It’s Colder Today

Shi Yun walked beside him holding a persimmon: Didn't you go back?

Chu Heng turned sideways to hide from the pile of briquettes piled illegally on the roadside: I will be transferred back next month to an idle department.

But he is still young.

Shi Yun looked at him suspiciously and said nothing, but his expression said everything.

Chu Heng pointed to his ear: I have almost lost all hearing in this ear, and the bosses are taking care of me. But gold will shine wherever it is, and I can serve the masses even in the idle department.

The tone eventually became lighthearted and upbeat.

It was an optimistic tone to tell Shi Yun not to worry, but after saying it, Chu Heng felt it was inappropriate because He Yun could not come back. He seemed to be showing off now, and when he was about to explain, he saw Shi Yun smiling at him.

That's good. My uncle, aunt, and Chu Yue can rest assured after being transferred back. I heard she was pregnant before, how are you now?

It's pretty good. Chu Heng gestured with his hand on his belly, It's so edible. My belly looks bigger than ordinary pregnant women.

The two chatted casually and walked to the parking lot.

Chu Heng knew the location of the cemetery. It took a little time to drive there, more than forty minutes.

We caught up with morning rush hour traffic for a section of the way and it finally took us an hour to get there.

Shi Yun took out a handkerchief from his pocket and carefully wiped off the dust on the tombstone. The handkerchief wiped the black and white photo, which was taken when he was in his early twenties.

With a bright smile, Shi Yun remembered that this photo was taken in the photo studio at the entrance of the alley. He Sui was there at the time. Everyone seemed to need it at the beginning of school.

At that time, the boss held a camera and asked He Yun to smile. His smile was a bit fake, so Shi Yun and He Sui stood behind the boss to tease him.

Finally, I had the smile in the photo.

Shi Yun wiped the tombstone clean and stood with Chu Heng. An orange-red persimmon is placed in front of the gray stone monument, with obvious color contrast.

Shi Yun stared at the person in the photo for a long time: Tell me one last time what happened at that time.

It has been four years, more than a thousand days and nights, and Chu Heng feels that he will never forget that scene until his death.

When he first came back, he didn't even dare to sleep. He was afraid of closing his eyes and dreaming.

As soon as you close your eyes, that scene will play out in front of you.

Chu Heng choked up: ... After we found Shen Sui, we were about to retreat. Those people really... They grabbed the child and blocked the front. The child cried and begged us not to shoot. He looked like he was only six years old. They held The explosives asked us to release Shen Sui... When the last bomb was thrown in, I was already ringing in the ears. My ears were full of blood and I couldn't hear anything. Shen Sui's arm and leg were blown away. He Yun took the letter After giving it to Shen Sui, he threw it down on the last bomb thrown over.

The cemetery was very quiet in the morning, and every word he spoke was like a knife. A leaf eventually cannot hold up the dew hanging on it, and falls along the edge of the leaf, landing on another leaf, and finally a chain reaction occurs.

Chu Heng couldn't hold it back and started crying quietly. They went together, and when they finally came back, it was as if He Yun had never existed. There is nothing left, just a few pieces of clothing buried here.

He brought back Shen Sui, who was missing his arms and legs and was blind in one eye, and a letter.

That letter was for Shi Yun, it was his suicide note to her, and it was also the love poem that Shi Yun found now.

On the plane to Kokang, He Yun still hadn't figured out how to write a suicide note. He wrote it to his grandparents, parents, and younger brother, and put them all in a drawer in his dormitory. Only the one to Shi Yun was not finished. .

Chu Heng wiped his gun and joked that writing a suicide note was like writing some literary work.

After holding it back for a long time, he finally picked up the pen.

Chu Heng was curious: What did you write?

He Yun folded the paper without telling him.

Chu Heng's eyes were sharp, and he caught a glimpse at that time, which seemed to be a poem: Written poem?

After asking himself, He Yun had already folded the paper and placed it in a small compartment on his chest: Yes, love poems.

Chu Heng didn't know this answer or whether it was a trick on him.

When I got the letter back, it was covered in blood and the words were blurred. I couldn't see what was originally written on it. She could only vaguely see a few words. She looked through all the love poems she could find, but there were always a few words that didn't match.

If he had written it himself, then Shiyun would never know the answer.

Chu Heng was afraid that his crying would affect Shi Yun's mood, and in order to give her and He Yun some time alone, he wiped away his tears and went to the car to wait for her.

He Yun returned home once the day before he went on a mission, and Shi Yun met him after school.

He didn't tell Shen Sui's specific things due to confidentiality issues, but Shi Yun guessed it. He was going to bring Shen Sui back, and Shen Sui had enough evidence to deal with a demon that had been wandering in the gray area all year round.

Shi Yun felt goosebumps all over his body when he heard this. Even though he said he was just taking on a mission, the danger could not exist.

What if something happens to you? There were people coming and going all around. Shi Yun was anxious and couldn't say anything to him too loudly. She knew she couldn't stop him and that he was doing it for justice, but he was her boyfriend and she had selfish motives.

You remarry. He joked.

I didn't say I wanted to marry you. Shi Yun glared at him.