I Don’t Have Sex with My Sister

The room fell silent for a while, and no one spoke.

Asking questions, just quietly waiting for the cloud's response.

“…Where did A Can get this sword?”

But Yunyun didn't answer her when he opened his mouth, and only threw another question. Shang Can couldn't see what kind of emotion was in her dark eyes, and after a long silence, he told the truth: "It was taken from the Forgotten River."

“…”

The face of the person in front of him seemed to become paler with Shang Can's response. trembling.

"That day, you were swept away by the Forgotten River..." The cloud's voice was very soft, and was rarely at a loss, "Is it its fault?"

Shang Can's heart tightened, and he recalled the scene when he asked Nan Shuang for help that day.

'You want a sword? OK. ’

Faced with her request, Nan Shuang unexpectedly responded quickly, and Shi Shiran went out with her.

‘…Did you already know that Feiwang is at the bottom of the Wangchuan River? ’

Faced with someone who knew her identity, Shang Can had nothing to hide, and asked directly on the way: 'What's going on? ’

'Yes, I guess you don't know about it either. ' Nan Shuang walked along the road in a leisurely manner and wondered, 'Didn't you ask your junior sister why she has been using Wuyou? ’

‘…’

'Sorry, it looks like there is a secret. ’

Seeing her face gloomy, Nan Shuang apologized kindly and shrugged: 'But I just happened to see it back then. The reason for this is completely unclear. ’

'It was probably more than a year after I came to the ghost world, not long after I became the ghost king, suddenly one day I heard that a living person came to the ghost world - I was then I thought it was Pei Chen, but it was actually your junior sister. ’

' Pei Chen is very cautious every time he gets down, and rarely deals with other ghosts, but she is different. ' Nan Shuang recalled, and smiled as if he was amused, 'She ran around everywhere, and she didn't take this place seriously at all. ’

'After that, she would come down every three or five times, and every time she had to turn over the ghost world. She also came to turn over the roster of the ghost clan at that time, but it seemed that there was no gain. ’

While they were talking, the two had come to the edge of Wangchuan, Nan Shuang looked at Shang Can, who frowned, and sighed: 'Even if I don't know anything, I can see that she is looking for someone. ’

‘…’

Shang Can was silent, her throat blocked in panic. Nan Shuang didn't intend to let her go just like that. He glanced at her with a deep meaning and continued, "It's been a long time like this. As for the sword you mentioned—"

Nan Shuang walked slowly to the edge of Wangchuan River, and intimately asked Shang Can to remember to stay away, then raised her hand. The steady water flow of Wang Chuan stagnated and split into two halves abruptly, creating a gap in the water surface abruptly.

The sword she was looking for was there.

Surprised, Nan Shuang hurriedly shouted: 'You go back first! ’

Shang Can had to retreat far away, watching Nan Shuang took a lot of effort to take out the sword and hand it to her.

'That day, your junior sister came back without success. 'Nan Shuang watched her take Feiwang, and the sword stopped moving after a small buzzing sound.' I saw her standing beside Wangchuan for a long time, maybe she couldn't hold it steady, maybe it was She did it on purpose, in short, her desperation fell into Wangchuan. ’

'Whether it had given birth to the sword spirit before that or whether it gradually gave birth to obsessions at the bottom of the Forgotten River is unknown, but...the sword is a dead thing, I don't know how to change it. ’

There was some emotion on the face, Nan Shuang sighed meaningfully: 'But the sword is like the main figure. ’

—She was swept away by Wangchuan, right or wrong?

Shang Can's mind was empty, and the words he wanted to say were stuck in his throat. She wanted to say that was not the case, but there was a corner in her heart that had already realized the obvious answer.

“…”

So far.

She looked at the thin shoulders that trembled uncontrollably in the cloud, the panic that could not be concealed, brought out a bit of pain that had been hidden so well.

…so far.

Shang Can closed her eyes.

"It's not its fault."

His voice was as dry as it was squeezed out of his throat, Shang Can clenched his fist subconsciously and said softly: "It's just looking for me, right."

Frightened by her words, Yunyun suddenly raised his head to look at her, with a bit of hesitation and panic on his face, trembling: "...you..."

Shang Can couldn't see the clouds like this. She was swaying in the heights like a slender and fragile glass, and she was so tight that a gust of wind could destroy her.

Ever since she got the hope, she has been thinking about when and where to talk to the cloud. The funny thing is that it was only today that she suddenly realized that something seemed to be traceable.

"Okay, cloud."

Shang Can lowered her voice as much as possible, trying to suppress the trembling of her voice, not wanting the cloud to notice.

“…how much do you remember?”

The cloud trembled violently, and subconsciously wanted to look away, but Shang Can did not leave her a way out, no matter where she looked, she kept her eyes straight and caught all of her At a loss, panic and timid, until the cloud was defeated, she lowered her eyes gently, her bloodless thin lips trembling slightly.

"—remember all."

"...Except for what happened on the day Senior Sister disappeared," Yun Yun said quietly, as if relieved, "I remember everything."

Shang Can lightly hummed, nodded and replied, "Since when did you recognize me?"

"From the beginning."

Cloud raised his eyes again to look at Shang Can, his clear black eyes were astonishingly bright like a round of burning light. Her hands on her knees clenched her fists, her voice trembled violently, but she still looked directly at Shang Can and said word by word: "I have recognized you since I met you in Tianwaitian that night. already."

"..." Shang Can blinked gently and laughed softly, "Is that so."

She suddenly remembered the scene of the first encounter that day, she touched the hilt of Wuyou's sword when she was dodging the pursuit.

"You already knew Wuyou had a sword spirit, didn't you?"

Like a small talk, Shang Can asked in a warm voice, Yunyun looked at her blankly, nodded, and said in a low voice, "Yes."

"No wonder..."

The various behaviors of Yunyun after the reunion seemed to be explained, Shang Can murmured: "I heard that Master sealed your memory..."

"...It did work." There was a hint of confusion on the cloud, "But it didn't actually work."

Shang Can's eyes widened, suddenly smiled, and said, "Then you have been acting to deceive Master and the others?"

Cloud looked at Shang Can with good eyes, bit her lip lightly and said, "...It's from the show."

She was cautious and cautious, looking at Shang Can for a moment, as if she was afraid of missing a little bit of Shang Can's emotional changes.

When Yun Yun confessed that she remembered almost everything, Shang Can found that she was calmer than she thought. But when he saw Yunyun's attitude towards her like walking on thin ice, an unspeakable sourness suddenly surged in his heart.

Shang Can was silent for a long time, and finally asked the question that had been lingering in his heart for a long time: "Why didn't you tell me?"

“…”

The whole body of the cloud froze, and she took a breath and let it out slowly.

"...because Senior Sister doesn't seem to want me to think about it." Her voice was very soft, like a bubble that would burst before falling to the ground, and inside was the joy of being lost and found. And layer upon layer of thick and breathless fear, "If senior sister thinks this is better, I..."

I didn't say more, but Shang Can already understood the meaning of cloud.

—I forgot.

Obviously it was a word that only contained nostalgia and accommodation, but Shang Can felt a constant pain in his heart, which gradually evolved into a sharp and unbearable pain. The pain was so real that she subconsciously touched the position of her chest. Cold sweat dripped from his forehead, Shang Can tightened his clothes, gasping for breath, suppressing the chills in his body.

Yunyun noticed her abnormality, and hurriedly stepped forward to help her, throwing away her cramps and anxiety, and said in a trembling voice: "Senior sister, what are you... Did you do it again from an old injury?"

What to do, what to do.

Let the body tremble.

I'm so happy, so painful, I want to touch, I want to leave, all, all—

"—it's all my fault."

Shang Can stood up abruptly, her face was as pale as paper, her body was tense, and her clenched fists induced several nervous tremors from time to time.

"Cloud, cloud, me..."

Thousands of words were stuck in the throat, and all the words that had not been spit turned into embers and still warm choking. Shang Can didn't know what he wanted to say, but looked deeply at the clouds that also got up and approached her because of worry.

He felt as if he was being torn apart. It seemed that half of me was delighted by what I had just heard, while the other half was distressed by the despicable joy.

Shang Can felt relieved when he heard Yunyun say that he didn't remember the day of the accident. Yunyun didn't remember that he was hurt by her. It was really... really bad.

Contradictory thoughts exploded in her mind one after another, Shang Can looked at the clouds and felt that this was the first time she could look at the clouds without concealment since their reunion, and she slowly revealed a A soothing smile, but she was unable to speak for a long time.

—I can’t be your senior sister, I can’t go back with you.

Anything is true, but nothing is said.

As Yun said, Shang Can once had them get along with them as Yun Zhongjun and Can, at least they don't have to think about their tangled past. You can also look at her with another identity.

But that was just her fantasy, the wish she imposed on the cloud. Shang Can didn't dare to think about Yunyun's mood after recognizing her that night, nor how Yunyun used to get along with her every day and night in the past. Shang Can was at a loss.

She felt that she had made a big mistake, but she didn't know when it started and how to fix it now.

Look, she made Cloud sad again.

After a long silence, Shang Can saw that the clear eyes of the clouds dimmed a little, and said a little stumblingly: "...you are not bad, it's me, it's me who hides it from you, we are still the same as before Is it just as good? We—"

Every word is the sincerity held by the cloud, but Shang Can can't say a word, she is thinking vaguely, what is it like before, is this good, can it be When will it be?

How long will she delay the cloud?

Who is the cage, who is the bird, and who is trapping who.

Shang Can always thought that she was trapped in the rain ten years ago by herself, but now she realizes that she is not the only one trapped.

I knew it was so frustrating.

Shang Can suddenly raised his hand and stretched forward as if he wanted to touch the cloud, but he quickly shrank back and took two steps back.

The cloud was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly followed, trying to catch Shang Can's hand, but she was slightly panicked and avoided.

The gaze from the person in front of him was too scorching, Shang Can subconsciously looked away and slowly pushed to the door. Her lips moved, and she pulled out a gentle smile.

“…I want to hang out by myself and think about these things.”

Shang Can's eyes immediately filled with unease when she saw the clouds, which also made her feel pain, but at the moment she could only comfort her in pale words: "I promise I will come back tomorrow. "

"I promise." She repeated it again, her voice solemn, and finally raised her head to look directly into the eyes of the cloud, her tone softened suddenly, "Duaner believe me this time, okay? "

Shang Can admits that she has done a very cunning thing, but she has always been good at using this method in the face of the cloud. She looked at the clouds and blinked in confusion. After hesitating for a long time, she made a low hum, and the auricles exposed from the hanging hair were a little red.

Her palms were cold, but her face was burning hot. With too much emotional stagnation, Shang Can felt at a loss, and let out a deep breath in the night wind.

The cloud remembers everything, obviously it is the worst situation, but Shang Can found that he couldn't suppress the joy overflowing in a hidden corner of his heart.

She wanted to be temporarily away from the sky and the place where the clouds were, but her footsteps became inexplicably slow, and she just wandered the streets in vain and restless.

Shang Can looked up at the night tonight. It was a night without stars and moon. No matter where she looked, it was pitch black, which was very suitable for hiding her chaotic mood.

The heart is like a double mesh with thousands of knots.

The author has this to say:

The last sentence is from "Thousands of Autumns, Counting Sounds".

I don’t know how many people have guessed that the cloud remembers it haha, yes, this person is just pretending to be stupid, so most of the previous actions are basically conscious cough (

Cloud's code of conduct is still very simple, she just wants to be with Shang Can. As for Shang Can's tangled attitude, about half of the reasons haven't been written down yet (wow, I'm so slow), but no matter what, I finally solved a problem... Let me take it slow later...

It will be sweet soon! I'm serious (seriously

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