The Proud Life of Rebirth

"Why did I become a soldier?" Mo Shaokun looked at them with some doubts.

"Who knows, maybe it's an ideal, maybe it's a dream, this question is only known to you." Brother Hu shrugged.

Mo Li on the side said, "Maybe I know."

Seeing the two people looking towards him, Mo Li looked at Mo Shaokun with a playful smile on his face and said, "When I first met you, you were a complete rookie. At that time, you didn't even know how to shoot. Use me as a teacher and let me teach you. Because of some things, you were exceptionally awarded the rank of major. I was not angry when I saw your uniform. Why do I have to be a lieutenant after a few years of life and death? You alone A guy who is worthless can go straight to a major? So I said something that I shouldn't have said that night."

"What?"

"I said you don't deserve to wear a military uniform, because you don't understand the meaning of a soldier at all." Mo Li stared at him.

Mo Shaokun rubbed his nose with a wry smile and said, "Is there still a time when I'm so embarrassing?"

Mo Li nodded and said: "Yeah, every time I see you, you have changed a lot. If I hadn't witnessed your transformation with my own eyes, I'm afraid I wouldn't believe that a person would have such a big change in such a short period of time. .”

Without waiting for Mo Shaokun to speak, she continued: "After I told you that sentence that night, who knew that you would take the initiative to ask to be a soldier the next day, and you went to the most difficult and harshest selection conditions? Fox participated in the trial, I was very disdainful when I first heard about it, I thought you were just pretending, people like you would cry if you couldn't hold on for three days, and you would quit, but who knew that you not only persisted but also did it It’s pretty good, and even inherited the code name of Shahu Bingwang.”

"So I went to join the army just because I was angry with you?"

Mo Li nodded, then shook her head and said, "Maybe it was at first, but it definitely wasn't in the end. If you're just being angry, you won't be able to persevere."

What else did Mo Shaokun want to say, the bald man came over and said, "Brother Hu, sister-in-law, Sister Mei said that she has something to discuss with you."

In the past, the bald guy called Zheng Xinmei was the boss, but now that Brother Hu came, he also changed his tune. Who would dare to call him the boss in front of Brother Hu?After all, Brother Hu was the only boss of their group back then.

Brother Hu nodded when he heard the words, looked at Mo Shaokun and said, "Go together?"

Mo Shaokun shook his head and said, "Forget it, you guys go, I don't want to get involved in these things."

Although getting along well with Zheng Xinmei and the others now, Mo Shaokun instinctively rejected these drug dealers.

Seeing this, Brother Hu didn't force himself, he said a few more words, and then followed the bald man to Zheng Xinmei's room with Mo Li.

Watching Brother Hu and Mo Li leave, Mo Shaokun sighed softly, raised his head and drank the beer, then took out the blurry photo from his arms and groped carefully.

His eyes were a little downcast. He already knew that the person in the photo was him and his fiancee, and he already knew that the woman he saw in Thailand last time was his fiancee.

But at this moment, his heart is extremely complicated. They are the closest people, but he can't remember what happened when they were together before. This feeling can only be understood by those who have experienced it.

Chapter 1038

"I think you should see her, since you miss her, why don't you see her again?" Chu Huaisha came out of the room and asked.

Brother Hu and Mo Li were with Mo Shaokun before, but she never came because she always felt that feeling was weird, and she didn't come out until Brother Hu and Mo Li left her.

Seeing Mo Shaokun holding that photo, Chu Huaisha felt a little sad in his heart.

Mo Shaokun raised his head and glanced at Chu Huaisha, took a deep breath and put the photo close to his body, then shook his head and said, "Now is not the time."

"When is the time then?"

"At least until I can think of her." Mo Shaokun said.

"Why? Feifei misses you very much. She calls me every day to ask if there is any news about you. She is in Bangkok now. I really don't want to continue to deceive her, it will make me feel guilty." Chu Huaisha Looking at Mo Shaokun, he said.

Mo Shaokun was silent, turned around and propped his hands on the railing, he squinted slightly looking into the distance and opened his mouth.

"Do you know what it's like to be a stranger to the people closest to you?"

Chu Huaisha looked at him, then shook his head.

"Then do you know what it's like when your closest person sees you but can't remember anything about you, or even recognize you?"

Chu Huaisha looked a little complicated, and she couldn't help but think of the scene when she met Mo Shaokun in the forest that day.

Chu Huaisha was dumbfounded the moment Mo Shaokun pointed the gun at her, and then when Mo Shaokun didn't recognize her at all, she really felt powerless to accept it.

After working so hard to search for so long, but when I found the other party but didn't recognize myself, that feeling was very bitter and bitter.

Turning his head slowly, Mo Shaokun looked at Chu Huaisha and said, "I know the first feeling because I am experiencing it. I think the second feeling should be similar. You all say that she is my closest person, She is the person I love the most, and since that's the case, I can't let her experience the feeling that others can't even imagine."

With a long sigh, Mo Shaokun looked into the distance again and said: "If I go to see her now, it will only make me and her more sad. Facing the person I love the most but not being able to think of her, this feeling really very bad."

"Perhaps you will think of something after seeing Feifei. After all, she is the person you are most familiar with and the person who understands you best. She may be able to help you recover your memory." Chu Huaisha said.

Mo Shaokun shook his head and said, "The chance is slim. You, Brother Hu, and Mo Li are all people I know very well. I can feel the familiarity from you, but I still can't remember it after so many days."

"I think you should try it. You can't keep seeing your relatives and lovers like this. They are very worried about you and miss you very much. Wouldn't it be a little too selfish for you to do this?"

"Selfish? Maybe, but I think relatives should be intimate. Unfortunately, I can't be intimate with anyone now, even my family and lover. I was with them before I recovered my memory. Being together will only give them a sense of distance, and it will only make them more sad. I don't want them to see me like this, and I don't want to see them but have a layer of estrangement with them."

"What if you can't recover your memory?" Chu Huaisha asked.

Mo Shaokun's body trembled when he heard the words, and he turned his head to look at Chu Huaisha with a complicated expression.

After a long time, he took a deep breath and said, "Let's talk about it at that time. Anyway, I will try my best."

At first Mo Shaokun longed to go back to Huaxia to find anything he was familiar with, he thought it would restore his memory.

But Chu Huaisha, Mo Li, Brother Hu and others appeared beside him, and they kept telling him all the things they knew about him, but unfortunately he still couldn't recover his memory.

This made Mo Shaokun faintly afraid. He dared not see his relatives and lovers in this state. As he said, when his relatives and lovers saw him, they should have been happy, but It was also cruel to them to find that he couldn't think of them at all.

"Well, I won't force you, but...but I can only try my best. I don't know when I can't help but tell Feifei. I really don't want to lie to her. If I want to let her know that I found you but didn't tell She, I think the friendship between me and her will end forever, and she will hate me forever." Chu Huaisha said.

Seeing that Mo Shaokun did not speak, Chu Huaisha continued: "I have asked my father to find the best brain specialist in the world. If you don't want to go back now, then go to Europe with me in a few days. Maybe those experts have a way help you."

This time Mo Shaokun was not silent, he nodded, he didn't want to let go of any chance that might restore his memory.

At the same time, in Zheng Xinmei's room.

Brother Hu and Mo Li were sitting on the sofa, and Zheng Xinmei was sitting opposite them.

She would always look at Mo Li from time to time, with a hint of loneliness in her eyes.

When Brother Hu just arrived a few days ago, she was very excited when she saw Brother Hu, and was about to go up to give Brother Hu a hug but saw Mo Li beside him.

Mo Li's eyes that only women can understand made Zheng Xinmei's heart cold. Later, when Brother Hu introduced Mo Li as his girlfriend, Zheng Xinmei almost felt the urge to cry, but in the end she held back.

Over the past two years of being a drug lord, she is no longer the weak Meizi she used to be, and she has changed too much now.

"There are still ten days until the annual meeting of the Golden Triangle. At the meeting, General Poison will determine the share of each company next year. Originally, Nansang wanted to kill us before the annual meeting and monopolize next year's supply, but he failed. Now Thailand only has Our family." Zheng Xinmei looked at Brother Hu and asked.

Brother Hu looked up at her and asked, "What do you think?"

"I want to hear your opinion, what do you think I should do?"

"If you don't want to do it, I won't force you, but if possible, I still hope you will continue to do it." Brother Hu said.