In this life, we don’t even talk about love dogs

Ye Ge returned home.

Compared to the previous lively home, compared to the previous dinner when he returned home.

Su Mu and Yan Cici welcomed him.

This time when Ye Ge returned home, there was no one at home, even his mother had returned to Linhai.

However, Ye Ge's mother had already returned to Linhai City.

These days, Ye Ge did not go home, but lived in a hotel alone.

Because after Su Mu and Yan Cici disappeared, Ye Ge's mother also went back, and the house was empty. Ye Ge felt that there was no point in going back.

And the reason why Ye Ge did not come back was actually that he felt a little self-blame and guilt in his heart.

In other words, Ye Ge felt that his conscience was not right.

Looking at the various traces of their lives in the house, Ye Ge was worried that he would not be able to bear it.

In the end, Ye Ge still felt that he had to come back to take a look.

The whole house was very clean, which shows that when his mother went back, she also cleaned the whole house.

But it is also true that in Hangzhou, my mother has nothing to do, and the few people that my mother is most worried about have all left Hangzhou and returned to Linhai City. There is no extra meaning for my mother to stay here.

And cleaning this house before leaving is probably because my mother feels that this is the only thing she can do for herself.

Sitting on the sofa, Ye Ge was very emotional.

Even in Ye Ge's mind, there were revolving lanterns flashing constantly.

Ye Ge recalled his life with Su Mu and Yan Cici before.

At that time, everyone had not confirmed their relationship, and they were indeed very happy.

At this time, Ye Ge even wondered whether what he did was right.

If I have always been uncertain about my relationship with them, can I continue like this?

But the facts have proved that it is definitely not possible to keep dragging it on like this.

One day, I will get closer and closer to them, and one day something similar will happen.

In the end, I will face the choice of choosing one or choosing all.

Ye Ge finally chose to have all.

Besides, things have come to this point, and it is the current situation. What else can be said?

What we need to do now is to solve these problems by ourselves.

Taking a deep breath, Ye Ge took out the mineral water from the refrigerator and drank a sip.

Ye Ge first went to Su Mu's room.

Su Mu's room was very neatly arranged. Ye Ge felt that it should not be cleaned by his mother, but Su Mu cleaned his room before leaving.

There were some clothes of Su Mu in the closet. These clothes should not be stuffed in Su Mu's suitcase, so they were not taken away.

The small things on the table were all given to her by Ye Ge before, and they were all taken away by Su Mu.

Sitting on Su Mu's bed, a breeze blew in from the window, blowing Su Mu's room, with a little fragrance of Su Mu, as if Su Mu had never left.

Ye Ge went to Yan Cici's room again, and Yan Cici's room was no different from usual.

All the clothes and so on were taken away by Yan Cici.

However, on Yan Cici's desk, Ye Ge found a piece of paper with a cup on it.

Ye Ge walked up and picked up the piece of paper. On it was a letter from Yan Cici to Ye Ge.

"Ye Ge, when you see this letter, it means that I have left.

My departure is not because of my impulse, but the result of my careful consideration, and also because I don't know how to face you in the future.

Since I was a child, you have taken good care of me. Since I can remember, we have been together. No matter what happens, you always stand in front of me.

To me, you are like an older brother.

I have always been very dependent on you and regard you as an older brother. I have always believed that my feelings for you are just the kind of ordinary feelings between brothers and sisters.

So when you confessed to me that time, I really didn't know what to do.

I was worried and afraid. I didn't want to lose you, but I didn't want the way we get along to change.

Finally, when you gradually alienated me, I realized that I didn't just look at you like a brother. Wait.

I don't know when I started, but I actually already liked you.

It's just that after I went to college, you gradually became distant from me, which made me realize that we can never go back to the past.

But I can understand very well that all this is not your problem, but my responsibility.

All along, I have taken your care and love for me for granted.

I even know that if the relationship between our two families is not good, I know that you don't even want to talk to me.

At that time, I was also shameless. I always used the relationship between our two families to keep in touch with you.

Although at that time, I knew that it was impossible for the two of us.

But in the end, I still held a glimmer of hope, hoping that you could look back and give me a chance.

If not, then I am actually ready to live alone for the rest of my life.

But I didn't expect that when you touched me during that business trip to the United States, my heart seemed to be ignited again.

I was even dreaming at that time. If it was really a dream, then it was too beautiful and I didn't want to wake up.

Until later. You confessed to me again, and we became lovers, although I was suspicious of your hiding the relationship between us.

But I never asked, because I believed in you and believed that you would give me a very reasonable explanation in the end.

In the end, I didn't expect this to happen.

Should I hate you? I don't know, maybe I can't hate you at all, even when I learned that Su Mu was pregnant, I only hated myself.

Hate myself for not hating you at all when such a thing happened.

Maybe this is the result I deserve. I rejected your confession, which eventually led to the current situation.

When writing this letter, I was thinking about what would happen if I didn't reject your confession that night.

Of course, there is no if in all this.

Ye Ge, thank you.

Thank you for being so good to me before, thank you for taking care of me since I was a child.

I'm going home first, I want to go home to calm down and think about it carefully. You don't need to come to me or call me during this period.

Don't worry, I will take good care of myself, and you should also take good care of yourself.

Su Mu is a very pitiful girl, and also a very good girl. There is only you in her world.

So, if you really don't know how to make a decision, you should accompany Su Mu well. I really can't imagine how sad Su Mu will be without you. "

After reading this letter, Ye Ge sat on the chair and sighed deeply.

There are still some water stains under this letter.

It can be seen how sad Ci Ci was when he wrote this letter.

"I am really a beast. "

Ye Ge sighed.

Ye Ge looked at the empty wall. Originally, there was a photo of Ye Ge and her hanging on Yan Cici's wall.

But now, that portrait seems to have been taken away by Yan Cici.

Even a week later, she took away the photo of herself and her.

Ye Ge sat on the chair, not knowing how long he had been sitting there.

The whole room was very quiet, with only the clock hanging on the wall turning and making a crisp and rhythmic sound.

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When Ye Ge reacted, the sun was about to set, and the light of the sunset was sprinkled on the entire city. Ye Ge sat up from the bed.

To be honest, at this moment, Ye Ge really wanted to go back to Linhai to see Su Mu Cici and Guo Xue.

But Ye Ge knew better that seeing them now would only make them more confused.

The best way for him now is to let them calm down, so that he can calm down too.

"Two months. "

Ye Ge looked at the calendar on his phone and set a deadline for himself.

Two months later, before the children were born, he must go meet Su Mu and the others.

He didn't ask Su Mu and the others to forgive him all at once, which was impossible, but at least he had to meet them.

Just when Ye Ge was feeling lost and didn't know what to do, and even wanted to numb himself with work, Ye Ge's phone rang.

Ye Ge looked at his phone, and the caller ID showed Xu Xin's name.

Ye Ge answered the phone: "Hello, Xu Xin."

"Are you free tonight? Do you want to have dinner together? "Xu Xin asked Ye Ge.

Eating together at night is not just about eating.

After eating, the two of them have to do some other exercises to digest the food.

In fact, Ye Ge didn't want to do any exercise at this time.

However, Ye Ge felt that Xu Xin was really hard during this period.

After all, he had left all the things to Xu Xin, and he had to comfort him.

So in the end, Ye Ge still agreed to have a meal with Xu Xin.

Ye Ge set an alarm, then lay on Yan Cici's bed and had a good sleep.

When the alarm rang By then, it was already dark, and the time was 7pm.

Ye Ge washed his face, then drove to the barbecue restaurant he and Xu Xin often went to.

This barbecue restaurant was the first one Ye Ge and Xu Xin went to for dinner.

It was after this barbecue restaurant that the two of them established a simple relationship.

Neither of them needed to be responsible for each other, they just needed to relieve themselves when they were lonely.

When Ye Ge arrived at the barbecue restaurant, Xu Xin was already sitting in his seat, and some barbecues were being served one after another.

"Sorry, it seems I'm a little late."

Ye Ge sat in front of Xu Xin and said with a smile.

Xu Xin also smiled and shook his head: "It's okay, I just came, I didn't wait for long."

"Are you drinking or drinking beverages today?" Xu Xin asked. As for drinking or drinking beverages, it depends on whether Ye Ge drove or took a ride?

"Or let's drink some drinks. I drove here today." Ye Ge said.

In fact, Ye Ge really wanted to drink.

At least he could use alcohol to numb himself at this time, not to mention that there was someone sitting in front of him who could drink with him.

"Boss, buy two bottles of Jiaduobao." Xu Xin shouted to the boss.

The boss responded and quickly came over with two bottles of iced Jiaduobao and put them on the table.

The two of them ate barbecue while talking about some company matters or some things in life.

When Xu Xin and Ye Ge had dinner together, they were mostly like this.

The two of them would not talk about some very unhappy things, anyway, they basically talked about whatever they talked about.

However, it was this kind of chat that gradually relaxed the mood of the two.

However, although Ye Ge did not say anything, Xu Xin recently found that Ye Ge seemed to be a little disappointed, as if he had encountered something.

I also heard that Guo Xue had returned to Linhai City and would not return to Hangzhou in the short term.

As for what to do in Linhai City, Yuan Guoxue did not tell Xu Xin, and Xu Xin naturally did not ask.

But Xu Xin was sure that something happened between Ye Ge and Guoxue.

And this time Xu Xin asked Ye Ge to come over for barbecue, not only because Xu Xin felt a little lonely, but more because he wanted to help Ye Ge solve his problems.

If he was willing to talk to me, I was willing to listen to him.

After eating barbecue, Ye Ge got in the car, and Xu Xin sat in Ye Ge's co-pilot seat.

The two drove to Xu Xin's home.

As soon as they got home, Xu Xin and Ye Ge couldn't help but start studying.

Xu Xin on this day deliberately wore an OL uniform with shiny black socks on his feet.

After two full tutoring sessions, the two put down their textbooks and lay on the bed panting to rest.

Xu Xin lay in Ye Ge's arms, looked up at Ye Ge's appearance, and couldn't help but say: "Did you encounter anything recently?"

"Hmm? Why do you say that?"

"I can see it from your expression." Xu Xin smiled and shook his head, "You are not the kind of person who likes to show things on your face, but if you really encounter something, you can still see some traces on your face."

As he spoke, Xu Xin sat up from the bed and looked at Ye Ge: "If you don't mind, you can tell me something."