I Dumped Her Not Knowing That She Was My Favorite

056. Social distancing

I sit in my computer chair and move the mouse, and the screen that had been turned off lights up.

…Should I say that I can’t show you even now?

Doa’s words were all right, but disclosing the computer required a lot of courage on my part as well.

no. To be honest, I’ve never seen Luca’s search history and I don’t know what kind of porn Luca watches.

The inside of a computer is like a ticking time bomb.

And the idol who came in the middle of the night did not allow me time to disarm the bomb.

“…do it.”

Opening the portal site by clicking on the Internet window, I tried to ask a question in a calm voice.

“yes.”

“Could you tell me what you’re trying to see first?”

There is a world of difference between knowing where to hit and being hit without knowing.

And I wanted to get hit as easily as possible.

“Please open Twitch for now.”

“You mean you want to see the details of your broadcasting activities?”

I would rather kill myself than to be stabbed by your sword.

“For now.”

for now.

For once…

Then there’s no chance of opening something else later, but…

– click click click

My favorites window has already been revealed, so there is no reason to hide it.

I logged into Lucatan’s channel, which doesn’t say that it’s currently being broadcast live.

“…turned on.”

“Could you open the October summary window first?”

Five. Wouldn’t it be nice in October though?

[My October Summary]

“Go back.”

In fact, since I found out that Doa was Luca, I hadn’t chatted as actively as before, so it was at that moment that I wondered if it was okay.

Contents of the following slides.

[Broadcast viewing time: 62 hours 38 minutes]

[Lucario watched Luca’s broadcast in October for 62 hours and 38 minutes!]

cool cool

The body reacts before the thought reaches the head.

no. What have you seen so many times?

I watched it while restraining myself from the test period.

1 month. I was dumbfounded when I actually confirmed with my own eyes that I had watched Luca’s broadcasts for more than two days in a period of about 30 days.

And it wasn’t just me…

I lean back the chair slightly and check the face of the channel host.

“…brother.”

“…Yep.”

An honorific word that comes out naturally because of nervousness.

“Are you the type to do a lot of other things with it off?”

“Ah~ that’s right~ yeah. Even when I’m just doing homework or something like this, I often turn on your broadcast and watch it… hahahaha…”

How can you say that I’m only looking at your avatar with my head on the monitor?

Even if it’s garbage, it’s better if it’s garbage that can be separated.

“…okay.”

Doa looked down at me with a slightly shocked face and ordered me to move on to the next slide.

“next. next. next. Do you want to just scroll through and see the last one?”

Here’s my full viewing history for this month.

[Time watched: 62 hours 38 minutes]

[Chat Sent: 1207]

[TV Watched: 15/16]

Perhaps the only time I missed it was when I represented Teample to prepare for the audition for Doa.

Still, I thought it was fortunate that I couldn’t check the chat history itself on this page.

“There is something I want to ask you.”

Doa, who had been quietly looking through the window, opened her mouth.

“yes.”

“Brother, why do you like Luca?”

Turn the chair 180 degrees and face Doa again.

Doa, who had her buttocks slightly on the bed, was staring at me in the eyes.

“…there are so many reasons that it’s hard to narrow it down.”

“Then just tell me slowly, starting with the first thing that comes to your mind.”

The first thing that comes to mind is…

“Um… First of all, isn’t it cute? The character of Luka itself.”

“That’s my avatar cute. Is that a story?”

“ah. Avatar is cute, but actually, I tend to think that his personality and the things he says are cute rather than that.”

…it’s sold out.

Really fucking embarrassing.

I didn’t say it arbitrarily, but because I was going to say this at the request of the person concerned, I felt like banging my head against a wall right away.

“…okay?”

Doa made a puzzled expression as if she didn’t hate my answer.

“Then… um… how about a scene that left an impression on you most recently?”

“It’s cute when you sing a song that you like alone when you achieve a full-com while playing rhythm games…”

“When playing games with the other members of Closer, it’s fun to deliberately tease the other members.”

My private life, which no one in this world has ever disclosed, flows out of my mouth.

If the online world was a free space like the universe, the inside of my room is the earth.

It seemed that irresistible gravity was holding my breath.

“…okay.”

“yes.”

“How does it look in real life?”

I knew it instinctively.

That this is the part where you have to answer well.

“He’s very different from Luca.”

I quickly shook my head at the detective’s guided interrogation-like question.

“ah. What. It seems that there are some different corners.”

“Are you disappointed?”

A stone fastball that flies right into the gap.

I shook my head violently, holding my neck tight.

“no? Not at all? I rather like it?”

“…is it good?”

“What is that? Should I say gap moe…”

I never thought I would spit these words out of my mouth while living in reality.

no. But it was true that I couldn’t come up with a solid explanation to explain this.

“Puff.”

Doa burst into laughter as if she lacked resistance.

“I beg your pardon?”

“ah. It just felt better because it had a different corner.”

“no no. before that Say that word one more time.”

“…gap moe.”

“Puhhhhhhh.”

The laughter that came out when Luca saw something really funny came out of Doa’s mouth.

“ah. really. Wow… oppa.”

The reaction was so real that I felt my face heat up.

“no. why. What! Did I say anything wrong?”

“no? Didn’t I say anything?”

Doa with a smirk really made me feel as if Luca had manifested in front of me.

playful speech.

Eyebrows curved like a crescent moon.

“brother.”

“why.”

“Do you like me?”

A tone that Luca only uses when performing a situational drama for the viewers.

What was in front of me was no longer the meek Doa.

“me. I…”

My heart beats like crazy.

Is this how a girl who is a big fan of male idols feels when she goes to a fan signing event?

Suddenly, I was speechless and my hair went white.

“ah. Could it be that I’ve misunderstood myself again…? but. I’m not a pink-haired idol.”

“no!”

Still, I had the mind to deny this.

“sure?”

Doa smiles.

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Knowing what answer she wanted, I bowed my head.

It was because I didn’t have the confidence to meet eyes.

“…I like you.”

It was a truly humiliating confession.

It was also the first confession I ever made in my life.

oh How can girls be so good at something so embarrassing?

Somehow, at this moment, I felt like I was not Han Tae-min, but a stupid face wearing a safety helmet.

“Then we.”

Doa’s hand caresses my cheek.

“…would you like to go out?”

When she got up from the bed, Doa slightly bent her upper body and was at eye level with me.

dating

dating

I never thought that Han Tae-min would date a woman in real life.

“…yes.”

Without confidence, I accepted Doa’s offer.

Doa and I are no longer connected only through the follow button.

“Then brother.”

Doa spread her arms daintyly.

“Please hug me.”

“…here?”

“no? Please stand up and hug me.”

Thinking of following her words, I got up from my chair and put my arms around her shoulders.

Come to think of it, it was the first time I had ever hugged her so calmly.

I think I’ve hugged her a few times so far, but most of the time it seemed like she was crying.

My girlfriend, who was burying her face in my chest, did that for about 30 seconds and then slowly pushed me away.

“I will go now.”

“…yes”

Doa’s skin turned bright red.

Maybe I wasn’t too different.

“Let’s go to school together in the morning!”

She hadn’t even answered yet, but she tucked her feet into her slippers and hurriedly opened the door and went outside.

I thought that our sweet first day had begun…

* * *

“Forbidden!”

“…uh?”

the next morning.

Even last night, I couldn’t sleep at the thought of holding hands starting tomorrow, and I was dumbfounded by Doa’s sudden outcry.

“My brother walks two meters away from me!”

With her hands in her pockets, Doa took a step back as I took a step closer.

“no! Why all of a sudden?”

Didn’t we become a couple?

I wonder if couples usually go together.

I couldn’t guess the reason for Doa’s sudden change of reaction.

“…don’t talk back! You perverted Lucario bastard!”

Apparently, my girlfriend had completed an autopsy at her house.