Invincibility starts from strengthening everything

When loved ones leave, all experiences, whether mature or immature, tell us that we should grieve.

What should grief look like? Weeping bitterly? driven to distraction? hysteria?

Or, cry silently?

Su Wei thought, it must be a very strong emotion, and it must be something that he will be very sure of when it happens.

However, he didn't. In the next ten years of his life, Su Wei always tried to convince himself that at that time, he did feel this clear and clear emotion. After all, losing a loved one should be like this.

However, what does not exist, it does not exist.

On the night of parting, the fact of losing a loved one had the biggest impact on Su Wei because he blamed himself for his "heart of stone".

Why, dear father, after all, I couldn't do anything for you, even after you left, I couldn't shed the few tears you deserved.

sorry.

Sorry, so sorry.

I'm so sorry.

Deep in the illusion, after 138,500 partings, Su Wei still couldn't shed tears and couldn't feel the sadness he deserved.

However, Su Wei became more and more aware of the nature of the problems that troubled him all his life.

guilt.

Because of guilt, Su Wei often feels that he shouldn't have too close a connection with people, because he doesn't understand the emotions between people at all, he can't feel them, so don't do it hypocritically.

He lives alone, punishes himself, lives alone, and treats others kindly.

It turned out that it was because of guilt...

Amidst the 138,501st cough, Su Wei smiled.

He no longer tried to find that unwarranted, strong emotion, because he gradually became clear about what sadness really looks like.

At least, that's what his grief looked like.

It's not an emotion at all, it's not a strong mood swing that you can feel right then and there.

It's complex, it's huge, it's heavy.

It is by no means a temporary state, but something that can carry through your whole life. It surrounds you tightly from your pores, your sweat glands, your respiratory tract, your stomach, and from all sides of your body. When you get up, it doesn't oppress you, but, along with the air, it quietly infiltrates every corner of you.

It becomes part of you.

Su Wei remembered, after the night in front of him, after a long time, the dream of his father that appeared frequently, he thought of the loss in his heart every time he saw both parents, and the cheerfulness and kindness of his peers who grew up with him, he thought My lonely life, thinking about the love I have never really experienced, thinking about the relatives I still have but have not cherished...

That seemingly ordinary life, but full of failures and embarrassments everywhere, that whole life...

It turns out that sadness is like this, what is confusion and hesitation, it is just a part of this huge monster.

Su Wei smiled, broke away from the suppression of consciousness by the formation, and left the bed, blocking the woman who was about to walk towards her father.

"Mom, it would be great if I understood this earlier... I will definitely go home and have a look."

Su Wei touched his mother's blue hair at that time, with a bitter smile.

It's a pity that all of this is just an illusion. The mother ignored the son in front of her, and even didn't realize that the son was standing in front of her. Just like that, she passed straight through him.

Beside the bed, weeping could no longer be suppressed. Outside the door, the village doctor turned around and sighed.

"Wei, we'll be fine in the future, we'll be fine, don't be afraid..."

Mother turned her head, looked at the bed where Su Wei had left, tried to suppress her sobs, and said.

This is a scene that has never appeared before, and this is the development after this memory.

Thus, the cycle is broken.

"Um?"

Fairy Yuanguo was stunned.

Down below, the seniors and seniors who were taking a break looked at her expectantly.

"Find the problem?"

Yuanguo stared at the black door, shook his head and said, "No, it's..."

Squeak...

The black door opened slowly.

Su Wei walked out of it.

"...Someone broke the formation!"

Yuanguo stared at Su Wei, and finished the second half of his sentence.

All eyes were on Su Wei, unable to recover for a moment.

"It's...it's such a time, and there are still people breaking out?"

"It seems...there is nothing impossible in theory, the formation is still in normal operation, as long as you can overcome the mental barrier, you can naturally break the formation..."

"I understand the truth, but after sinking for so long, it's too rare to be able to break through with your own strength!"

"It's indeed rare, but it's not something that goes against common sense. In fact, after the formation is abnormal, its power has been weakened by us. If it's really only a short shot, it's really possible to break the formation .”

All the cultivators watched Su Wei walk out completely, and there was a lot of discussion for a while.

The black portal was closed, and Yuanguo immediately tried to close the formation again, but still failed.

Yuanguo shook his head and thought to himself, what was he thinking? He even suspected that the abnormality of the formation was caused by this guy who broke the formation by luck. Not to mention that the other party may have some blood relationship with Daozi, it is impossible for Daozi to do it in person. to this kind of thing.

Su Wei naturally noticed Yuanguo's small movements, but he didn't care. His control of the formation was not real-time, but every once in a while, injecting a wave of mana into the formation. Otherwise, how could he go all out? hone the state of mind.

And because of this, Su Wei doesn't need to find another way to conceal the relationship between himself and the formation abnormality. After he leaves, the formation abnormality will still remain for a period of time, and only when the mana he released before is exhausted , to return to normal.

For Su Wei, a special formation-breaker, the cultivators of Hundred Flowers Valley outside who tried to solve the problem naturally had to interrogate him. Su Wei originally broke the formation normally, so besides the matter of controlling the formation himself, he explained everything truthfully, so it was easy Convinced all the cultivators.

"That's right, that's right, even though it was affected by the weakening of the formation, but after seven days of sinking, it was still possible to break out of the formation, and the character is extraordinary."

All the cultivators showed some appreciation for Su Wei, but the real important issue at the moment has not been resolved, and their attention to Su Wei did not last long.

However, the news of Su Wei breaking the formation quickly spread, and those monks who had already run outside the Hundred Flowers Valley also learned about it. However, like the monks outside the Black Gate, although they were amazing However, I don't think there's anything to be concerned about.

Especially not long after, You Qian, the son of the picker, also broke through by chance, and the cultivators paid less attention to Su Wei.

However, after these two incidents of breaking the formation, the atmosphere between Baihua Valley and the forces behind the trapped Tianjiao has finally eased up. These two incidents show that the formation has indeed been weakened. It shows that Tianjiao who is currently trapped is indeed still in a relatively safe stage.