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He never thought about giving up, never thought about it.Even if a terrible disaster has come, even if the world has gradually become chaotic, and the people around him have become more like beasts than like a person, he still has no such thoughts.That was the whole of his life, even if he abandoned everything, it was absolutely impossible for him to abandon them.

However, this is not something that can be done with a determined mind.The gap between the spiritual world and the real world is already doomed, and there is a huge gap between the two.Although he once felt that he was spiritually rich and almost owned the entire world, in this cruel real world, he still had no way to change everything he faced.

This is a very sad thing, sad to the point of despair.But a Christian is not in despair, he has already been in despair, so at this time, he does not intend to continue to despair at all.

He was trying, trying in vain.Gather food from the ruins and find water in the wilderness.Exhausting all his abilities, he was trying to protect those weak lives.It's just a pity that the effect he can show by doing this is very weak.The disputes of human beings in order to survive almost inevitably spread to him, and when he was in such disputes, his meager strength made him unable to protect his own gains at all.

How many times, he was beaten all over his body for a piece of food.How many times, for a bottle of clean water, he was bullied so much that he didn't even have the strength to stand up.He often only gets very meager rewards for his huge sacrifices, and such rewards, let alone feeding so many children, are difficult even for him to continue to struggle.

One month, just one month after the nuclear explosion, he had already lost a child.The great pain he had experienced before brought his whole heart to the verge of collapse.He's going mad, or rather he's gone mad.Because when he hugged the child's body and buried him in the soil little by little, he had already begun to swear in his heart that even if he exhausted everything he had, even if he gave everything he had, he would never let him die. This tragedy happened again.

This was his determination, something he would never want to see again even if he risked his soul and life.And just at this time, a special opportunity was sent to him.

A group of special people came to the town where he lived, and they claimed that they had a way to help everyone overcome the current difficulties and help them gain the ability to continue to survive on this land.They don't need to pay anything, they just need to make a choice.A difficult choice, and the only choice.

They just have to choose whether to accept their approach or not.If they don't accept it, they will still be what they are now, struggling in pain under the threat of death, struggling to survive on this land.And by accepting it, they can get rid of this pain and get rid of the fate that may die at any time.Of course, there is a price to be paid, a price of uncertain danger.

If successful, they transform into another form, but retain essentially human qualities.And if they fail, they can only turn into monsters completely, until even the essence of human beings is gradually lost.The odds are uncertain because everyone's physical fitness is different.Stronger people have a higher chance of success, and weaker people have a lower chance of success.This is common sense, but it is not absolute.

Faced with such a special choice, most people almost chose to accept it in order to survive.And naturally, Christians are no exception.He accepted the transformation like those people, but he didn't let his children accept it as well.For his wisdom told him that it might be an irreparable disaster.And as the father of those children, he couldn't let such a thing happen to them anyway.So he chose to sacrifice himself, he only let himself accept it all.

For the first time, the results were surprising.Although he was not physically strong, he persevered through that test and became one of the less than half of those who succeeded.It's just that this doesn't change what happened to him.Because the world is already getting worse.

Becoming a reformer does not mean that he has the ability to protect everything about himself, because he is surrounded by reformers, and he has no advantage at all in competing with these guys who are also reformers.And the failed wanderers everywhere in the wilderness made him full of danger when he went out to find food.

Not only did his situation not get better, but it got worse.And just in this situation, a more severe test also appeared in front of him.

Because of the effects of radiation and lack of nutrition for a long time.One of his children fell ill in bed.He had a high fever and diarrhea, and he was in urgent need of food and medicine.But it is simply impossible for Christians to find food and medicine now.

How precious food is now is beyond the imagination of most people.After the initial turmoil, almost all the food on the market was collected by those organized forces.It is extremely difficult for ordinary people to obtain a food that fills their stomachs.It is even said that many women have begun to sell their bodies in order to fill their stomachs.But the food is still like this, and the rarer medicines are naturally more and more precious.

Although Christians know that the hospitals in their towns have a certain stock of medicines.But the hospital has already been occupied by some big forces.They are numerous and powerful.Ordinary people want to get medicine from them, they have to bite off a bite of their flesh.

It is simply impossible for people with nothing like Christians to get life-saving medicine from them.His only fate is to be thrown out by them, and even if it is more serious, he may leave his life there.

Christian is not afraid of death, but he is afraid that those children will become helpless after his death and can only die with him.That was something he couldn't accept, and he had already made an oath that he would never let any child leave him.Yes, he couldn't let that happen, so at this point, he made a very special decision.Sacrifice himself!

This kind of sacrifice does not mean that he will sell himself to someone.In fact, even if a guy like him wanted to sell it, he couldn't sell it at a price.There are not many things in India, but there are many people.In this land where human lives are worse than dogs, his value is simply worthless.

His so-called sacrifice was a gamble.And this kind of gambling was repeatedly warned and strictly prohibited by the group of guys who claimed to be anthropomorphic.

That drug, that special transformative drug.It is a very special existence, and an ordinary dose is enough to make a huge change in a person.And if the dose is too large, the human body cannot bear the powerful drug effect at all.The Anthropology makes it very clear that it will almost [-]% turn you into a monster.And it is precisely because of this clear statement that no one has made any decisions about this thing.And now, Christian puts his mind on these drugs, because he knows that if he doesn't become a monster, then it is impossible for him to protect his children.

For them, he was willing to make sacrifices.But also for them, he had the consciousness to become a monster.This is his choice, his fulfillment of his oath.And under this special reason, he turned into a monster as he wished, a special monster.

The first thousand 270 chapters are in hell and the heart is in heaven

What is a monster?Monsters are chaotic, irrational, ugly beings driven only by their own narrow desires.What they have changed is not only their appearance, but also their hearts, their souls, have been completely corrupted and depraved.

They can't be called healthy beings at all, because they sadly don't even have a reason for their own existence.But the Christian metamorphosis monster is not the same, because he differs from other monsters precisely in this point.

Although it is the same ugly and terrible, the same irrational, and even the same bloodthirsty cruelty.However, there is always one idea in Christian's mind, that is, he wants to protect his children.He wants to protect them to live safely in this cruel world.

This used to be such a difficult question, and Christian has given the most straightforward explanation with his bruised body and the suffering he has endured.But now, this problem is no longer difficult, because the Christian has the power, and this power makes him finally able to do everything he swore.

He can easily get food, medicine and water, and he can easily protect his children from any harm.This is the power he obtained after turning into a monster, and he also paid an extremely heavy price for obtaining such power.

Everything as a human being is gradually moving away from him.He can no longer eat human food and water like a human being. For him, fresh flesh and blood has become the only food that can fill his thirsty stomach.And this was the slightest of all his changes.

Compared with this, there is no more pain, no more joy.All becomes numb, all human emotions are replaced by wild ones.This is the more serious situation.

I don't know since when, he has lost the ability to speak.I don't know when he started to feed on his own kind.Chaotic thinking replaced his former rationality, and when one day he even began to forget his own name, he really turned into a monster through and through.

A crazy monster, a bloodthirsty monster.When this good Christian finally fell to this point.He also gave back all the pain he had suffered to those who had treated him this way.He began to attack his own kind, using their flesh and blood to satisfy his appetite.He began to kill, to feed his twisted bestiality on the cries of pain of others.

His presence is terrible, it is hopeless.Because of his existence, the small town where he originally lived has become a real ghost on earth.All people, all living lives, either left here because of his threat, or they were regarded as food by him and stuffed into his insatiable stomach.

Almost no one can escape his clutches, except his children.

It's hard to imagine that such a chaotic, completely twisted and deformed monster would still remember the existence of his children.What is even more unimaginable is that he was able to restrain his twisted desire for these poor children, and he didn't hurt a single hair of them from the beginning to the end.

It seemed that even though he had forgotten his own existence, he hadn't forgotten their existence at all.It seems that their meaning has completely overridden his life, because even though he has lost everything as a human being, he has not lost his mission as a father.

He continues to take care of them and raise them.in a monster way.And such a special relationship has been maintained until the appearance of Hydra is considered to be the end.

Hydra discovered the existence of this monster, and they also discovered the children who were lucky enough to survive as humans.Out of curiosity, they stretched out their claws.And this naturally caused the monster to fight back.The monster is powerful, and the power he gained at such a huge price is simply beyond what ordinary people can fight against.So at the very beginning of contact, Hydra did suffer heavy losses.

However, Hydra is Hydra after all.Once its elite forces step in, even with the power of this monster, it is impossible to persist.He was arrested, and the children he protected were naturally not spared.

Later, Hydra discovered the connection between the monster and these children during the investigation. Out of their evil scientific research and bad hobbies, they locked the monster with those children and wanted to see Will this monster do any abnormal behavior without providing any flesh and blood food?

They thought that monsters would attack these children in extreme hunger and thirst, just as some wild beasts would use their own flesh and blood for food in their hungriest conditions.However, the monster didn't do what they thought it would.The belief engraved in his soul made him protect these children from beginning to end, using his life and everything.Even if the hydra guy used various methods against him, he still sticks to this last bottom line.

It's hard to imagine how this belief was carried out in his chaotic brain.But he has carried it out like this, and until now, he is still trying his best to protect his children.

This is an admirable spirit, because the Messenger of Light never imagined that human beings who are worthless in their eyes can achieve such a great level.Just as a father, they did such a near-miraculous thing, which made them really have to look at this monster differently.

Maybe he's ugly, maybe he's scary.But through that ugly appearance, ferocious movements.What it shows in front of all the messengers of light is the tenderest and most selfless heart of a father.His greatness is simply beyond the reach of ordinary human beings. No matter how gloomy and desperate the world is, it is impossible to cover up the light emanating from his heart.

This is a great father.However, he is also a sad father.Because he has made such a huge sacrifice, but it is impossible for anyone to understand him.No one knows his story, not even his children.Although he had turned into a monster completely, he barely retained a part of his human appearance, but that appearance was already different from the father these children remembered.

To these children, he is just a monster.In their hearts, after learning about the changes in this world, their father may have already died.Maybe he died in a corner of this cruel world, maybe he died at the hands of this monster.Therefore, their emotions towards this monster are very complicated.

There is hatred, hatred, and gratitude.But the only thing he didn't have was that kind of love for his father.Their love had already been given to that Christian, so no matter what, it was impossible for this monster to get everything that originally belonged to him.

If he can think suddenly at this time, he might be lucky.I am glad that I have become a muddleheaded monster, and I don't have to accept this sad reality.Fortunately, the best side of me was left in the hearts of these children and became their eternal memory.

He may not want his current appearance to be recognized by these children, because he will definitely not want these children to bear the infamy of a monster child.But is this really fair to him?

The Messenger of Light doesn't think so, he thinks such a great father and such a noble soul should not be buried like this.So he wanted to tell the story he saw almost immediately, and he wanted to tell the children the truth of the matter almost immediately.

He doesn't care what ordinary people think of this noble monster father, he just wants these children to know that a great man once made such a sacrifice for them.

Yes, he wants to do it.But in the end, he didn't do it.Because just when he was about to do this, the monster seemed to sense his intentions and screamed at him.

Obviously, he has become a monster that has lost his mind, and it is obviously impossible to have any emotions that belong to humans.But at this moment, he wailed at the Lightbringer.Ordinary people may not feel that kind of heart-wrenching sadness and despair, but the Lightbringer can feel it.He could see the turbid tears flowing out of the monster, and he could understand the pleading of the monster now.

He didn't want his children to know that their great father had turned into a monster, and he didn't want to see the disappointed expressions shown by those children after they knew his true identity.They are all his, and he would rather die with no ashes left, and absolutely don't want a little bit of unhappiness in their lives.

He just wants them to be good.As long as they can be good, he is really satisfied.

Everything else is unimportant to him, and how he himself becomes is unimportant to him.Only those kids, and only those kids.

Perhaps it was the remaining soul that was at work, and his chaotic mind was almost constantly repeating such thoughts.Facing the monster's statement, the Lightbringer finally sighed and stopped his actions.

He couldn't go against the wish of a great father, and I'm afraid the only thing he could do for him was to give him a little special tolerance.

Maybe he once caused the killing, maybe he once went astray.But no matter what, his soul is shining, as dazzling as the sun and stars.As King Ming's apostle, he is willing to accept such a life into the land protected by his master.This is his authority, and it is also his sympathy and compensation to the great father.