I have to teach the world a lesson

There are some things in this world that are really difficult to identify right from wrong.

After all, the world is complex.

Lin Cheng lowered his head and apologized to Qi Haifeng.

Annoyance, regret, self-blame...

In an instant, such a series of emotions arose in his heart.

"In addition to a verbal apology, what else is there?"

Zhang Sheng's faint voice sounded in his ears.

He looked at Zhang Sheng, his eyes blank, and then he became at a loss.

He instinctively felt that Zhang Sheng seemed to be siding with Qi Haifeng and collaborating with others to bully him.

But after seeing the look in Zhang Sheng's eyes, he felt otherwise.

Zhang Sheng seemed to be following the lead. Even though everyone was about the same age, he felt like an elder separated by generations.

"I, I will pay for my mobile phone, clothes..."

He dug into his pocket for his wallet.

There are only some broken banknotes in the wallet...

There was only about a hundred dollars in the bank card.

This money, not to mention not enough to compensate Qi Haifeng for his clothes and mobile phone, is not enough even to feed himself.

He felt a sense of powerlessness and unprecedented embarrassment.

It was as if someone had taken off his clothes and exposed everything.

"Forget it! This time, I'll give Brother Sheng face, and I'll consider myself unlucky..."

Seeing this scene...

Qi Haifeng also shook his head.

After Lin Cheng apologized in front of Zhang Sheng, and saw Lin Cheng's pitiful appearance, his anger was actually reduced by more than half.

Young people are all about saving face. Being appropriately generous in front of face is also a sign of character. There is no need to push people to a dead end.

Lin Cheng remained silent, huddled in the corner, but his head was lowered.

Qi Haifeng's generous words seemed to be a kind of humiliation, and this humiliation pierced his heart deeply.

He could not lift his head for the rest of his life.

"In this world, there is no such thing as forgetting or forgetting. If you owe someone, you have to find a way to pay it back..."

"It doesn't matter if you don't have money now..."

"You write an IOU to Haifeng and set a rough deadline. Next, you find a way to pay it back slowly..."

"..."

Zhang Sheng's voice sounded next to Lin Cheng again.

Lin Cheng nodded, but still didn't look at anyone, just stared at the ground in a daze.

"Forget it, Brother Sheng, I think..."

Qi Haifeng shook his head subconsciously. Just when he was about to say something, Zhang Sheng looked at him silently again.

His voice was awkward on the spot, and he instinctively felt panicked.

The dormitory fell into an extremely strange silence again, and Jiang Kailong, who was reading a book, poked his head out.

"Brother Sheng, you don't think that I...have to apologize too, right? Brother Sheng, don't make trouble..."

Zhang Sheng's eyes stared at Qi Haifeng, and he smiled coquettishly, trying to make the atmosphere more lively and dispel the depression.

Zhang Sheng still stared at him silently.

He became more and more angry: "Brother Sheng, you also know that I didn't do anything wrong. He suddenly hit me, and I just resisted passively... What's wrong with me? Let everyone tell me, but I didn't Wrong! Statement, are you right?"

He laughed awkwardly again, then looked around, but saw that the brothers in the dormitory around him did not speak.

He looked at Zhang Sheng again, and saw that Zhang Sheng's eyes seemed to have a trace of indescribable pressure. This pressure made his spine shiver, and his defense finally collapsed: "I, I shouldn't scold him. Crazy, I...I shouldn't add fuel to the fire and lie to you..."

"What else?" Zhang Shengping looked at him and asked again calmly.

"I don't have it anymore. What else did I do wrong? I was beaten, so I fought back... At most, I shouldn't have scolded him in front of everyone, but I didn't insult him. He stole things and so on. What others said has nothing to do with me..."

Zhang Sheng looked at Qi Haifeng's explanation and withdrew his gaze: "Lin Cheng, tomorrow you accompany Haifeng to repair the mobile phone. If you can repair it, you will pay for the repair money. If you can't repair it, you will pay for all the money. Okay?"

"Hmm..." Lin Cheng nodded in response, but still didn't dare to look at anyone.

"Okay, let's turn off the lights and go to bed. Let's deal with this matter first.

……………………

Outside the dormitory.

All the spectators finally dispersed.

Several teachers arrived late. After asking about the situation, they educated Qi Haifeng and Lin Cheng, and then left.

night.

Gradually it got deeper.

Lin Cheng couldn't sleep either side.

He thought about many things.

There are grievances, self-blame, unwillingness, and the feeling that the world is too dark...

He finally got up and came to Zhang Sheng, and then Zhang Sheng took him outside the balcony.

He told Zhang Sheng a lot of things.

Including the ins and outs of the library, including his sudden outburst.

Zhang Sheng listened silently.

In fact, deep down in my heart, I had already made a guess.

"I know I'm wrong, but, Brother Sheng, why is this world so unfair to us? I just want to study hard..."

Under the moonlight.

His voice was soft.

But she cried.

He was having an emotional breakdown.

Things shouldn't have developed like this, and he shouldn't have suddenly burst out nervously. He found that he didn't even recognize himself.

"When the water is full, it will overflow. Just let it out. This is not a bad thing..."

"Brother Sheng, I don't have money to compensate him, I..."

“If you don’t have money, you can make money.”

"I don't know how to make money. I, I also want to go to the cafeteria to eat like you, but, I...can you help me..."

There are many thoughts hidden in his heart.

But the bustling crowd frightened him, and when he stepped forward to find a job as a cook in the cafeteria, he couldn't even keep his mouth shut.

That's a deep lack of confidence.

"Just say a few words. It's not as difficult as you think. The only thing holding you back is the shrinking thought in your heart. When you took action to hit Haifeng, did you ever hesitate?"

"I……"

"Because you didn't push yourself, you weren't desperate."

"I will only tell you about part-time jobs, such as tutoring, delivering food, or working in the student union during campus beauty activities, but I will not do you any favors, nor will I recommend anyone to you..."

Lin Cheng was silent.

My heart is extremely complicated.

"I know you are afraid, and I also know you want to take root in this city, but you must overcome fear and conquer fear before you are qualified to take root in this city in the future. Otherwise, you are nothing in this city. Do you think you are good at studying? Are you excellent? Are you admiring yourself? But people who are good at studying and highly educated are like ants in this city. What advantage do you have?"

"..."

"You don't have to socialize. Of course, if you are strong enough, you don't have to socialize at all. However, you are not strong enough. You are not a genius. I know you are not convinced, but you have to understand the reality!"

"..."

"Remember, reality is more complicated than you think... If you can't even calm down, how can you have a future? You can't even look directly at people, and you still expect others to come and support you?"

"..."

"We were born with poor birth, but poor birth is not the reason for our inferiority. We are weeds, but we are not something that anyone can trample on. Even if we are trampled on or burned by fire, we can thrive again and be born towards the sun. .”

"..."

"After you take the first step, you will find that the first step is not that difficult."

"..."

The moonlight illuminates the earth.

The distance is covered with a layer of silver.

Lin Cheng had heard countless words in his life, but he had never been as shocked as this time.

He lowered his head, feeling that his blood was so hot that even if he jumped from the twelfth floor here, he wouldn't even blink.

Early morning.

They walked back to the dormitory.

Not long after, Qi Haifeng stood up again and followed Zhang Sheng out.

Lin Cheng didn't know what happened...

I only knew that about half an hour later, Qi Haifeng walked in from outside, came to him, and apologized to him again.

"Classmate Lin Cheng, I'm sorry, I...I can be quite impulsive sometimes, please don't take it to heart..."

After Lin Cheng saw Qi Haifeng's sincere apology, he subconsciously sat up again and responded hurriedly.

Somehow, he felt that Qi Haifeng was much closer to him.

seem……

Not so hateful anymore!

Afterwards, Qi Haifeng lay on the bed. He looked at the ceiling and remembered what Zhang Sheng had said to him alone outside.

He was enlightened, as if he understood a lot of things in an instant.