I just want to copy books quietly

We don't care about deeds.

Saying love is easy.

Whether you love it or not, no one can see it.

We can only watch the action.

And your actions... are clearly disqualified.

……

Su Manxian naturally noticed Du Caige's absent-mindedness.

She stopped.

There was a look of sadness in his eyes.

When the background sound is playing, people will not pay attention; but when the background sound stops, people will notice it.

So Du Caige's attention came back.

Su Manxian's beautiful lips trembled, and there was a sense of sadness in her voice: "Adu!"

It's almost like a drama, tactful and sad, soul-stirring.

Du Caige was unmoved.

"Adu." Of course, Su Manxian felt Du Caige's state, she showed obvious disappointment, and her voice became much colder.

"Speak, I didn't allow you to speak."

"I said a lot, but you didn't pay attention at all. You weren't like this before."

Du Caige felt that his temper was quite good.

But when he heard the other party say that, he still couldn't help but feel a burst of anger rushing straight to his forehead.

How dare this woman mention the past!

He shut his mouth tightly.

When you are angry, what you have to do is not to vent, but to control, not to say or do things that you will regret when you are furious.

After taking a few deep breaths, Du Caige calmed down a little.

He changed his sitting posture, crossed his legs, leaned back against the cold wall, and said expressionlessly: "If you still want to talk to me, don't mention 'the past, the past'. In advance, I turned around and left."

Su Manxian looked at him, raised his hand and gently brushed a strand of short hair, and said with a wry smile, "Okay, I won't mention it. I just think...even if we have some unpleasant moments, we still have some happy times."

Du Caige turned to look at her, and said seriously: "Please don't play the emotional card, it's useless, you know. Besides, I don't care about happy times at all. Life is not born to pursue happiness."

Su Manxian was obviously choked, and soon she showed a very sad smile: "I did miss a lot of things, but I have never been sorry to you. I haven't found another man so far. I don't understand, why Can't you forgive?"

"In 2004, how old was I? I was only 26 years old at that time. I was still young and very ignorant. You know, I debuted at the age of 16 and started filming. Shows, wandering around various studios...the only spare time I have is to go to school and get my high school diploma."

"I don't have time to learn how to be a human being. Compared with my peers, I think you don't understand anything, and your ignorance is like a blank sheet of paper. If you think about it from my perspective, after going through such a thing, I am under a lot of pressure. The company, my family...everything is putting pressure on me. I don't know what to do."

"Under such circumstances, I made a wrong choice. Isn't this a normal thing? No matter how many misunderstandings you have about me, it's because I haven't found another man in the past 4 years, and I haven't had any scandals. , you should give me a chance to listen carefully to what I have to say, right?"

The corners of Du Caige's mouth curled up. In fact, he really wanted to sneer, but he didn't want to show this woman any expression.

Are you as ignorant as a blank sheet of paper?You don't understand anything?You can't be a man?I see you are doing a good job raising fish.

All kinds of methods are perfect.Suspended Lin Ke's appetite without really giving any sweets, maintaining the so-called pure and pure body.

What's the point of saying this now?Do you still expect me to be deceived all the time?

Du Caige recalled what Su Manxian said before.

After all, he has a camera memory. Although he didn't listen carefully at the time, he didn't listen to a word.

But as long as you recall, you can still get them all back.

Su Manxian said a lot, nothing more than "Actually, I didn't think about it back then. The company forced me to break up with you so as not to be affected by you", "In fact, I have always loved you, and I have always loved you all these years. I miss you", "I found out that my world was a big blank after I left you", "I knew I did something wrong and I hurt you, so I never dared to go to you", "There are many people chasing me , I didn't agree because I couldn't let you go", and so on.

Du Caige felt nothing.

For example, just like hearing about Yao Qiyun (Yiyi) before, knowing that this woman is actually very pitiful, her motives are complicated, and so on.

But so what?She still hurt Lin Ke.

So can't forgive.Don't even think about it.

this is not.

In , you see a certain villain, the author gives his inner complex motives, describes the misfortunes he has encountered, and writes out his psychological struggles in detail. This process is commonly known as "whitewashing".

After whitewashing, you will feel that such a villain is more attractive, more attractive than the protagonist (positive character).

For example, Jaime Lannister in A Song of Ice and Fire, "That young man once wanted to be Arthur Dayne, but his fate took a turn and he became the smiling knight." (In fact, there is no protagonist in the world of ice and fire, and no positive role).

For example, Oberstein in The Legend of Yinying is cruel to others and cruel to himself until his death. "The emperor will inevitably pass away. However, the Royankram dynasty must continue. For the future of the dynasty, the earth religion fanatics must be eradicated. For this purpose, I just ask the emperor to help."

Like Snape in Harry Potter, "afterallthistiys".

There are also Saiyan prince Vegeta, Luke Skywalker's father Darth Vader (Anakin Skywalker), Uwen Taku in Scar of the Sky, Sesshomaru in Inuyasha, Uchiha Obito in Hokage... …

but!but!

These are the characters in movies, comics!

The characters in these literary and artistic works can be whitewashed because you don't have any pain.

But if, in reality, someone takes advantage of you, then kicks you away mercilessly, and finally tells you "I have reasons, I have always loved you, if you don't forgive me, it means you are narrow-minded, you are wrong" , she wanted to clean up.

She thinks she is white.

I can fuck you!

Kick it straight away!

The human heart is made of flesh.

When you hurt it, it leaves deep scars on it.

No matter how hard you try to whitewash yourself...even if you do whitewash...those scars won't go away.

What's more, you don't have to wash.

When Du Caige was on Earth, he once read a very popular entertainment book "That Star Comes from Earth", which he followed for a long time.

As a result, after seeing the later stage, I found that the author has been trying to whitewash the supporting actress "Weng Nanxi" who once abandoned the protagonist.

What is there to wash?

And it is describing Weng Nanxi's regret, discovering the excellence of the protagonist, and discovering that she still cares about the protagonist, desperately trying to get her love back...

In fact, love is a thing, it's over when it's over.

There are so many things worth pursuing in the world.

Why stay in a relationship all the time?

Du Caige asked himself, if because of him, all the girls around him would leave him in the end.

Including Duan Xiaochen, Yan Yingzhen and so on.

He will definitely feel a little sad and regretful, but he is also sure that he will never look back and try to restore it.

If you have this time, do something else, make a movie, write a book, isn't it delicious?

He definitely doesn't take the time to try and clean himself up.

As an artist, he actually longs for love, but he doesn’t believe in any eternal love in the world. He thinks that love will only shine for a moment, like fireworks blooming, and then it will become long-term companionship and family affection.

So he can understand, but can't empathize with the feeling of being desperate and giving everything for love.

Love only blooms for a moment, and only art is eternal.

There is something wrong with finite life not being used to pursue eternal art, but to pursue love that is as fleeting as flowers and cannot be preserved for a long time.

Bring your attention back to the present moment.Du Caige thought that Su Manxian probably had the kind of mentality of "the one who is loved is confident, and the one who can't get it is always agitated", thinking that all she needs is a few soft words, a few tears, or an affectionate hug. A fiery kiss can make yourself change your mind.

Du Caige doesn't have much experience with women.

Even on earth, he was once married; after divorce, he stepped on two boats and dated two girlfriends at the same time.

But in fact, he didn't spend much time with them.

He spends most of his time studying movies and appreciating literature and art and everything related to movies.

He doesn't understand women.

But he was very clear that he was tired of Su Manxian and didn't want to talk to her.

But she will be entangled again.

Chapter 423 Don't talk about money, can't you still talk about feelings?

"Actually, I listened carefully to what you said." Du Caige, who has a camera memory, easily repeated what she said before, and then said, "But these have nothing to do with me. You said you did something wrong? No, actually It's not a question of right or wrong."

"There is no right or wrong in love. You are entangled in right and wrong, just because you know very well that I don't love you a long time ago, and you don't love me anymore. You are not convinced and want to make it clear. But in fact , since we don’t love each other anymore, when we look at each other, we just hate each other. It’s wrong to say one more thing.”

"So why do you still come to pester me? Let's get together and break up."

"I know you don't like it, but you have to learn to accept it, it's the truth. There was once a beautiful set of china in front of you. You didn't cherish it. You broke it. Now you want to glue it back together? Sorry , Impossible. All you can do is throw it away, and don't let its fragments hurt your hands."

When Du Caige said this, he was very calm and did not ridicule, but was very sincere.

I guess Su Manxian also understood, and finally understood Du Caige's determination.

If Du Caige yelled, she might think that Du Caige hadn't let go and was still struggling in her heart.

But Du Caige was so calm, obviously he really saw it through and let it go.

So she didn't act any more, but tears were silently flowing down her delicate cheeks.

Du Caige sat with her for a while.

Su Manxian shed tears quietly for a while, then took out a pack of tissues from her bag, took out one and wiped her eyes and face carefully.

He took out a small mirror and looked at it.

Then he raised his head and looked at Du Caige pleadingly: "I understand. I won't pester you anymore. It's just... can you hug me again?"

Du Caige did not hesitate at all, and refused with a smile: "No."

Suman froze.She was actually advancing by retreating, and she wanted to wait for Du Caige to hug her before asking him "Can you kiss me again."

Then he continued the routine of Du Caige smoothly.

As a result, Du Caige didn't play his cards according to the routine.

Su Manxian smiled wryly: "I didn't realize before that you are so heartless."

"Hundreds of women I've slept with and broken up with know that I'm unfeeling, but you don't." Du Caige didn't hesitate to blackmail himself at this time.

When Su Manxian was speechless, Du Caige said again: "If you want me to write songs for you, there is no problem, as long as you follow my rules, you can give as much as you want. My Who is the song sold to and not sold?"

Su Manxian's cheeks twitched, looking uncomfortable: "This is the relationship we have now? Can we only talk about money?"

"If you don't talk about money, can't you still talk about feelings? I thought about it, and there is no relationship to talk about."

Du Caige wondered if Su Manxian would be stabbed by such words.

He didn't want to provoke her, but he just hoped that she could recognize the reality - we have no friendship at all, and ex-boyfriends and ex-girlfriends are actually no better than strangers.

So, don't expect me to let you take advantage of my old relationship, that's impossible.Because there is no old love.

Suman rolled his eyes at him, then took out the small bag of cosmetics from the bag, added a little powder, and repainted the lipstick.

She did it very slowly. In my impression, Adu liked to watch her do this before.

He always said, when you do this, your neck looks very slender, like a white swan, I want to watch you quietly like this until eternity.

At that time, she often sneered in her heart.

I don't know how many women you've said that to.Coax the devil to go.

But now, she wanted to hear him say it again, but she couldn't hear it.

The boy's heart is like iron.

She watched Adu secretly from the corner of her eyes, but to her disappointment, Adu didn't even give half of his eyes, and never looked at her at all.

Su Manxian sighed helplessly.