Journey to another world starting from slime

"But from an individual point of view, it's not meaning, it's more like instinct."

"When life is born, it is blank and ethereal, and it is extremely pure, so pure that it has no meaning at all."

"Most meanings are acquired."

"Parents' high hopes, family expectations, future hopes, etc."

"Therefore, living is actually meaningless."

Hearing this, he smiled and said: "According to what you say, doesn't it mean that you are born and you will die immediately?"

"Of course not." Zhang Ye shook his head. "This is negative thinking. Why can't we think from a positive angle?"

"It's meaningless, why can't you live? If you just grab someone on the street and ask him what the meaning of life is, he will be dazed for a while, and he doesn't even care about the so-called meaning at all."

"But it is because there is no meaning that living is full of meaning."

"You can do it for glory and wealth, you can do it for power, you can do it for the protection of your beloved, and you can do it for the obsession in your heart."

"All of this is meaning."

"From the moment we were born, we were exploring, first, the bassinet area, and then when we were walking, the home area."

"And then later, as we grow up, we start exploring the areas of our range and discovering new things that we discover."

"Then, we can explore technology, we can explore magic, we can explore the unknown corners of the world, and explore the relationship between people. We have been exploring all our lives."

"Therefore, being alive has no meaning in itself, and it is precisely because of this that our life can be full of meaning."

"If you are defined from birth, all trajectories are clearly arranged by others, and even a little bit of independent thinking is restricted, then life is truly meaningless."

"So I think the meaning of being alive is to explore and find meaning, and to paint brilliant colors on the blank paper of the soul that was originally pure and ethereal."

Listening to Zhang Ye's words, the light in her eyes fluctuated with a smile. After savoring it carefully, she smiled and said, "I have a deep feeling, it seems that I can't discuss it with you."

"Otherwise it will break through accidentally."

Zhang Ye: "..."

Listen, is this human?

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Chapter 909 28

"Your Majesty, I also have a question," Zhang Ye said.

Hearing the words with a smile, he nodded, "Say it."

"Ye, who is it?"

In an instant, Xiaoguang's pupils shrank, and then he said with a smile: "Isn't that you, Ye?"

Zhang Ye said, "I mean, the night of the night."

Xiaoguang's smile remained unchanged, and he said, "I thought you were talking about your Ye."

"Ye used to be my guard, and also the person who made me and everything I am today."

"He's as much a hero as you are."

Next, Xiaoguang told Zhang Ye the story about the night. In the words, there was a gentleness all the time, which was rarely seen in Xiaoguang.

In her description, that night was like a god, seeming to be omnipotent. Through her narration, Zhang Ye was absolutely sure that the story about that night was written by Xiaoguang.

"Why are you asking this all of a sudden?" Xiao Guang asked with a smile.

Zhang Ye was silent for a moment, and instead of answering directly, he asked, "What about the second night?"

"The second night?" Smiling light was slightly taken aback: "What second night?"

"It's those nights on the monument of remembrance." Zhang Ye said.

"Those... nights?" Xiao Guang put down his wine glass and said, "There is only one night on the monument of memory."

Zhang Ye shook his head: "I just went to see them not long ago, and there are 28 of them."

Smiling, she didn't speak, but after hesitating for a moment, she waved her hand, and the image of the stele of engraving was projected in front of her.

"It's not just one..." Before the words fell, the image moved upwards, and the second night was seen with a smile.

Then, the third, the fourth...

28...

There really are... 28...

The smiling eyes were trembling, and Zhang Ye also noticed something. He turned around, looked into her eyes, and asked, "How long has it been since you visited the Monument of Remembrance?"

"How long..." Xiao Guang murmured, "It's been... 900 years..."

"Why don't you go and see, don't you even know who is remembered?" Zhang Ye asked.

Laughing absently shook his head.

Yes, she didn't know, not because of anything else, it was just that she didn't want to know.

Because those inscriptions will only bring back painful memories for her.

It's a way of escaping...

And that first night.

The monument of remembrance was established to remember heroes like Ye.

But from the second year after the stele of remembrance was built, whenever she saw the name on the stele of remembrance, infinite sadness would well up in her heart.

When sadness welled up, her heart was trembling.

She knew that she couldn't go on like this anymore. If she was surrounded by sadness every time, her mood would be damaged, and it was impossible for her to persist for so many years.

So she chose to self-isolate, no longer looking at the monument of inscription, and ordered that all matters related to the inscription and the monument of inscription should be handed over to the hall of inscription, and there is no need to report it.

This is why, the person who engraved Zhang Ye was the Cardinal Archbishop, not the Pope.

Otherwise, knowing the importance of Zhang Ye, Xiaoguang would definitely engrave it for him personally.

It has been more than 2000 years... She has never looked at the monument of remembrance.

Therefore, except for those inscribers who personally communicated with the Holy Light Hall for [Deification] and were personally approved by Xiaoguang, Xiaoguang didn't know who the other inscribers were, let alone how many times Ye appeared on the Inscribed Monument .

Therefore, when I saw the 28 nights on the monument of remembrance, the emotional fluctuations could no longer be tolerated.

She could hardly control her expression, tears were pouring down her face, she didn't want to cry, so the corners of her mouth turned down, holding back her tears, but she couldn't help it.

28... 28 times...

He worked hard to come back every time...it was me who missed him every time...

When he came back, he didn't have any memory, so he could only start from the beginning, step by step, climb up bit by bit, and instinctively came towards the Holy See of Light, towards her.

But every time...he failed to stand in front of her.

He came to her again and again, but she never greeted him.

Didn't even pay attention to him...

At that moment, guilt and self-blame came overwhelmingly, even with a state of mind that has been cultivated with laughter for more than 3000 years, it was impossible to resist.

She opened her arms and hugged Zhang Ye tightly.

She repeated it over and over again.

"sorry Sorry……"

If she could take a look at the Monument of Remembrance, if she could see the monument of Remembrance soaring into the sky and standing in the center of the Holy Light Empire, even just one glance!

He will not be engraved even once!

28 inscribed... 27 times he died...

He promised she would come back, he never lied to her...

Tears fell into the hot spring, and at this moment, the hot spring stopped rolling.

Zhang Ye's pupils were trembling, and his hands were also trembling. Feeling the warmth in his arms, he slowly stretched out his hand, and finally landed on her back, patting and comforting her.

"Those nights, was it me?" he asked.

"Hmm..." Xiao Guang nodded and hugged him tightly.

"The first night, too?" he continued.

"Um……"

At this moment, even if she hoped that she would not cause him more pain when she died, she really couldn't hide it from him anymore.

The two hugged each other for a long time, and she cried for a long time. From the beginning to the end, she never let him go.

"Your Majesty," Zhang Ye's voice finally came, with a smile on his face, "Don't cry, the Empress doesn't cry."

Smiling light heard the words, quickly wiped away his tears, but still did not let him go.

"I won't let you die again..." she said, her trembling voice was full of stubbornness and determination.

Zhang Ye smiled slightly, and then said with emotion: "I didn't expect that I did so much in my previous life, and I finally know why you can spoil me so much."

Everyone knew how much Xiaoguang doted on him, so how could Zhang Ye not know.

It's just that he always feels that a character like Xiaoguang should not treat him with "favor". He thinks it should be because he is a hero that Xiaoguang pampers him.

Now, he finally understands.

That's petting, hard petting!

Therefore, at this moment, Zhang Ye didn't feel sad because of the death in his previous life, and he didn't blame Xiaoguang at all for not looking at the engraving tablet more, which made him die so many times.

He just feels happy, happy.

In this world, there is one more person who loves him.

"Your Majesty, the hot spring is cold." He said.

"Maybe the magic array has been in disrepair for a long time..." Xiaoguang buried his face in his chest, and said in a low voice: "Massage..."

Zhang Ye nodded with a smile, then lightly took Xiaoguang's hand and walked towards the house.

Unknowingly, the distance between the two has narrowed again.

This time, it's not just "friends".

Putting on a bathrobe, she smiled and lay on the bed, enjoying Zhang Ye's massage, and making soft nasal sounds from time to time.

At this moment, she seemed to have returned to the time when she was a little princess more than 3000 years ago.

The sense of happiness enveloped her, and she really wanted to go on like this.

But she knew that she couldn't. What followed after happiness was anxiety.

Because originally she didn't intend to tell him about Zhang Ye's past life identity, because in this way, the two of them could maintain a "friend" relationship.

And when she died, Zhang Ye would only feel sad because he lost a "friend".

But now, she didn't hold back and confessed. If the relationship between the two goes further, what will happen to Zhang Ye after she leaves?

She can't imagine.

And there are many things that she dare not confess, such as the Dark Demon Cult, such as her plan.

Although Ye was also a member of the Dark Demon Cult back then, it is fundamentally different from what she is doing now.

She was afraid that Zhang Ye would know the truth, but she didn't want to hide it from him.

In this way, she was entangled and fell asleep.

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Chapter 910 The Demon of the Dark Demon Cult

Seeing the smiling light falling asleep, Zhang Ye's eyes were gentle, and he gently covered her with a quilt.