marvel sun god

Everyone may have different ideas about what it feels like to die.Some people think that death is endless emptiness, while others think that death is eternal peace.There are many kinds of people, and they always have different understandings on the issue of death.

However, most of this kind of thinking can only be regarded as conjecture, because not everyone has the experience of contact with death.Not everyone can survive and share their senses after being in close contact with death.

Most people's understanding of death comes from their own analysis, from the text of books, or from what they have seen and heard.But Jill is different. Her current experience comes entirely from her own, extremely real feelings.

Liberated, not reconciled.This is her most real experience and feeling about death.What death brought her was the feeling of relief from letting go of all grievances and hatreds.But when she embraced death, she found that in the depths of her soul, she still had the emotions she had when she was a human being living in this world.Although some emotions have dissipated with death.But there are others that become more profound and unforgettable after death comes.

When she was alive, she buried this impossibly fruitful feeling deeply in the deepest part of her heart, so that it would never be possible to see the light of day again.But when she stepped into death, this feeling that had been deeply buried in her heart accompanied her to the world of death, and then entangled her soul like tarsal maggots, making her feel little by little. I tasted the unsatisfactory taste.

This is the most painful feeling, because the unwillingness of a dead soul will not have any results.And the most ridiculous thing is that all of this was originally her own choice.He gave up his life because of momentary despair, but in the end he could only fall into such a situation and enjoy the feeling of regret forever.This made the only consciousness in her soul become manic.

And just when her soul began to become restless, and even began to change because of it.A ray of light suddenly appeared beside her, like a warm stream of water, enveloping her completely.

It was a very magical feeling that cannot be described in words.For Jill, who was left with only her soul now, she even experienced the warmth of returning to her mother's arms.And as the light intensified, this warm feeling also became urgent.Jill began to gasp involuntarily.

Strange hallucinations also seemed to begin to appear in front of her eyes.From the darkness with only death to the warm light, brighter and brighter colors began to appear in her vision bit by bit.She saw more, as if she had been alive.

In other words, she is indeed alive now.She was rescued back from the world of death.The source of all this was Zhou Yi, who was standing in front of her at the moment, pressing her chest and sending strength to her.

Jill, who had just returned to the world, naturally saw Zhou Yi beside him.At this moment, she didn't ask what happened like a person who suddenly woke up from a coma.Death is different from coma, she naturally knows what happened to her body.

So she could only look at Zhou Yi complicatedly, and then let out a hoarse voice from her mouth.

"You saved me? Why did you save me?"

"This should be me asking you! Why did you commit suicide, what the hell are you thinking about in your mind!"

Hearing Jill's question, Zhou Yi immediately couldn't help asking angrily.You know, if he comes again for 2 minutes at night, it will not be so easy to bring her back to life.

Once the god of death wandering in the world took away her soul, if he wants to resurrect Jill, he can only enter the kingdom of death and find her existence from the countless people of the goddess of death.And for him who has lost the power of the gods, how difficult it is to enter the kingdom of death.That is likely to be the ending that will never come back.

Maybe it was after death that I felt the fear.Maybe discovering that death doesn't solve her problems.So at this moment, facing Zhou Yi's questioning, Jill lowered his head unexpectedly.

"Sorry, I was too impulsive. I did this stupid thing because I didn't think about it for a while. I promise, this kind of thing will never happen again."

"It's best not to happen again, because I can't appear by your side at any time." Jill's bow gave Zhou Yi a reason to suppress the fire. He still said this mercilessly, but it gradually increased. Life force in hand. "You have to know that your life was bestowed by me when I was a god. You are an immortal existence blessed by God. Is it really worth giving up such a life because you can't think about it for a while?"

"A life that has been blessed?" Hearing this, Jill had a miserable smile on his face. "I really don't know that my life has been blessed. If I have been blessed, why do I always lose my most important things. Zhouyi, you are God, can you tell me the answer to this question huh? Why on earth is that!"

"Enough, Jill. Do you think you're miserable?"

Hearing Jill's words, Zhou Yi immediately shouted angrily.He grabbed Jill by the collar and lifted her up.

"Look at this land you're standing on. How many people have died here, do you remember? Do you think you are miserable, have you thought about them. Think about what these dead people have lost, they are Not miserable. Remember, you are alive, and they are dead. Compared with you, they are miserable lives."

"Ha, haha!" At this time, Jill couldn't explain anything to Zhou Yi at all.She didn't have the courage to tell him what she thought she had lost.The dissatisfaction after death still remained in her heart, and the emotion that was suppressed by her was crazily about to stir.However, her status as a living person restricted her, so she could only laugh out loud, shedding tears silently in the laughter, using this method to cover up the existence of that emotion.

In the blood, Jill, who had escaped from death, laughed wildly and hoarsely, and tears rolled down her cheeks with the laughter, which made her look like a swan with broken wings.

Zhou Yi couldn't understand her mood at this moment, but he could feel the sadness and pain in her heart.In this unknown situation, he couldn't give her any verbal comfort.So he could only sigh, hug her up and send her into her bedroom.

Just like he used to do, he put Jill on the bed, changed her into pajamas, and then got a hot towel to wipe off the stains on her body bit by bit.

During this process, Jill was at his mercy like an exquisite doll, and she didn't even say a word except staring at him with wide-eyed eyes.

This may be a good thing for Zhou Yi, because it can save a lot of unnecessary embarrassment between them.And in this silent tacit understanding, Zhou Yi quickly finished all this.After he tucked the corners of the quilt, he opened his mouth and exhorted Jill.

"Take a good rest. If you really feel that this city is not suitable for you, I allow you to leave. You don't need to put such a heavy burden on yourself. Don't worry, I won't blame you on this matter." Yours. You are entitled to choose the life you want, I have no right to stop you, and no one has the right to stop you. I just hope that if you can, you can still be my friend."

friend?This word made the pain in Jill's heart a little bit more intense.And when she watched Zhou Yi get up and want to leave, she could no longer control her behavior.She stretched out her hand suddenly, grabbed the corner of Zhou Yi's clothes, and stopped his movements.

"Can you have a drink with me?"

Looking at Zhou Yi's suspended body, Jill, who really couldn't find any reason, could only find such an excuse.

But Zhou Yi, who originally wanted to refuse, softened his heart again after seeing the pleading in her eyes.Jill is not a sick person, and she who has just been resurrected by him is extremely healthy.In this case, he really had no reason not to let her drink.

And Zhou Yi could tell that she had a heart disease.For this disease, alcohol may be the only good medicine.So he nodded, said "wait a minute" to Jill, and walked straight out.

A moment later, when he came back.He already held two wine glasses and an unopened bottle of whiskey in his hands.Putting the wine glass on the bedside, as soon as Zhou Yi poured the wine, Jill stretched out her hand impatiently, picked up a glass of wine and poured it directly into her mouth.

The spirits turned into flowing fire and got into her throat, making her a bit confused.But she was not satisfied, but put the cup down and said to Zhou Yi.

"Continued Cup!"

Zhou Yi didn't stop her, but poured her another glass of wine while picking up his own wine glass.Like last time, Jill immediately drank the spirits, and then immediately repeated the same thing.Zhou Yi is also silently cooperating with her, letting her express her inner distress in this way to her heart's content.

Until the bottle was dry and Jill was lying on the bed like a ball of water.Zhou Yi sighed and stood up.

As a friend, there was only so much he could do. As for the rest, it was up to Jill to think about it.After covering Jill with the quilt, Zhou Yi was about to turn around and leave.But at this moment, Jill grabbed his hand violently, preventing him from taking the step of leaving.

"Stay with me. Just for one night!"

Jill, who was full of wine, uttered such words that sounded completely meaningless to Zhouyi.So he replied without thinking.

"Jill, you're too drunk!"

"I didn't, Zhou Yi. I know what I'm doing! Listen to the bastard, it's only one night, and I only want this one night. After tonight, you just pretend that none of this happened."

"How is that possible!" Zhou Yi really couldn't tell whether Jill was talking drunk or really had this idea.So he could only reply with a wry smile. "Jill, you should know that I have women I love, and I can't betray them!"

"I know, I didn't ask you to betray them. I didn't expect everything they have!" Under the influence of alcohol, Jill, who was already like a boneless beautiful snake, quietly hugged Zhou Yi from behind. , whispering softly into his ear. "All I want is this one night, only this one night, you belong to me. That's enough for me. Bastard, it doesn't matter if you love me or not, I just want you for one night, understand?"

"I don't ask for your love. I just want you to give me a child so that I can have something to rely on in the future. This is the only request from a woman who may have loved you. Can't you give her some Respond?"

Jill's words made Zhou Yi's body suddenly stiff, and his brain suddenly became numb.At this time, Jill had already smiled slightly, hugged him and fell on the bed.

It was the only night she could have him, the only night she needed.Because of this, tonight has become extraordinarily different.

Chapter 5

Corona Group's headquarters in Huiyao City, Ada, who had just come to the company to deal with problems, entered her office, and saw Zhou Yi sitting on an office chair with the appearance of an old god.

"Why are you here, where did you go last night?"

"I chatted with that old friend all night, and drank some wine along the way." Facing Ada's inquiry, Zhou Yi naturally couldn't tell her what happened.He just kept it simple and said something that could be said.

As for his answer, Ada rarely thought too much about it.She just said to Zhou Yi while hanging her coat on the hanger very plainly.

"Now that you've seen her, how is she? Did she promise you that thing?"

"I don't know yet, I just told her about it. But she didn't give me a specific answer, and I don't even know if she will continue to stay in this city." Shaking her head, A tired look appeared on Zhou Yi's face. "Is there any coffee, give me a cup!"

"There's something wrong with you!" Poured a cup of freshly brewed coffee and put it in front of Zhou Yi, Ada leaned next to him and sniffed vigorously twice.Then an unbearable expression appeared on her face immediately. "Damn it, how much wine did you drink last night? You smell really bad!"

"It's not too much, but you have to know that if you drink bitter wine, it's really hard to swallow."

Sniffing the clothes on his body, Zhou Yi, who was made uncomfortable by the smell on them, smiled wryly, and changed the topic to another direction.