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"It's been such a long time since you've been away, have you ever thought about how the two children who are still in junior high school will live?"

【What's wrong with me?Am I blaming them? 】

"Do you know how your brothers and sisters, your children's aunts and uncles will bully them!"

[No, it shouldn't be like this, why should I say such a thing? 】

"You don't know anything! Why do you want to travel here, why are you so unprepared for strangers, why don't you pay attention to your own life..."

【What am I doing】

"Have you ever thought about your own children! Are you still a qualified parent like this!"

The anger continued to rise, and Xia Ren recalled the hardships and grievances he and his sister suffered when they were young, and the sadness of losing their parents.

He wants to confide, wants to vent, wants to question!

If they hadn't come to Shan City, if they had stayed at home honestly and raised themselves...

【I used to be so selfish】

What's wrong with being selfish!

What's wrong with longing for parents to be around!

I just want to live a safe and stable life, I just want to grow up happily,

Just ...

want to……

"What do you know!"

Xia Ji punched the table hard, roaring hysterically.

"Yes!"

"As parents, we are not qualified at all. We even regard our home as a place to torture us, as a hell!"

"We have no way to love our own child, and even treat him as a monster!"

"We escaped, left, never wanting to go back, so what!"

Xia Ji blushed, the veins on his neck were exposed, and his words were full of madness.

"But what do you know!"

"We also want to be a good pair of parents. We have been trying to do it, forcing ourselves to do it, but we just can't do it!"

"We can't do it!"

"We can't love a monster like a child!"

"what do you know!"

Xia Ji questioned Xia Ren over and over again, his eyes were bloodshot, his saliva splashed when he spoke, and he looked completely crazy.

Xia Ren was stunned. Hearing these words, his limbs were cold, and the anger in his heart had already been thrown out of the sky.

Intense, incomprehensible malice enveloped him.

This malice is not aimed at myself, but at the one who used to be,

Xia Ren as a child.

"You said, monster, it's..."

[Don't ask, don't ask, please, don't ask! 】

"Monster, yes, what's going on..."

"Don't talk about it!"

Su Qing scratched her hair with both hands, her face was pale, her eyes were looking at the air in front of her, as if she was watching something extremely terrifying.

"There is nothing wrong with him being our son. When I first saw him, I couldn't throw him away."

"We took him home with our own hands. He is so cute, with small hands and a chubby face, so soft to the touch."

"We let Dong'er call him younger brother, treating him like our own son."

Su Qing fell into memory.

"He has grown up day by day, and we are also very happy."

"If nothing else happens, the joy of raising an adult will always be with us."

"but why……"

"Suddenly one day, we started to be afraid of him, started to fear him."

"It's not right, and we know it's not right, but we can't find the reason, and we can't find the reason anyway."

"Can you imagine that parents are afraid of a child who just entered the third grade? Haha."

Su Qing's speech became faster and faster, and the same madness as Xia Ji began to appear in her eyes.

"We should have loved him!"

"But he is a monster, an abomination in human skin, a devil from the abyss!"

"No, no, he is our son."

Su Qing laughed for a while, and gnashed her teeth for a while, her eyes were fierce, as if she was facing a sworn enemy.

"There must be something wrong with him, we shouldn't be bringing this freak home!"

"No, it's us that's wrong, it's us, he's so cute, he's our son..."

"but……"

"We almost killed him several times, why did we do it, why did we put a kitchen knife on my son's head late at night, why did we want to push him into the subway tracks."

"There must be something wrong with us..."

"If it goes on, he really, really will die."

Chapter 4: Xia Ren is Dead