I'm Just Playing The Game, I Don't Want To Create A Mythic Recovery

Joan's question was like a heavy hammer, hitting the blackened Joan's heart hard, because even she didn't understand, facing the heaven that came to her and represented the "lord's punishment" The sword, why don't you choose to avoid it, but accept it calmly...

At that time, I only felt that dying in the hands of Archangel Michael would make me feel relaxed.

But why do I feel like this,

She doesn't know,

"You're talking nonsense, I don't, I hate the hypocrisy of 'God', I hate the abandonment of 'God', how could I be willing to die at the right hand of God, the commander of the angelic legion, the hand of the god-like Michael." Hei Huazhen De let out a hysterical cry, in her cognition, it was God who abandoned her, Charles VII betrayed herself, and hated everything "God" loved

It is the meaning of her existence. If she denies this hatred, then she denies the value of her own existence. 1

The distress in Joan's eyes became even stronger. Regardless of the dark magic sword piercing her chest, she walked up to the blackened Joan step by step, and hugged her tightly under the astonished eyes of the other party, "It's painful, isn't it? Being deceived by the devil Satan, trapped in the abyss of hatred and unable to extricate himself, it is like the dull 870 sinking into the bottom of the sea, desperately trying to breathe but can't do it, I know, I know, because I am you, so I am more than you. Everyone needs to know you."

in front of the game console,

"Fuck, big wife, you don't need to play so big, you are so far away, if the black Joan of Arc takes advantage of this to kill you, no matter how good the character card 'Archangel of the World' is, it's too late to save you ” Yan Xiu looked terrified, although the skill 'Lord's Redemption' can heal all injuries in the world, it has a limit.

Now the two Joans embrace each other,

As long as the blackening Joan of Arc shakes the black magic sword in his hand and bursts out the power of doomsday, Joan of Arc will be chopped into countless pieces of meat. At that time, let alone the Archangel Michael, even if he is a "God"

If I come here in person, I am afraid that I will also express my powerlessness,

But what made Yan Xiu relax quickly was... the blackening Joan of Arc not only did not rage and kill her past self, but the eyes that were originally full of hatred and murderous intent are gradually softening,

Just like what Joan of Arc said,

It touched a soft part deep in the blackened Joan's heart.

Yan Xiu admired the beauty of the prosperous age in front of him, and couldn't help but praise: "The two Joan of Arc hugging each other, this picture is really good, no, no, no, I must take a screenshot.

at the same time,

The blackened Joan of Arc who was tightly embraced by Bai Joan was also stunned. She only felt that in the depths of her soul, there was a familiar but forgotten feeling emerging. It was very important and must never be forgotten, but I forgot.

"Why hug me,"

"I am your dark side, your hatred, the embodiment of all your evils, you should resist me, you should deny my existence, try every means to obliterate me, and make yourself a complete holy spirit?"

But Joan of Arc shook her head, and said: "No, you are not my dark side, nor my hatred, nor the embodiment of all the evil in my heart. The real you... is the evil Satan, who is eternal It was fixed at the moment when I was tied to the stake and felt confused about my own destiny,"

"It's this blankness that makes you feel like you should hate God"

"It is also this kind of confusion that makes you deny everything you have done, and forget the noble mood you had when you walked out of the Luojia Heights with the intention of saving the suffering France."

"My future self, don't rush to deny it, why don't you answer a few questions for me first?"

At this time, the magic sword of blackening Joan of Arc has penetrated Joan of Arc's chest, the evil power is spreading, corroding her life, and the holy light of heaven is flowing on Joan of Arc, healing all her injuries, both of which A delicate balance is formed.

Joan of Arc didn't give another chance to speak, and she said the question, "You polluted the English army with evil dragons, and obtained an invincible army of evil (bjaa) demons. With this power, you can conquer Orleans is a breeze, why isn't it done,"

"That's the first question, and the second one..."

"The vision you have manifested is, in a sense, the embodiment of the source of power, so why is it that you, who are tied to the stake, do not show hatred for 'God' in your eyes, but a deep-seated spirit? deep self-blame."

"The third question,"

"If you really hate 'God' and I hate the cowardly me, then I am standing in front of you at this moment, your sword has pierced my chest, as long as you wave your hand lightly, I will die Lose."

"Then why didn't you choose to kill me?"

Heihua Joan was stunned, because she had never thought about these questions.

Yes, I have the evil dragon to destroy the army, and it is easy to capture the city of Orleans. If there is no intervention of "God", it is easy to sweep all civilizations in the current time dimension, but since I hate "God", I also hate France, why not use the cruelest means to destroy this city that once brought her glory?

There is also a second question,

Blackening Joan of Arc has known for a long time that the scene shown in the exterior scene is the girl who saved the country tied to the stake, shed tears of self-blame, and it is precisely because of this that she rarely uses her strength, but why is it manifested in the exterior scene It would be like this, but she never thought,

last question,

yes,

The Joan of Arc in the past stood in front of him, pierced by the pitch-black magic sword, and he could be killed with a single blow.

Since I hated her cowardice, hated her betrayal, and hated her for not joining me in avenging the 'God', why didn't I just kill her.

What's wrong with me,

Blackening Joan's eyes of hatred, gradually turned into confusion, she felt that she no longer knew herself,

However, Bai Zhende's hug was even stronger, "My future me, you are very confused now, aren't you? Then let me as the past give you the answer."

"The reason why you didn't manipulate the evil dragon to destroy Orleans is because this is the beginning of your legend, the starting point of glory, which has a special meaning to you. More importantly, this is the last barrier of the beloved France. If it If it is destroyed, France will go irreversibly to perish, and you can't bear to see such a thing happen."

"In the vision, you who were tied to the stake, the emotion in your eyes was not full of hatred for 'God', everything in this world, and everyone who saw it, but a dazed expression. And self-blame, that's because when you blame yourself, when you face suffering and death, fear, hatred, and anger will emerge in your heart, and you feel that these emotions should not appear on yourself. "

"In the end, why didn't you kill me... That's because you don't hate God, let alone me. What you really hate is yourself who succumbed to Satan."