Su Qingyu no longer loves her, Su Qingyu already...belongs to someone else.
I... it's my own fault.
Luo Xiangsi smiled wryly.
Maybe... from the moment she chose to listen to Gu Quan and broke up with Su Qingyu, she and Su Qingyu had no future.
Does she really love Su Qingyu?
She remembered that when she first met Su Qingyu, she was still a young girl.
When they first confirmed their relationship, she really liked Su Qingyu.
But... as the relationship got longer and longer, she gradually changed.
When she was sure that Su Qingyu's eyes were all about her, she didn't care about Su Qingyu so much.
Just like when you go to buy a lottery ticket, when you don't know the winning number, you will worry about whether you will win the prize.
But if you know in advance that the number in your hand is the winning number, then you will not worry, and you are still in the mood to look at other numbers.
But love is different.
When love is soiled, it can never be washed clean again.
She has lost the boy who was all eyes on her.
Lost the treasure that originally belonged to her.
Luo Xiangsi glanced back at the hospital, two lines of tears flowed from her eyes, she laughed at herself, "You really deserve it..."
Soon, the sky was covered with dark clouds, and a drop of rain fell from the sky, hitting Luo Xiangsi's hair.
She looked at the sky with a lonely expression, and murmured: "It's indeed raining..."
Chapter 79 "Su Qingyu"
Su Qingyu opened his eyes and looked around in confusion.
"Where is this?"
Looking at the small space around him and the ball of blood on the bed sheet, he was slightly taken aback.
He remembered that this was the rental house he had just crossed over.
But he shouldn't be here, he passed out on the bus, even if he got out of the hospital, he should be in the villa now.
Why is he in this rental house?and……
He looked at the blood on the bed sheet, this was the first day he traveled here...
In his mind, the memories of getting along with Luo Xiangsi could not be restrained from gushing out, and scenes appeared in front of Su Qingyu's eyes.
He shook his head vigorously, trying to shake these memories out of his mind, but found that he couldn't do it at all.
Su Qingyu came to the bathroom and looked at his weak self in the mirror, as if he understood something.
"It's you, predecessor."
Looking at himself in the mirror, Su Qingyu spoke lightly.
It is impossible for him to appear in this rental house, and he cannot stop missing Luo Xiangsi, so this is not reality.
He is still in a coma, this is a dream, a dream formed by the memory of this body's predecessor.
"Su Qingyu" in the mirror showed a helpless smile.
"What do you want to say?" Su Qingyu asked.
"Su Qingyu" shook his head, then pointed to Su Qingyu outside the mirror, and said, "I'm here to say goodbye to you."
Su Qingyu asked suspiciously: "Farewell? You've been here?"
"I always."
Hearing this, Su Qingyu fell silent.
The consciousness of the predecessor has not completely disappeared, he has always been in Su Qingyu's heart.
Neither of them spoke. After a while, Su Qingyu asked, "Don't you blame me?"
"Su Qingyu": "What's your fault?"
"I have taken over your body and been with Ye Zi. I have taken away the life that should belong to you." Su Qingyu said.
Hearing this, "Su Qingyu" in the mirror smiled slightly, and said, "I'm already dead... Besides, Ye Zi never belonged to me, nor did this life belong to me."
"You have all my memories, so you should know that I have never had a leaf in my heart, and I have always been lovesick."
"Su Qingyu" in the mirror continued: "And you are Su Qingyu who always has Ye Zi in his heart, and Su Qingyu who belongs to Ye Zi."
Su Qingyu shook his head and said, "I don't understand."
"I didn't understand it before, but after I died, I saw something that I couldn't see otherwise, so I understood."
"Su Qingyu" stretched out his finger and tapped on the mirror.
Su Qingyu understood what he meant, and put his finger on the mirror.
The fingertips of the two people touched through the mirror, and a special memory appeared in Su Qingyu's mind.
It was a meteor shower, and at the same time, it was Ye Zi's birthday wish.
This picture, which should not belong to Su Qingyu's memory, is being passed from "Su Qingyu" to Su Qingyu's mind through a special method.
In the picture, Ye Zi stands on the balcony, looking at the sky full of stars and meteors passing by, she closes her eyes and silently makes a wish in her heart.
"I hope... Brother Su can look at me more, pay more attention to me, and stay by my side all the time."
In the meteor shower, an extremely bright meteor fell behind and headed towards an unknown direction.
At the end of the screen, Su Qingyu asked in surprise: "Is this the reason for my time travel?"
"Su Qingyu" smiled and nodded: "I have fallen into Luo Xiangsi's trap all my life, and I will never get out, so I can't realize Ye Zi's wish, I can't accompany her, I will only hurt her... and you , is Ye Zi’s wish, which was summoned by Ye Zi unconsciously. So do you understand? Ye Zi has never belonged to me, but you.”
"I didn't do anything for Ye Zi, I just chatted with her and played games, and anyone can easily do these things, not to mention these things have now become part of your memory and belong to you."
After finishing speaking, "Su Qingyu" said again: "But you can do too much for her. Without you, her first concert will collapse, and her star career will plummet. Without you, she will never be happy." I can only live under the shadow of lovesickness, carefully stay by your side for the rest of my life, even..."
Speaking of this, "Su Qingyu" paused for a moment, and he gave a wry smile.
Ye Qingyu had four years of shadows, and these shadows came from Luo Xiangsi.
But, the person who gave Ye Qingyu four years of shadow, isn't he Su Qingyu?
It was he who had been ignoring Ye Qingyu's feelings, and it was he who was obsessed with Luo Xiangsi.
If there is no Su Qingyu now, then, on Ye Qingyu's first day of school, "Su Qingyu" knows that she is a girl, and if Luo Xiangsi comes back to find him to get back together, he will definitely abandon Ye Qingyu.
This is the difference between Su Qingyu and "Su Qingyu".
A heart is full of leaves.
One's heart is full of lovesickness.
Both of them have all of each other's memories and are arguably the same person.
The difference is that they have different people in their hearts.
But "Su Qingyu" knew very well that even if Luo Xiangsi was all in his heart, there might not be a good result between him and Luo Xiangsi.
As he said, he fell into Luo Xiangsi's trap and could never get out.
Su Qingyu in front of the mirror nodded and said, "Where are you going after leaving here?"
Hearing this, "Su Qingyu" said helplessly: "I just felt that Ye Zi has already shown her cards in front of Xiangsi, and I... will never have anything to do with Luo Xiangsi again."
"I'm going to a world without Luo Xiangsi, otherwise, as long as I stay in the same place with her, I can't help but miss her."
Su Qingyu raised his eyebrows and said, "If you want to go to Earth, just say so, don't make up these affectionate quotations."
"Hahaha."
"Su Qingyu" laughed, and said: "Indeed, I can only go to Earth... Oh, by the way, is Earth fun?"
"You have fun if you have money." Su Qingyu said.
"Then do you have money?"
"The number one professional player in the country, guess if I have money."
Speaking of this, Su Qingyu said: "Don't embarrass me when you pass by, and don't lose the game."
"Su Qingyu" replied: "Don't forget, I will have all your memories after the past. I am you. Even if I don't have your memories, I am also the national computer champion."
"Right."
After a moment of silence, Su Qingyu looked at the gradually darkening space around him, knowing that this dream was about to wake up.
He looked at himself in the mirror and said, "Take care of my parents for me."
"Su Qingyu" nodded deeply upon hearing this.
Unlike him, Su Qingyu has a healthy family.
He also wanted to experience the feelings of his family in the past.
"You too, take care of Ye Zi, she is my brother."
Soon, the world became darker and darker until not even a ray of light could be seen.
Su Qingyu opened his eyes from the hospital bed.
Clean white sheets, surrounded by a faint smell of disinfectant.
A familiar face fell asleep beside his hospital bed.
Su Qingyu watched all this in a daze.
"Is that just a dream..."
……
"Brother Su, are you awake?"
Leaf said happily.
"Ah."
Su Qingyu sat on the hospital bed and looked up at the window.
At this moment, it was raining cats and dogs.
He turned his head to look at Ye Zi's delicate face.
After a while, Su Qingyu suddenly said: "Yezi, do you want to listen to the song?"
"What song?"
"The song I gave you is called... "Proof of Heartbeat""
Chapter 80
The next day, Dr. Qi was invited to the hospital by Ye Qingyu.
The time for the second operation was brought forward, but Su Qingyu was lucky. A few hours later, Ye Zi, who was guarding the door of the operating room, finally got good news.
The second surgery was also a success!
Moreover, the complete success of the two operations increased the success rate of the last operation by [-]%. It was [-]% before, but now it has become [-]%.
This success rate cannot be said to be foolproof, but it also made Su Qingyu and Ye Zi more at ease.
After staying in the hospital for another whole week, after confirming that Su Qingyu could be discharged, the two finally returned to the villa in Yingde Community.
Smelling the familiar smell at home, Su Qingyu relaxed.
"It's better at home." Su Qingyu couldn't help sighing while sitting on the soft sofa.
"Then don't get sick."
Ye Zi leaned against Su Qingyu, and said angrily: "Doctor Qi has told you that you should go to the hospital for an examination if you suffer any impact on your chest, and you must not be the same as before."
"I know, I know."
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