full-time artist

This is half my mother's life.

But there is a voice in He Xi's heart saying that the only person in this world you don't have to feel guilty about is your mother.

……

The mountain of books was still shaking in front of He Xi's eyes.

Finally one day.

As soon as He Xi arrived home, her mother happily said that several sets of books had been bought, and they belonged to the xx library.

When Xia Qunfang spoke, she proudly flashed the money in her hand.

However, when He Xi went, the administrator said that this set of books was not listed in the catalog, nor could it be found on the mathematics bookshelf.

He Xi said that it must be there, it must be not registered, please look for it again.

The administrator couldn't help it, so he had to go to the bookshelf to look again, and finally found a set.

At this moment, He Xi felt that he was about to pass out. He breathed in the fragrance of the ink, and gently stroked the surface of the book with trembling hands, as if stroking his own life. Huge tears fell on the title page.

Why is this book in the literature category?

The administrator suddenly grabbed the book and violently opened the cover, and then became annoyed: "This is not our book, it has no seal. That's right, it must have been stuffed in by that crazy woman who broke in yesterday and said she was looking for someone. "

The administrator threw the book on the ground angrily:

"I just said she was crazy, I thought we couldn't find out."

He Xi was dumbfounded.

He didn't know how he got home, as if the whole person fell apart.

As soon as you enter.

Xia Qunfang pointed to the shrinking book mountain with a smile on her face and said, "Today, the city library bought two more volumes, as well as Shuguang Middle School and Yuying Primary School..."

He Xi was in a trance.

My mind felt like it was going to explode.

……

Lao Kang came back for a trip.

He Xi went to see the other party.

When talking about how to repay the debt, Lao Kang suddenly sneezed: "The air in Qinzhou is too bad."

between words.

Lao Kang took out a handkerchief to wipe his nose.

On the handkerchief is a clear river, and there are white snowflakes floating in the sky.

……

【"Old Kang sneezed." He Xi's friend Lao Mai scratched his head and said, "Then He Xi went crazy. I don't understand what happened, anyway, that's what I saw. It's really evil."

"Later." Psychiatrist Liu Kuzhou stared expectantly at the nagging old Mai.

"He Xi rushed over and pinched Lao Kang's nose, telling you to blow it. He even snatched Lao Kang's handkerchief."

Old Mai smiled wryly, "After grabbing it, he put his face on it and kissed over and over again."

Lao Mai shook his head in disgust, "It was covered with sticky snot. After that, he stopped talking, not saying a word. No matter what others say."]

The doctor said it would be difficult to treat.

Lao Mai told Xia Qunfang in a low voice.

But Xia Qunfang didn't hear this sentence.

All her thoughts were on He Xi.

From the moment she saw He Xi, her gaze changed, becoming stable and firm.

He Xi was right in front of her, and her son was right in front of her, which made her feel at ease for no reason.

Her mood was very different from a few minutes ago.

He Xi stopped talking, he pursed his lips tightly, closed his communication with the world, and it seemed that he might not be able to speak in the future.

But what does it matter?

He Xi could not speak when she was born.

In Xia Qunfang's eyes, He Xi is just like when he was a child, so obedient and so quiet that it hurts.

……

He Xi went crazy.

Nobody knows how he got mad.

Perhaps it was because of that handkerchief that became the last straw that broke the camel's back.

See here.

Chen Le was also a little dazed.

This is the last two pages of the story.

However, Chen Le had no idea how this story would end.

It's crazy! ?

Is the protagonist He Xi crazy, or the author Chu Kuang? ?

Why do you write like this?

No hope, no light, no reversal!

He Xi bet her whole life, but ended up going crazy!

Looking at this issue from the perspective of a science fiction writer, Chen Le couldn't understand!

Do not!

Even if he saw this as a pure reader, Chen Le couldn't understand it at all!

Such a tone of despair!

What's the point of such a story?

Perhaps all meanings will be answered at the end.

Chen Le's fingers trembled inexplicably, and he opened the remaining two pages.

next moment.

Suddenly.

Chen Le's eyes were wide open, and his breathing was extremely short!

A huge shock suddenly enveloped his body, he could feel a tingling sensation coming from the depths of his scalp, and goosebumps scrambled out!

……

Heartbroken.

season finale.

[I am He Hongwei.

I haven't seen a single guest lately, despite the feverish intensity of attention surrounding this epoch-making event.

In the past two days, I have been writing a material.

In fact, I just wrote down the names of a few people, together with a brief explanation, but every time I wrote a word, my heart would roll through a long sigh, and when I wrote the name of the last person, I could hardly hold my hand pen.

Now I stand on the highest podium in the scientific community with such a material of less than half a page.

It's hard to say too much about my award-winning projects.

Because I and the laboratory I lead won the award because of the Grand Unified Field Equation.

This is the greatest scientific dream of mankind.

In a sense, it is the ultimate of human cognition...]

I!

it's me!

No.1 in the novel is called perspective, the ubiquitous "I" who has witnessed He Xi's life.

however.

Chen Le has never overly thought about who this "I" is, but only considers it a writing method to present God's perspective.

Now Chen Le understands!

This "I" is He Hongwei from the distant future. With He Xi's "Microcontinuum Theory", he has made epoch-making progress in science and technology!

In order to understand the creation background of "Microcontinuum Theory".

He Hongwei went back to the past through the space-time machine to witness He Xi's life.

And this moment.

Standing on the highest podium in the future scientific community, he said emotionally: "Without He Xi, the completion of the grand unified theory will be far away."

150 years ago.

He Xi completed the microcontinuum theory independently, and he was a lonely explorer at that time.

150 years later.

This scientific research achievement was carried forward by He Hongwei, and finally led to the birth of the grand unified field theory equation!

On the stage.

He Hongwei said emotionally:

"And it is purely because of his mother that the "Micro-Sequence Original" has been preserved to this day, and of course this was not her original intention.

At the beginning, she just wanted to coax her son and relieve him from the pain.

Thinking about it now, she must have faintly realized that tragedy was about to happen with a mother's intuition, and how much she wanted to prevent it from the mother's perspective.

At her level, she didn't even know what was written in it, or what kind of book it was. That's why she secretly put this shining and immortal masterpiece in the library building of an elementary school.

From an outsider's point of view, her behavior would have seemed ridiculous.

But she's just conforming to the whims of a mother.

All she has ever known is that her child is good, and that is what her good child chooses to do.

I don't deny that "Micro-Continuous Originals" was meaningless to He Xi's era, but what I just want to say is that you shouldn't pay too much attention to some things, and you shouldn't ask them to grow beautiful Leaves and flowers come.

Because they are roots.

This is what a mother taught me.

Mothers never ask for anything in return from their children, but please believe that our lovely child will eventually repay his mother. "

in the novel.

He Xi did not speak for the next 20 years.

Doctors said he had completely lost his ability to speak.

But He Hongwei obtained a recording, which was later recorded by the hospital as a medical record before He Xi died.

It was only two days since his mother died.

"We will never know whether this is because He Xi lost his support after his mother passed away, or whether he is crazy, but subconsciously insists on living a little longer than his mother. This may be the only way he can repay his mother." The way, let us listen to it next."

The recording was played on the top podium.

The background sound is very loud and many people are talking.

There appeared to be several doctors present.

"Give up." A deep voice sounded.

"He's hopeless. It's [-]:[-]. Write down the time."