This elf is so insane

I am the eldest son of Qing Dynasty, and my biological mother was my father’s first-in-law girl. However, she died during childbirth when I was born. My father looked out for outsiders and randomly found a wet nurse for me.

The wet nurse cares more about her child, and she is very young, so she puts more energy into her child, mostly feeding me cold water and rice soup, so I have been weak since I was a child.

When I was three years old, my mother gave birth to a younger brother, and my status became even lower. No one cared about me having a high fever that day. I even thought I wouldn't survive that night.

But miraculously I survived, although still frail.

When I was eight years old, my father asked me and my brother to study poetry and martial arts with the Master on the pretext of being my younger brother's companion. I knew this was an opportunity for me to gain my father's attention, but my mother didn't like me being too good, so I acted accordingly. I have always been very low-key, and I didn’t dare to outshine my younger brother during the day. I could only secretly review by myself in the middle of the night, because my yard was very remote and no one came here.

But one night, a man walked into my yard. The smell of blood was so strong that he was making his walking unsteady, and he came towards my house.

Was it my mother who sent me to kill me?Sure enough, my behavior during the day still crossed the line.

I hid behind the door, ready to kill the assassin when he entered.

"Let me go in and hide for a while." The voice outside the door was urgent and tired, sounding like he had no strength.

I didn't dare to be careless or make a sound.

Thinking of the touch of my brother's beating pulse, the knife in my hand seemed to be beating with life, but I knew that this meant that I was about to take away a fresh life.

"If you are willing to save my life, I am willing to serve you as my master!"

Serve me as your Lord?

As the eldest son of my father, I have never had anyone who could respect me as Lord.

That whole night, my nose was filled with the smell of blood and potion. I was surprised by the man's strong muscles, and the shocking scars on his back made me reflect: Maybe, will I have such a day?

The man I rescued was named Shi, and I knew this piece of information about him. When I woke up in the morning, he was gone, but my house was clean.

After that day, my life was pretty much the same as usual.

Two years later, when the younger brother reached the age to attend the palace banquet, the hero who brought victory to the country held a celebration banquet, and his father was also among them.

With that person's permission, as long as the named official is named, all family members of the family will be invited, including the children of concubines.

In order to make me look more respectable, my father specially asked someone to cut a piece of material for my brother's new clothes and give it to me. This caused my brother's dissatisfaction, but after all, it was my father's wish, and he just ran into my yard. After being wild for a while, I was afraid that my mother would scold me if I soiled my clothes, so I left.

This is not the first time. These injuries on my body are also due to him. The miracle is that a frail person like me has survived to this day. In the eyes of others, I may be a monster.

At least that's what the ladies who often visit the house think.

Looking at the messy yard, I didn't bother to clean it up. Anyway, every day I woke up, the yard would be restored to like new, just like the day I saved the man.

Maybe he has the habit of visiting me every day?I have no idea.

I only know that I will follow my father into the palace in three days, and I will inevitably be bullied by other young ladies... If only I could be stronger.

On the day I entered the palace, I was arranged to ride behind the carriage. It was raining lightly that day, and the coolness in the morning made me feel dizzy.

If I fell off my horse at this time, I would probably be run over by the carriage behind me, right?

With this in mind, I persisted until I reached the palace.

Contrary to what I imagined, I have indeed become an inferior person in the eyes of young gentlemen and young ladies.