The villain: the memory is exposed, making the empress cry for forgiveness

Basically, after the story is finished, the book is estimated to be about 50 words long, so how can you enjoy reading it to your heart's content.

Speeding up the pace can make the book score rise faster in the early stage.

However, you can't go far, and you can't write long.

So, I think, to write novels, to write novels at the starting point, it is better to grow slowly.

Write long, write well, write well, write more than a million words, and stick to it.

Tell the story line in your mind and hone your writing skills.

Describe the story of Lin Yuan's growth and fetters well to hone the plot.

If it is slow, it will lose many readers in the early stage, not to mention that it is still a new book PK, follow-up reading is very important.

But I will still write stories according to the ideas in my mind.

If you really will lose follow-up reading, just lose it.

Because I'm just a jerk.

Just two years ago, at the starting point, I insisted on writing more than 20 words, and my application for signing a contract was rejected several times.

You can't even sign a contract, and you can't even be called a street writer.

In the past two years, in my spare time, I have thought about many different plots and conceived various characters on and off.

How many times have internal submissions been rejected by editors, and how many useless scraps have been accumulated.

Even I can't count or remember.

The only thing that left a deep impression on me was that every time I made an introjection, I felt anxious and waited hard.

In the end, I got it in the mailbox:

I'm sorry that your work does not meet the signing standards. You may consider transferring it to other editors or publishing it directly.

Such similar sentences.

Every time I see it, every time I look forward to it, I get deeper and deeper despair.

Even in the end, I doubted myself repeatedly whether I was really a waste.

No matter how many starting codes you want to come out, it's the same, and you can't even sign the contract.

Is it really not suitable for writing a book?

Are you really going to give up on your dreams?

Is it really that difficult to sign a contract?

I still remember my book that didn't get signed.

The name of the main character, of course, is Lin Yuan. I really can't let go of my feelings and obsession with the first book in my life.

At that time, I didn't know internal investment, I didn't know anything, I was a pure novice, a pure newcomer author.

From the complacency of publishing the book at the beginning, to the torment of waiting for the website to be short.

I have to open the writer's assistant dozens of times a day, waiting for the signing site to be short.

1 words, 2 words, 3 words, 5 words will not come for a long time.

Boil, stay up to 10 words to apply for the initiative, refuse the visa, and be hit.

carry on.

The 7-day voluntary application cool-down period has passed, apply again, refuse the visa again, and be hit again.

It's okay, come again.

Apply again, refuse visa again, and get hit again.

Apply again, refuse visa again, and get hit again.

Apply again, refuse visa again, and get hit again.

Until I reached 20 characters, I still refused to sign. There was really no way to finish the book.

I reflect, I calm down, I admit my shortcomings, I learn from experience, and I work hard.

I persist, I learn, I can't sign from the first book, and I don't give up.

After graduating from university in 19 years, more than two years have passed in a flash, coding while working, pursuing dreams.

I was ridiculed by many people along the way.

Really laugh.

I was angry, I wanted to refute, but I couldn't say a word.

Because what evidence should I use to refute it?

Take this text written like a puddle of mud?

Take this empty-handed dream of writing?

Take this 20-word novel with no grades to refute it?

Yes, I was powerless to refute it then, and even now.

But can I really not write it?

Do I really not have that ability?

If I can't, why am I still struggling like this.

Struggling desperately, delusional, looking forward to, working hard, insisting on writing the story in your heart?

When did writing a novel become my life dream?

And what is my original intention?

In real life, I don't talk much, and I like to read novels in my spare time.

I like to think, I like to imagine many things, and my imagination is overflowing.

So I really want to write, tell, and share the stories and the world in my head, and my thoughts and feelings about many things in this world.

This feeling fascinates me deeply.

I long to connect with people, to be recognized.

I hope that I can write stories that touch people's hearts and make people good.

I want to describe it in words and have something to convey to others.

And I want to touch people's hearts with this, and get a sense of satisfaction that others can't recognize and understand, and feel sincere joy.

Use this as interest and motivation to write down, and continue to write down.

Even if not recognized by others.

Even if you are treated differently.

Even if it is considered abnormal.

Even if it is seen as a joke.

Still keep on writing.

Never flinch, never give up, struggle desperately...

I vow to turn this delusion that only belongs to me into a real proof one day.

This is my original intention.

I love reading novels, I am hungry and thirsty, and I am fantasized and moved by other people's stories time and time again.

The charm of words is so fascinating.

The interest in reading drives me to want to be a mason of words, to build my own high-rise buildings.

Love words, write novels, and prove that you have this ability.

This is a dream that must be fulfilled no matter what and cannot be given up no matter what.

So when others unanimously deny.

When few people understand and support it, it is even more impossible to give it up like this, and it is even more important to realize it as soon as possible.

Because I always feel.

I should, I probably, I might, still have a little bit, a little bit, the ability to write novels.

So in the past two years, I only studied how to become a signed author.

I am no longer the novice who just entered the industry and didn't understand anything.

I have never expected how many people will like my story and how many people will read it.

As long as you can sign a contract, stick to it.

Don't care about dreams or not, even if you can't sign a contract, what is your original intention.

Who's the first book, don't want me to write my heart by hand, just write what's in my heart?

But is there a way?

Can't even sign the contract, who will look at it?

So I know that there is such a forum as Longkong.

So I knew, I was going to follow popular topics.

So I knew, and I was going to follow suit.

OK, I follow suit.

Well, signed, happy.

Well, test the waters, excited.

Well, someone watched it, satisfied.

Well, someone commented, happy.

Well, some people like it, some people spray it, accept it.

Because all of these are things that I dreamed of before, and I couldn't even ask for them.

I didn't cry when I wrote about Lin Yuan's suffering.

When writing about Lin Yuan's life and death, I put myself in it, my eyes were a little teary, and my eyes were hazy.

When writing about Yun Wuyue's cruelty, it got worse and she shed a little tears, but she could bear it.

But when I write these words, I really can't stretch myself.

Every time I type a paragraph or two, I have to wipe my tears and blow my nose with a piece of paper.

Otherwise, your eyes will be blurry and you will not be able to see the screen clearly.

Otherwise, the snot will flow to the mouth.

I'm not afraid of being laughed at by you.

I'm in such a mess right now.

So you really can't imagine that, when I saw in the mailbox:

You can sign a contract and add me on qq.

During these eight short words, that kind of dancing, that kind of ecstasy.

Because it is a kind of deep joy from the heart to be recognized.

Because it was a kind of feeling: ah, my writing dream, is it really possible to realize the joy.

Because that is the most lofty dream of a person, on a spiritual level.

I am more excited than knowing any news, and more satisfied than having anything I want to have.

Being able to sign a contract is my only extravagant wish as a rookie author.

So I don't have too high pursuit of the book's grades, I just want to write the stories in my heart.

I have a job, I don't write for a living.