Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Gu Wanqiu asked: "Gong Qing, why are you so kind to me?"

She felt that she didn't deserve to be treated like this, and she didn't deserve to have it at all.

She is not good-looking, thin, and fierce. She is missing a finger from her foot. From head to toe, she can't find any good points. She is sick all over the world, and it costs a lot of money just to go to the hospital to see a doctor and take medicine, and she has no money.

When I think about it this way, I feel that I am worthless and drag others down.

Humility starts from the heart, inferior to others in every way, pride comes from the bones, never bows to all difficulties...

Gu Wanqiu is not proud, her bones were crushed in the past five years, and she can no longer straighten up.

Now she doesn't even know who she is, what happened in the past, what kind of person she is, what kind of family she has, does she have relatives?How did she meet Gong Qing?She doesn't know what the relationship is.

She lived in fear every minute and every second like this, while she felt that she was bad, staying by Gong Qing's side was a drag, but she couldn't let it go.

When Gu Wanqiu is alone, she wonders if she will be completely different from the present?What is she really like.

It happened that there was a movie on the TV in the ward called "Wolf Boy". She looked at the actor in it and felt like him.

She wondered if she had no relatives?Have you been abandoned by your parents since childhood?Is she a wild child?Is it like "Wolf Boy", she was raised by dogs, so now she can't even eat properly?

Was the missing thumb of her right foot bitten off by something, and the bruise on her face.

......

Gu Wanqiu couldn't see anything good about her, and couldn't figure out why Gong Qing was so kind to her.

She was full of disgust and disgust towards herself, and she didn't even want to look in the mirror. How did Gong Qing bear it? He didn't think the scar on her face was ugly?Don't you think she is a very useless piece of trash?

Gong Qing held her nervous hand with one hand, raised the other hand to touch the top of her head, and said in a tone he had never heard before, "Because, you are my fiancee."

His voice is still slightly hoarse, and the voice itself is very pleasant, and after adding this low and dull tone, it is the same as the sound of a charged cello.

Gu Wanqiu blinked: "Fiancee?"

"Yes, fiancée, you promised to marry me before, saying that we will get married in the future and you will become my wife." This sentence is half true and half false, but when they were in country M, Gu Wanqiu did He promised to be his girlfriend on her 19th birthday, but Li Jinxing broke up with them, and the separation lasted seven years.

After seven years of separation, they will never be able to return to the beginning. Both of them have undergone too many changes. The only thing that has not changed is perhaps the relationship between them.

"What was I like before?" Gu Wanqiu carefully asked with a hoarse voice.

What was Gu Wanqiu like before?Gong Qing looked at the current Gu Wanqiu and recalled the past, every time he thought about it, it was a kind of cruelty.

Gu Wanqiu was already sensitive, and she always felt that Gong Qing looked at her as if she was looking at another person. She felt timid and wanted to run away, so she let go of Gong Qing's clothes and lowered her head. explain.

"I must not have been like this before." Otherwise, how could Gong Qing like her and make her his fiancee.

Gu Wanqiu didn't understand, how did she become like this, what happened to the injuries on her body, and why her face was disfigured?Wanting to ask but not daring to ask, she wants to know what she used to be like, but at the same time she is timid and afraid to know.

She was afraid that Gong Qing would like her in the past, even though she was Gu Wanqiu in the past and now, she was the same person without any change.

But subconsciously, she felt that they were two people, and she was not the one she used to be. She was so conflicted in her heart that she couldn't explain it clearly to others.

She lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Gong Qing, she wanted Gong Qing to understand what he was thinking, but she was also afraid that he would agree with her, if Gong Qing also felt that she and the former Gu Wanqiu were two people, he would definitely not like her , after all, who would like such a bad person.

Gong Qing looked at Gu Wanqiu, who had her head bowed like an ostrich, sighed lightly, then put her hand on her thin shoulder and asked a question.

"Qiuqiu, do you understand what love is, or do you understand what love is now?"

Gu Wanqiu still didn't raise her head, she shook her head, not understanding.

The surroundings were quiet for a few seconds, Gu Wanqiu fell into thought, thought for a while and said, "Is love inseparable from the other party, is it dependence?" Just like what she did to Gong Qing now.

"Not all. The dependence you mentioned may just be a lack of security, or a habit." The hand on her shoulder slowly moved down, and he held Gu Wanqiu's calloused hand and said, "In this world There are many feelings that can be called love. Everyone’s definition of love is different. Some people fall in love at first sight because they like each other because of their appearance. Like money..."

Gu Wanqiu listened to Gong Qing's steady voice. When he said these words, he spoke very slowly, like a teacher explaining key points to a student, for fear that the other party would not understand.

The speed of speech was clear, word by word passed to Gu Wanqiu's ears.

Gu Wanqiu raised her head: "Then what kind of love do you have for me?" Gong Qing said so much, she didn't seem to touch any of them.

No beautiful appearance, no suitable three views, no excellent qualities, no good character, and no money... What is left of her.

Gong Qing pinched the back of her hand, the back of the hand was different from the palm, it was soft, the blood vessels on the back of the hand protruded, and when the fingertips were pressed on it, she could faintly feel the beating, just like the heartbeat.

Gong Qing looked into Gu Wanqiu's eyes, and replied seriously: "My love for you is only because you are Gu Wanqiu, no matter what you become, I will like you, I will not change because of your appearance, no Money, character, way of life have changed...I don't love you anymore, even if you grow old overnight and become an old woman, I will recognize you at a glance."

Gu Wanqiu was startled, her whole body froze in place like acupuncture, trying hard to digest Gong Qing's words.

Gong Qing reached out and tapped the tip of her nose, and then asked her in a brisk manner.

"Do you understand now what love is?"

Gu Wanqiu still shook her head, a little afraid of seeing the disappointed expression on Gong Qing's face, she turned her head to avoid Gong Qing's gaze, but she didn't want to, just as she turned away, Gong Qing held her face.

Gong Qing looked into her eyes, "It's okay, I'll wait for you slowly."

Waiting for you to understand love, waiting for you to love me, waiting for you to accept me, waiting for you to marry me, and waiting for us to stay together forever.