Xu Zilin said, "It's related, but it doesn't have much to do with you and me. It's just that during this time, I want you to pay more attention to your words and deeds when you speak."

"I understand." Han Feng signaled Xu Zilin to be relieved.

As for more in-depth topics, the two of them tacitly avoided talking about them.

The next day, to Han Feng's surprise, he received a letter from Tian Yu, a military hospital.

When Han Feng saw the sender's signature, Han Feng became a little dazed. The handwriting was delicate and neat, rigorous and delicate, and the ink was evenly drawn in a graceful manner. It was rare for a girl to write such beautiful words.

Xu Zilin's handwriting is also good, but it's a little less delicate, a little more free and easy and heroic, and deliberately adds more unyielding and unyielding rigid brushstrokes, it really looks like a man's handwriting.

It's just that with Tian Yu's temperament, soft yet strong, most of them are the kind of gentleness and subtlety of a girl from Jiangnan, how could she think of writing a letter to herself?

Han Feng's puzzled crowd opened the envelope, and on a piece of yellowed paper, the contents were presented in elegant and fresh fonts.

Comrade Han Feng, savior and life confidant, hello

Did this letter come by accident?It's not just your surprise, I'm also surprised. Ever since "Diary of a Madman" became a trend, I have been deeply impressed. I think vernacular writing is really a good thing, so I will also use vernacular writing to fall in love with you here.

People today have names and surnames, and people in ancient times also had names and surnames. They not only have names, but also have characters and numbers.

I thought about it, let me give you a word

Han Feng, whose name is Mr. Forty, and whose name is Han Crazy.

What is "forty", the word "Han" has forty, isn't it Mr. Forty?

That's it

Mr. Forty, seeing this, you must still not know why I wrote this letter.

It is true that too many things have happened in recent days, and it is difficult to resolve the depression in my heart. My family has sneaked out, and I have cut off the audio for a long time. Naturally, I can’t talk about it. I have two close friends in college, but unfortunately they are far apart, and I can’t contact them.

After thinking about it, the only person who can confide in it is Mr. Forty.

Mr. is my benefactor and confidant, as the person to confide in, he is the most suitable person.

As for why?Please listen to my confidant Mr. Forty...

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It has been a long time since I heard from Tian Yu. Although I have already figured out what kind of feelings I have for Tian Yu in my heart, Han Feng still smiled. He looked at the little suspense left by Tian Yu in the letter, continue reading

"Mr. Forty, recently I have read a lot of books in my spare time, and many things have happened around me. These things are things that I have never thought about since I ran away from home and joined the army.

Director Luo said this when talking to us female nurses recently

Out of the needs of the revolution, we lesbians also shoulder a burden no less than that of gay men.

We are in the rear of the base area, and we are responsible for the duties of nurses in the military hospitals. We also make our own contribution to the revolutionary cause of the Anti-Japanese War, and we also have indelible achievements.

Of course I agree with this point, but at the same time I feel that I am not as great as Director Luo said. I did not go to the front line in person, shrouded in horse leather, and privately felt that it was already a kind of cowardice and retreat, so how could it be called an indelible achievement? Woolen cloth

Director Ke Luo continued.

Those of us who have stepped into the revolution must continue to move forward bravely. In order to achieve greater revolutionary goals, we must be hard-hearted. Personal problems are not worth considering. Compared with the interests of our organization and the common interests, our own husbands and children even It's all about backward thinking.

Naturally, I have no objection, thinking that this is a kind of fearless sacrifice for the country.

But female cadres and female revolutionaries, in addition to devoting themselves to the revolutionary cause like gay men, should also marry, have children, and run a family. Director Luo said that this is also a contribution to the revolutionary cause.

I can't agree with this point. How can personal emotional problems be linked to the revolution?

In this way, do we women have no choice at all? I have already said that marriage is free. Now that I have joined an organization, do I have to choose a man I don’t like to live my life for the organization?

If she does not run the house, is a housewife, and continues revolutionary work, she is considered irresponsible to the family and neglects her husband and children.

But if we poor women really become housewives, they will be criticized by those who are interested in the revolution as inactive and laggards, and then the so-called husbands who are actively involved in the revolution will divorce them again.

My God, how can there be such a truth in this world?It's really unbelievable, Mr. Forty, do you think so too?

It seems that the world is inherently unfair to us women, even if the feudal dynasty has been unfair for thousands of years, it will soon come out of the darkness and see the light. What kind of ridicule is it that the small mouth is suddenly and mercilessly blocked?

As a result, I have become a little afraid of marriage, as stated in the book that Commissar Xu gave me

When women are not independent and respected, marriage is a grave. We are not afraid of death. When facing death, we can also burst out with courage and responsibility no less than all men. We just don’t want to die without knowing it , even after he died, he had to be buried in the same coffin with a man who made him feel disgusted...

...Recently Director Luo talked to me. He said that some senior teachers have taken a fancy to me and are willing to ask me to be his wife. I think this is a kind of feudal marriage thinking.

What about the division commander, what about the army commander, why did they want to ask me to be their wife after they fell in love with me?Am I just a commodity that can be seen at any time in their eyes?Don't I even have the right to own my own body and my own mind?

God, this is a nightmare.

Mr. Forty, I have introduced you as my confidant, so I will tell you these things.

You are a warrior on the battlefield, you can face all injustices and difficulties, even in the face of life and death, you will never change your face, maybe you will have good advice or suggestions

I'm sorry, maybe this has disturbed your life.

Director Luo came to talk to me again, don't worry, my heart is firm, I am willing to dedicate my life to the cause of revolution, but I will never trample on my dignity and freedom in this way.

——Your confidant, Tian Yu"

Han Feng put down the letter and didn't know how to answer for a while.

These free women who advocate the pursuit of ideas in the new era live between the borders of the old era and the new era, constantly changing, and the pain and contradictions during the period can be imagined.

This is a big situation, and Han Feng can't reverse it. The only thing he can do is to enlighten Tian Yu's thoughts in the smoothest way possible. After a long time, Han Feng sat down firmly and began to write a reply.

When Xu Zilin lifted the curtain and walked in, Han Feng just finished writing the last word.

Xu Zilin was puzzled, she saw the opened envelope on the wooden table.

Han Feng naturally heard footsteps outside the regiment headquarters, but he didn't hide anything.

"Old Han, someone wrote to you?"

"Well, Tian Yu wrote it, take a look."

The last three words made Xu Zilin's frown relax. She picked up Tian Yu's letter to Han Feng and read it carefully.

Compared with a person like Han Feng who has future thinking, Xu Zilin was obviously more impacted, and she may also be a woman, so I feel the same way.

Xu Zilin didn't put forward any opinions of her own, she just asked, "Have you written the reply?"

"Well, it's finished."

"I'll help you put it on."

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