The villain: the memory is exposed, making the empress cry for forgiveness

"Only the Emperor of Yan Kingdom, Crown Prince Yan Ren, and a group of monks from the Kingdom of Yan remained until the end."

Qin Zhimu complained like a complaint, crying blood every word.

"Prince Yan has taken a fancy to me, and he refuses to retreat the monks who are making trouble everywhere, just to force the emperor to agree to my marriage with him."

"Geographically, the country of Yan is located in the north of the country of Qin. Because the country is adjacent to each other, it has continuously launched wars of aggression on the border for nearly a hundred years."

"Even the Allied Forces of the Six Nations jointly divided up the land and resources of the Qin Dynasty, and it was the Yan State who joined forces and facilitated it."

Lin Yuan picked up the teacup, took a sip of the tea, and listened quietly to Qin Zhimu's story.

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Chapter 63

"In terms of national strength, Qin State is no match for Yan State, otherwise the front line will not retreat steadily, and the border will not be eroded little by little."

Qin Zhimu held the teacup in both hands, feeling the heat from his palms.

"Young master and I have come from Shiwan Dashan, and we have seen first-hand how cruel war is."

Lin Yuan nodded. Walking all the way from the border, what he saw was indeed that the road had dry bones and the people's livelihood was dying.

"Those two years ago, Qin State, which was ransacked by the Allied Forces of the Six Nations, let alone how to contend with Yan State."

Qin Zhimu continued.

"As long as Yan State wants to make trouble and annex Qin State's territory completely, it won't take long."

"Because of this, they have the bargaining chip to negotiate with the father."

When Qin Zhimu said this, Lin Yuan could already predict how the situation would develop.

It is nothing more than to use a girl's happiness for the rest of her life to gamble the short-term peace of a dynasty.

Is this transaction worthwhile for the precarious Qin Dynasty...?

"So, did your father agree to Yan Guo's conditions?"

Lin Yuan's tone also became serious.

He didn't expect that the princess in front of him, who looked carefree on the outside and innocent on the inside, would have such an unknown past.

"No."

Qin Zhimu shook her head slightly, tears welled up in her eyes.

"Father has regarded me as the jewel in his palm since he was a child, and he loves me like a mountain. How can he be willing to use me as a bargaining chip to negotiate with the enemy country."

"Then..." Lin Yuan pondered.

"It's me, voluntarily."

Qin Zhimu clenched her hands tightly, her lips turned white from being bitten.

"But the world only knows that Crown Prince Yan has a deep love for Princess Qin."

"I only know that the Princess of the Qin Dynasty and the Crown Prince of the Yan Kingdom have mutual admiration."

She closed her eyes tightly, holding back the tears that were about to overflow.

"I only know that the two countries, Qin Yan and Qin Yan, are in perfect harmony, and they will forever be good friends."

"But I don't know, in order to get everything that seems peaceful and peaceful on the surface..."

Speaking of this, Qin Zhimu's voice trembled so much that it was almost hard to hear.

"For all of this, the princess who seemed to have found a lover, how much awareness did she make and how much sacrifice did she make?"

"Let me ask which daughter's family in the world is willing to take their own life's happiness as a bet for negotiation."

"Willing to give up my longing for the future."

"Willing to put aside my own pursuit, my own selfishness."

"Facing such a choice calmly."

Qin Zhimu's shoulders twitched violently.

Confidentially speaking to Lin Yuan, she seemed to have returned to that day two years ago.

Two years ago, standing at the negotiating table.

Standing in front of the crown prince of Yan Kingdom, Yan Ren.

The day when I was swept up and down by that frenzied, obsessed, and shocked eyes, which contained all kinds of eyes like a bottomless abyss.

In that kind of eyes that seemed to burn her body, it seemed that every inch of her body was seen through and seen through.

She was seen shaking all over her body.

Trembling, he scribbled on the thin paper marriage letter, and signed Qin Yan's agreement that he would not fight for a hundred years.

No one can understand.

She was only 14 years old at the time, what kind of mood was she in, and what kind of determination was she carrying.

Signed the marriage contract that determines the fate of life.

"Just because, as the princess of the Qin Dynasty, I can't afford to refuse."

Qin Zhimu slowly opened her eyes, and there were already two long tear marks on both sides of her cheeks.

"The future of a woman, and the fate of a dynasty, even if I don't want it in every way, so what?"

"Even if I am unwilling in every possible way?"

"Faced with such a difficult choice, do I really have the freedom to choose?"

"Do I really have the right to refuse at will?"

Qin Zhimu looked at Lin Yuan dully.

She didn't say any more, and she couldn't say any more.

She sat quietly on the spot, as if her soul had come out of her body.

She doesn't know why.

Why can she, who seldom goes out and rarely communicates with others, be able to say so much to Lin Yuan at once.

I just feel that after saying it, the sadness in my heart that I am about to part with the boy in front of me seems to be relieved a lot.

But there is another feeling in my heart, which has been buried in the bottom of my heart, and I have never told others, that kind of inexplicable sadness.

The air in the room completely stagnated at this moment.

The time was terribly quiet, and only the sound of the heartbeat, which gradually became the same as the two frequencies, could be heard.

Outside the imperial palace, the turbulent crowd also quieted down.

Including Empress Zhimu herself, no one expected it, nor could it have been imagined at all.

The marriage contract between Qin Zhimu and the Crown Prince of Yan State came about in this way.

It turned out that it was forcibly settled down by the Emperor of Yan and the Prince of Yan with a method that was close to coercion.

It turned out that according to the rumors, the diplomatic relations between the two dynasties between Qin and Yan, and the eternal friendship was achieved entirely with the happiness of a young girl in the second half of her life.

It turned out that the princess of the Qin Dynasty and the Crown Prince of the Yan Kingdom had no mutual love at all.

You only need to look at the tear-stained appearance of Qin Zhimu when she was a girl in the picture, and you can know it.

If it's not about the world, it's to protect the safety of the country.

If it weren't for being a princess, she would be involved in this political dispute.

She was completely reluctant to marry into a foreign country.

To marry a man who doesn't know his temperament and become a political victim.

Even though the other party's status is the prince of the dynasty, his status is honorable.

But this is still too cruel for a young girl.

A speck of dust from the times, a speck of dust from the country, falling on a person is like a mountain.

Can't resist, can't breathe.

After listening to this, some female monks in the crowd unconsciously tried to put themselves into it.

Substitute yourself into Qin Zhimu's identity, and treat Prince Yan as an unknown man with no temperament.

But one by one, they found that they were absolutely unable to do this kind of behavior of sacrificing the small self to achieve the big self.

Even if they will become eternal sinners for the collapse of the dynasty, even if they will be cast aside by all people and be ashamed because of it.

It is really too painful to make a choice like Qin Zhimu's, and it is impossible to deal with it calmly.

All the monks looked at Empress Zhimu on the spirit boat.

But he found that the expression on her face had changed.

The hatred towards Emperor Qing in his eyes was temporarily faded away, and even the remembrance of Prince Yan just now was swept away.

Now, she is almost dazed, with an innocent look.

In the eyebrows, there is a bit of pain and patience.

Everyone's heart skipped a beat.

In their minds, the same feeling they had when they witnessed the Qing Emperor digging bones for Yun Wuyue.

Is all of this the same as before, with something else hidden?

Maybe the Qing Emperor didn't want to win love with a sword at all, tearing apart the infatuated mandarin ducks alive.

Instead, it is saving a young girl's happiness and giving her the freedom she wants.

But if this is the case, why does Empress Zhimu herself seem to remember nothing.

Why be kept in the dark.

Why do you have a monstrous hatred for the Qing Emperor who killed the Crown Prince of the Yan Kingdom?

……

(Yan Ren, must die!)

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Chapter 64 The Revenge of Exterminating the Gate, Burning Cangyan Valley

"Everyone in Daqin should be proud of you."

The voice of the young Emperor Qing brought everyone's attention back to the screen.

The tea was already cold, Lin Yuan raised his head and drank the tea in the cup in one gulp.

"I believe that there is hardly any woman in the world who can sacrifice herself resolutely like you."

Lin Yuan looked at Qin Zhimu with admiration and concern in his tone.

"In terms of marriage, have you ever known each other?"

"I think, he is the crown prince of the Yan Kingdom, and you are the princess of the Qin Dynasty."

"If you marry in the past, as a princess, you shouldn't suffer any grievances, right?"

Qin Zhimu's dull eyes fluctuated.

She looked at Lin Yuan, but shook her head without answering.

But that fluctuating gaze is enough to explain everything.

"It doesn't look like a kind..."