my return to life

This is also the biggest reason why Fang Nian finally told Lin Nan that he would "go to work with peace of mind".

It’s easy to make money honestly, but if you want to work part-time, fix holes, or do this or that, the result can easily backfire.

Lin Nan is like this.

In his vague narration, Fang Nian guessed that some part-time jobs lost money.

If Fang Nian were to describe Lin Nan's experience in one sentence.

That is--

The girlfriend was thinking about poetry and distant places, whether to buy Dior lipstick or Chanel perfume, and he was thinking about how to not go hungry for the next meal.

To put it more harshly, Lin Nan and his ex-girlfriend have a higher heart than paper, and they pursued a life that does not belong to them too much...

So Fang Nian chose an awkward plan.

Write an IOU, clear Lin Nan's current credit card bills, ask Lin Nan to pay him back the money on a monthly basis, and remind him to go to work with peace of mind.

At least for the time being, Lin Nan will be as he said: there are no obstacles in life.

As for whether Lin Nan can go to work with peace of mind and stop falling into the consumption trap, etc.

These are not Fangnian things.

Fang Nian didn't even mention asking Lin Nan to cancel the credit card.

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"Some people no matter how much effort they put in and how much they die, they finally find that they are powerless."

Fang Nian whispered to himself.

In Fang Nian's view, Lin Nan is such a person.

From Lin Nan's few words, we know that Lin Nan has made a lot of efforts to pay off the debt.

Such as writing novels, such as distributing advertising leaflets and so on.

It's just a pity that his ex-girlfriend is more vain and ostentatious than he imagined.

Moreover, it can also be seen from the development of Lin Nanyuan's later generations.

He is powerless to make do with marriage, and has no choice but to become a house slave.

Perhaps, this year, Lin Nan has already 'died'...

...Fang Nian's previous experiences were not as complicated as Lin Nan's.

Because he never had a girlfriend.

The reason why Fang Nian felt that Lin Nan was very much like his former self was not complicated.

Fang Nian is more difficult than Lin Nan.

Because Fang Nian can only work part time and part time go to training institutions.

The old Fang’s family has never been rich, and there is only one migrant labor force.

Lin Feng needs to farm at home and take care of Fang Xin as he grows up.

Because grandpa passed away and grandma was alone, Lin Feng could no longer send Fang Xin to grandma's house as before.

Fang Zhengguo has no skills, so he can only make earthen huts.

After finally switching careers to become a programmer, the initial salary was not high.

Unsatisfactory things in life out of ten.

At the age of 23, Fang Nian, like Lin Nan now, got a credit card and was under huge pressure to repay the debt.

It also changed from reading novels to writing novels.

Fortunately, finally struggled out.

Fang Nian also remembered that after getting to know Lu Wei well, they drank afternoon tea together on a weekend and the topic turned to him.

Fang Nian complained about some things.

Like the bad fake intermediary that I have encountered, I almost have no place to live because I cheated the intermediary fee;

For example, when the house expires, the landlord will not refund the deposit of several thousand yuan;

Like a debt owed to oneself.

Fang Nian, who was already writing a novel at the time, finally said.

"It's easy to be born, but difficult to live. Sometimes, people must accept their own powerlessness unconditionally. If you want to bow to life, life doesn't give you a chance at all."

Lu Weiyu replied after a long silence.

"Most people have experienced unsatisfactory lives and experienced ups and downs. These are part of life."

"Just like when I was an intern in college, there were times when I ate the last meal and thought about the next meal..."

"Now that I have come over, think about it, when life has reached the bottom, is it no matter which direction you work hard, you are always going up?"

Fang Nian was silent, thinking about what Lu Weiyu said.

Then, Lu Weiyu looked at Fang Nian and smiled slightly.

"Don't worry, life doesn't necessarily give you opportunities. Just because you haven't achieved success in writing a book now doesn't mean you won't achieve success in the future. Your work is not so good now, but your clients are satisfied with you. Sooner or later life will surprise you. "

Sometimes thinking about it, Fang Nian felt that he lost his soul in Lu Weiyu's smiling eyes again and again.

It is also in chatting again and again that I find the direction of life.

But at the same time, Fang Nian buried his heart deeper again and again...

Fang Nian couldn't explain these truths to Lin Nan.

Because everyone receives different things from this world, there is no way to empathize with them.

Not every effort will be exchanged for hope. Sometimes, wanting to work hard and live well is a powerless thing...

Fang Nian got up from the slope protection wall, jio numb, and made a decision.

As the countdown to 2009 in the lunar calendar began, the annoyance brought about by hearing about life's difficulties disappeared.

"I've been reborn, why don't I be able to ascend to heaven alone?"

"If you don't have a suitable opportunity, create a suitable opportunity. At least you can find a way to make Brother Nan live comfortably..."

Although compared to his previous life, Fang Nian now has no money, no resources, no connections, and he never thought about taking over everything.

But Fang Nian didn't mind helping Lin Nan from the side.

Taking the first route of retreat that he is fully prepared now, no matter what in the future, he can guarantee that Lin Nan will live without worry.

After getting off the slope wall, facing the westward sun, and walking into the warmer house, Fang Nian heard Lin Feng's voice.

"Fang Nian, what do you want to eat tonight? I made braised pork at home. Do you want to steam one and try it first?"

"There's also bacon, beef and ribs, whichever you choose."

Fang Nian laughed: "Let's do a little bit."

Hearing this, Fang Zhengguo got up with a smile and went to prepare.

At this time Fang Xin climbed down from the chair and ran towards Fang Nian holding the candy.

"Brother, brother, do you want to eat this high-grade candy? My aunt brought it back."

Fang Nian bent down and took it: "Okay, I'll try it."

In the evening light, my mother said that the family prepared a lot of dishes for the lively New Year, my father was busy getting up to prepare ingredients, and my sister held up candy and asked if I would like to eat it...

This kind of life is called——

Good things are happening.

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These two chapters are written for myself and many people. Life will surprise everyone sooner or later, and wonderful things are happening!

Chapter 128 New Year's Eve·Reunion

New Year's Eve.

At around five o'clock in the morning, Fang Nian's family got up one after another.

After Fang Zhengguo and Lin Feng washed up, they went into the kitchen.

There was the clanging of pots and pans.

Not long after, uncooked ingredients such as chicken, duck, fish, and other uncooked meals, as well as tribute fruits, were placed on the table under the altar in the hall.

Fang Nian and Fang Xin watched as Fang Zhengbin and Fang Zhengguo were busy.

Soon.

The two burned paper money, incense sticks, and red candles, and began to worship the gods.

Not long after, Fang Zhengbin and Fang Zhengguo each unwound a long whip and wrapped it around the ground in front of their respective houses.

Fang Nian followed to help move the two barrels of fireworks to the edge of the ground.

'Bang bang~'

'Crack crack crack ~'

The sound of fireworks and firecrackers sounded alternately.

This symbolizes the beginning of the official New Year's Eve in the old Fang family.

The tradition has always been like this for many years. In the morning, we first sacrifice and worship the gods, and then prepare breakfast...

...After seven o'clock, Fang Zhengguo brought the last dish 'fried fish' to the dinner table with both hands, and the old Fang's family officially opened for breakfast.

Unlike the reunion dinner in many places in the evening, on New Year's Eve, Tangli's main meal is in the morning.

There will be a few more pairs of bowls and chopsticks on the table.

There will also be a few more chairs than usual.

It means more than every year.

Essential is the fish.

From the early years to the present, the most extravagant dish is still braised meat.

The method is very different from the common pickled meat with preserved vegetables in restaurants in the city:

Choose a piece of fat meat with skin that is about the size of a vegetable bowl, fry, boil, marinate for later use, and then cut into walnut-sized lean meat pieces of varying quantities.

Finally, put the meat in a vegetable bowl, add an appropriate amount of chili powder, cover the piece of fat meat, cover a vegetable bowl, and steam it in a pot.

Most of the time it takes half a day to steam.

The reason why this dish is extravagant is that four or five must be prepared before and after the Chinese New Year.

The second is that the family conditions are slightly better, and each "cooked meat bowl" has to lose a catty of lean meat.

Needless to say, the breakfast on New Year's Eve and the first day of the first month, the lunch for receiving relatives in the second and third year of the junior high school must also be served in this way.

"Come, Fang Nian, Fang Xin, eat fish."

As the head of the family, Fang Zhengguo moved his chopsticks first and picked up a piece of fish for Fang Nian and Fang Xin respectively. The New Year's Eve breakfast officially started.

"..."

This is probably the happiest time for Fang Xin, who can only eat vegetables and not eat.

Sitting in a chair is not quiet, and after a while, he said: "Mom, can I drink juice?"

After getting permission, go for the 1.5L bottle of juice drink.

After a while, he said again: "I want to eat buckwheat."

"chicken……"

"duck……"