Song Yingying sniffed, grabbed the pillow and covered her face.

Since he didn't want to be separated from her, and he never separated from her in the painting, why did he do such a thing in reality?

Annoyed and angry, she couldn't lie down and got out of bed to drink water.

Sit at the table, open the drawer, and take out a small box. Inside are sheets of post-it notes. For more than a year, he has sent her a lot of food, including handmade chocolates, biscuits, preserved meat and preserved fruits, and so on. Every time he sends her a post-it note. Paper. The above words are very simple, but she is not willing to lose one, and put them all away.

A thick pile, all of which she put in a box.

"Bastard!" She looked at the box of sticky notes and couldn't help but curse again.

In a fit of anger, he heard the phone ring. She walked over to pick up the phone, and saw the letter on the screen was: big bastard.

After hesitating, she unlocked her phone and clicked on the message.

is a painting.

Unlike the simple lines in the past, this painting is very delicate and colored, and it looks beautiful.

The little girl at the time grew up and became a beautiful girl. She was wearing a white wedding dress, standing face to face with a handsome young man, and was holding a wedding.

Surrounded by a well-dressed crowd, all with smiles and blessings on their faces, applauding.

Outside the screen, there was a figure standing, covered in blood, holding a **** pigskin in his hand, as if it had just been torn from his body. He stood outside the crowd, surrounded by shadows, alone, and no one noticed him. He looked at the little **** the stage, who was wearing a white wedding dress and smiling happily, with a desperate and heartbroken expression.

Song Yingying couldn't hold back her tears.

Get up, grab your phone and run outside. While going downstairs, dialing: "Wen Yijia! Come out! Speak clearly!"

She ran downstairs crying, and as soon as she walked out of the girls' dormitory, she saw Wen Yijia.

She ran over, raised her hand, and slapped her: "What do you mean? In your eyes, I'm just that kind of person? Looking at your fat face every day, will you not feel it, and instead fall in love with others? Is that how you see me?"

Her hand didn't hit his face. As soon as she was in the air, he grabbed her wrist and hugged her whole body, tightly.

"I'm afraid." His trembling voice sounded in her ear, "I'm afraid that you don't like me, I'm afraid that you like someone else, I'm afraid that it's all a dream when I wake up, there's no you at all, I'm just a nobody I'm afraid of the dead fat man who ignores it, Yingying, I'm afraid every day."