I, after failing the college entrance examination, went to cultivate immortality.

[But actually thinking about it now, it’s quite interesting when I get along with you, especially when I’m teasing you, when I see you getting angry, I almost can’t help laughing when I think about it, but the confiscation of food is still Very shameful!Despise you! 】

Lynn pouted.

[But... if I could be given a chance to choose, I still want to stay here forever. Even if I don’t do anything every day, I’d be very, very happy, but I know this is impossible, and I also want to stay here forever. I'm going to leave, and then become another person, even if we meet in the future, it will definitely not be possible to get along like now...]

[So I couldn't help crying that day, it was really embarrassing, by the way, there is one more thing! 】

[Actually... I already knew that I was not pregnant, it's just... just the result of eating too much, but I just don't want to admit defeat in front of you, because you will definitely laugh at me vigorously at that time, as long as I think of your This expression makes me very angry! 】

[But seriously... I really... really wanted a baby, at least for a while at the beginning, I felt very happy, I felt like I was giving birth to a new life, I became A mother of a child... But I know that this is impossible, impossible here, and also... impossible in reality...]

[I will definitely become a strange girl, and I will definitely not cause trouble for you like now, and even my feelings for you will definitely be weak... Although it is a pity, I still sincerely wish you sincerely... 】

【I wish you happiness!Lynn! 】

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Chapter 687 But I'm Still Here

A very, very long paragraph...

Lynn watched silently, as if some emotion was churning in his chest for a moment, but he didn't know what it was.

He shook hands, turned his head, sighed, and walked towards the villa.

lEven Lin Xiaozhang has already seen that Lin En is in a bad mood at this moment.

She followed him quickly, walking side by side with him, turning her head from time to time to look at Lin En's face from the corner of her eye.

"Lynn, are you unhappy?" She asked innocently.

Lin En came back to his senses, then shook his head and said, "No, I'm very happy."

"Liar." Lin Xiaozhang said earnestly, "Unhappy words have been written all over your face!"

Lynn smiled wryly, shook his head, didn't know what to say, and just walked forward.

Soon he returned to his villa, the inside was the same as in the morning, nothing had changed, the only difference was that it was empty and lonely.

Lynn sat down on the sofa where he would sit and rest every day, silently looking at the coffee table in front of him.

There was silence all around, and the silent people seemed to be able to vaguely hear the sound of their own heartbeat.

"It's getting dark!" Lynn said sadly.

Normally, as soon as this time came, those girls would swarm in from the outside, and then disperse to every corner of the villa in an instant.

And all chatting very loudly! !

Imagine the feeling of having 50+ girls chirping and releasing noise in your ears.

When Lin En was impatient with the noise, he could only put on earplugs, stare at his glasses, and read a book patiently.

Very noisy!

Very nasty bunch of guys!

But today, it was extraordinarily quiet.

Lynn took a deep breath, glanced out the window, silently picked up his book, and flipped through it.

He was thinking, sometimes this person is really cheap.

When some things are there, you will feel very impatient, but when you get used to it and suddenly there is no such thing, you will feel melancholy again.

Man, what a cheap creature.

He looked at the book for a long time, and he didn't know how long it took, until the sky was completely dark.

In fact, he was not reading a book, but just staring at the words on the book in a daze.

In fact, it's not uncomfortable, it's just that there is an indescribable feeling suppressed in my heart, and it's hard to get rid of him.

The lively scenes of the past emerged again before his eyes, and many scenes were reversed in front of his eyes, just like watching a movie.

It's absurd, ridiculous, but funny.

But when I raised my head, there was silence around me, not even a light...

He took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and leaned on the sofa.

I don't know how long it has been like this, he seems to have fallen into a deep sleep.

Until suddenly, he felt as if a hand grabbed his wrist, which was very warm.

He slowly opened his eyes, but he saw that Lin Xiaozhang was sitting beside him, holding his hand with two small hands. blanket.

"I'm sorry..." Lin En rubbed his temples, and said, "I accidentally fell asleep, what do you want to eat, I'll make it for you..."

"I've already done it." Lin Xiaozhang held his hand and said cautiously: "I just dare not wake you up."

Only then did Lynn see that there was already a steaming bowl of noodles on the table at this moment.

Sprinkled with a little shallot, it looks delicious.

Lin En couldn't help laughing, and said, "Xiao Zhang, can you still make noodles?"

"I didn't do well." Lin Xiaozhang said seriously, "But I have worked hard."

Lin En didn't know whether to laugh or cry, stretched out his hand to take the steaming bowl of noodles, picked up the chopsticks, and took a delicious bite under Lin Xiaozhang's uneasy gaze.

"How is it!" Lin Xiaozhang sat up straight, his eyes full of anticipation.

Lin En savored it carefully and said, "Well, it's very good. If you replace the laundry with salt, it should taste better."

Lin Xiaozhang was startled, opened his eyes wide, and asked in doubt: "Is there any difference between the two?!"

Lynn explained: "One is something to eat, and the other is something that will die if you eat it!"

Lin Xiaozhang nodded ignorantly, indicating that he understood.

Soon under Lin Xiaozhang's gaze, Lin En ate up all the noodles in the bowl, then opened his mouth, and spit out a bubble by the way.

Lin Xiaozhang said nervously: "Is it better now? Lin En, you have always been unhappy..."

Lin En burped, and bubbles came out of his mouth one by one. He said sadly: "It's much better, I feel transparent all at once!"

Lin Xiaozhang looked at him seriously, then held his hand as before.

But this time she fell silent and sat there with her head bowed.

Neither of them spoke, only the candles on the table were still burning.

"Lynn..."

"Ok?"

"When we return to the real world, will we really become another person?"

Lin En was stunned, looking at Xiao Zhang who suddenly fell silent, there was some brilliance in his eyes that he couldn't understand, it seemed to be lonely, or something else.

For a long time, Lin Xiaozhang should be regarded as the most optimistic among all the girls.

Even when those girls fell into that kind of negative emotion and couldn't extricate themselves, only Xiaozhang was still the same as before, thinking about nothing, as if he could see everything.

Lynn smiled wryly, then shook his head, and said, "No, haven't I told you before? If you don't believe me, you can use the tower to get in touch..."

"I know Lynn, you are a liar." Lin Xiaozhang suddenly interrupted her, and said in a low voice:

"You just don't want to make your sisters too sad, so you deliberately use that kind of thing to comfort them. In fact, those are all fake, right?"

Lynn was stunned.

For a moment, he didn't know what to say.

Lynn fell silent.

Lin Xiaozhang smiled, still as good-looking as before, and said: "Actually, Xiaozhang has already seen it! How can such clumsy things be hidden from the clever Xiaozhang?"

She straightened her chest, with a smug expression on her face, and the dull hair on her head was beating even more.

Lynn smiled wearily, lowered his head, looked at the ground, and said:

"Yeah, you're smart, Xiaozhang..."

He stared blankly at the ground.

It's just that after an unknown amount of time, he felt the girl next to him suddenly leaning over and hugging his shoulders.

She leaned her head on his shoulder from behind and buried her face in his shoulder.

"Don't be like this!" Xiaozhang's choked voice came from next to his ear.

"Obviously so many sisters have already left, and obviously you are the only one left by Xiaozhang's side, why do you still torture me like this!"

"I'm just trying to be cheerful, and I want you to be cheerful too. Do you really not know how scared I am when you show such an expression?"

she cried.

"Obviously I'm still here, even if the sisters have become other people, but I'm still here!"

Chapter 688 It Should Be Tomorrow

Lynn was startled.

Hearing Lin Xiaozhang's crying voice, Lin En suddenly recovered from the previous negative emotions.

He turned his head to look at Lin Xiaozhang with red eyes, with mixed feelings in his heart.

That's right.

She was right, this time she was wrong.

Their departure is basically an unchangeable fact.

If I still want to immerse myself too much in the parting past and can't extricate myself, what's the point?

I am an immortal cultivator, and the most important thing in cultivating immortality is to cultivate one's heart.

If you can't even pass this level, what else can you talk about?

Lin En took a deep breath, then touched Lin Xiaozhang's head, and said:

"Sorry to worry you, you are right!"

Lynn smiled and said, "You're still there."

Indeed, during this period of time, I have indeed been ignoring Lin Xiaozhang, maybe because she has always been carefree and does not have the sentimentality of those girls, so I ignored her unintentionally.

But looking at Lin Xiaozhang's red eyes, Lin En felt a pain in his heart.

In fact, the carefreeness she has been trying to present to herself these days is probably also to prevent herself from worrying, so she deliberately showed it.

Lin Xiaozhang wiped his red eyes vigorously, and said: "Yes, Lin Xiaozhang is still there, and he will definitely leave later than Lin En! So I will always be with you, don't you sad!"

Lynn nodded, stroked her hair, and said, "No more."

indeed.

Obviously there are people around me, and obviously I am not the only one left, even if it is for Lin Xiaozhang, I shouldn't continue to be immersed in that kind of emotion.

Like she said, there is still a long time before they can leave Gensokyo.

Life has to go on, so why feel sorry for yourself?

What surprised Lin En was that from the second day on, Lin Xiaozhang was no longer as naughty as before.

Although stupid, but still trying to learn a variety of things.

For example, under Lynn's guidance, her cooking skills slowly began to improve. For example, things like putting washing powder in the noodles before did not happen again.

Put lime powder.

In addition to cooking skills, Lin Xiaozhang also slowly learned to clean the room, and the cleaning was very perfect.

Especially when Lin En came back one day, he was surprised to see that the whole house was as clean as new, as if it had just undergone a renovation, and Lin Xiaozhang stood there proudly, waiting for praise.

It was indeed exceptionally clean.

It is so clean that there are no tables, chairs, stools and furniture. People who don't know it think they have entered a rough room.

But in any case, Lin Xiaozhang's progress is very obvious.

Time just passed by little by little.