Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

To say that it is impossible not to feel lost in my heart, this is not the first time Gu Wanqiu has rejected him.

He couldn't figure out why Gu Wanqiu would reject him, she had said before that she liked him and cared about him, but why would she refuse his intimate touch.

He always remembered what Li Jinxing said back then.

Gu Wanqiu is his man.

They went to bed together, doing intimate things that only couples can do in places he didn't know, he had witnessed Li Jinxing kiss Gu Wanqiu's lips, and saw the ambiguous marks on Gu Wanqiu's neck.

It's not that Gong Qing doesn't know what stage Li Jinxing has developed after drinking Gu Wanqiu, it's just that he keeps lying to himself, so don't worry about it.

But now, what he doesn't want to care about, like the screeching sound of a hot iron hitting his heart, not only hurts his heart, but also disturbs his nerves, making his ears buzzing.

Gong Qing went to bed, feeling aching in his heart, thinking about Li Jinxing he saw during the day, and thinking about Gu Wanqiu who subconsciously avoided just now, a sense of powerlessness swept over him.

He had to admit that Gu Wanqiu still had Li Jinxing in her heart, no matter how much Li Jinxing hurt her at the beginning, she was still the most unforgettable thing about Li Jinxing, even the camellia that Li Jinxing gave her was in the memory fragments.

And he, Gong Qing, had long been thrown into an unknown corner by Gu Wanqiu.

He laughed at Li Jinxing as his substitute, but he never thought that one day he would be reduced to become Li Jinxing's "stand-in"

He turned around, and Gu Wanqiu, who had just said that he was going to sleep, was looking at him with open eyes, and was caught straight. Embarrassment appeared on Gu Wanqiu's face, she clutched the quilt tightly, hesitated for a moment Finally, she whispered: "Gong Qing, if you give me a little more time, I will definitely accept you in the future."

She didn't hope that there would be a gap between her and Gong Qing, and she was even more afraid that Gong Qing would leave her.

After saying this, Gu Wanqiu's face suddenly felt hot, and she grabbed the quilt to cover her flesh, only a few strands of hair came out.

The corners of Gong Qing's mouth curled up, and he was relieved at this moment: "Well, I said that I will wait for you, no matter how long it takes, don't cover yourself in the quilt, be careful not to get bored."

Yes, he has no shortage of time now. Gu Wanqiu is the only one by his side, and he is the only one he can rely on. After getting along for so long, if he can't do it for half a year, it's a year, and if he can't do it for a year, it's two years. The ten years around late autumn.

One day Gu Wanqiu will accept him.

The predecessors planted trees and the descendants enjoyed the shade. Is there anything wrong with him planting trees for so long to drive away those who enjoy the shade?

From spring to autumn, day after day, Gu Wanqiu's face has basically healed, and the next step is to deal with the scars on his body.

Gu Wanqiu didn't want to do it at first, she had plastic surgery for more than a year, and now she has to deal with the scars on her body, wouldn't it take another year, which is a full three years, she has already regarded the hospital as her home I can't live anymore.

But when he took off his clothes and saw the injuries on his body, Gu Wanqiu couldn't stand it anymore. Would Gong Qing like such an ugly body?

Gu Wanqiu imagined the scene of marrying Gong Qing, she was wearing a white wedding dress, walking towards her step by step.

But now that the body is full of scars, wearing a wedding dress may be nondescript, and it will only be reduced to a joke.

Gu Wanqiu thought in despair, let's do the surgery slowly to erase it.

Gu Wanqiu looked at herself in the mirror again, she was indeed more beautiful than before when she had a complete face, the deep and ugly scar was gone on her face, after so long, her skin became very white, but this Seed white is sickly, it looks very unhealthy pale, and the blood vessels under the skin can almost be seen.

Gu Wanqiu raised her hand to touch her face, it was so strange that she couldn't recognize it was her, she pulled up the corners of her lips and smiled, and she also smiled in the mirror, with bitterness on her face .

"who am I?"

"I'm Gu Wanqiu."

Gu Wanqiu touched his face and said to himself: "Even if I change my face, I'm still Gu Wanqiu."

Now this face is more like a mask, Gu Wanqiu doesn't want to look in the mirror anymore.

When she had scars on her face before, she didn't like looking in the mirror either, she didn't want to face the ugly look in the mirror.

It can be seen from this that she cares about her face no matter whether she loses her memory or loses her memory.

Now that she has changed her face, she is even more reluctant to look in the mirror. Sometimes when she washes her face and sees her image reflected in the water, she will be disturbed and splashed for no reason.

She would also have nightmares at night, always dreaming of this plastic-plastic face, the skin suddenly fell off, and became bloody. She often woke up in nightmares, her nerves became sensitive, and she was startled.

The psychiatrist persuaded her to take it easy, and told her that it was normal, that psychological damage is not easy to cure, and that depression may accompany her for the rest of her life, and it is easy to relapse in this season.

Just take the medicine and rest well, Gu Wanqiu's situation has been settled, at least he knows to call a doctor and treat him well.

Many mental patients just can't take the step of seeing a doctor in the hospital, and finally lead to worse and worse health.

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At the beginning, Gong Qing was not used to looking at Gu Wanqiu's face. He always felt that he was looking at another person, obviously the same person. Once his face changed, he felt that his whole temperament also changed.

In the past, Gu Wanqiu's appearance was too exquisite, with an impact, and an inviolable appearance.

But now Gu Wanqiu's appearance is much softer, still beautiful, but without that thorny impact, now she is like a weak dodder flower.

After watching it for a long time, I got used to it. In my heart, I slowly accepted Gu Wanqiu's appearance.

Gu Wanqiu is very concerned about her appearance, after plastic surgery, she wants to get affirmation, but she is always conflicted in her heart, especially when facing Gong Qing.

While wanting Gong Qing to like her current appearance, at the same time feeling that if Gong Qing really liked her current appearance, it would not be the original her.

She always fell into such an endless loop, unable to extricate herself, struggling alone, which is why her mental illness has not recovered.

No one asked her to be what kind of person, but she was asked to be herself, but she gradually lost herself, and couldn't tell which one was the real her.

Gong Qing asked her if she wanted to change her name.

Gu Wanqiu refused at that time, if she changed the name "Gu Wanqiu", I'm afraid she would not recognize who she was.

She wants to keep the name, and this name was given to her by her parents. Although she has forgotten her biological parents, she feels that her biological parents must love her.

The child's name can be seen from the parents' expectations. Her name is nice. Maybe she lives in a very happy family and was born with the best wishes of her parents.