Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Gu Wanqiu froze there, the wind in Haicheng was gentle, and she didn't feel cold at all.

But at this moment, Gu Wanqiu felt icy cold sweeping her whole body. At this time, her body was as stiff as a stone sculpture, standing there motionless, with her head slightly lowered, staring blankly at the tombstone.

Li Jinxing went over, took out the paper towels he carried and wiped the tombstone little by little. After the heavy dust was wiped off, Gu Chaodong's photo finally appeared. Gu Wanqiu's eyes were dry, but he still didn't blink, staring at the photo above.

"See clearly? Seeing your father's face, do you remember anything?"

Gu Wanqiu blinked, she didn't feel much except for a little discomfort.

There were no redundant memories in her mind, as if her father was just a familiar stranger.

Gently set off the ripples in her heart, and quickly returned to calm, even the pain she imagined could not reach.

Could it be that in her brain, her father wasn't important enough for her to stimulate her and restore her memory?

Whether her memory will never be recovered, from the hesitation at the beginning to the vacillation now, she herself can't tell whether she wants to recover her memory or not.

Is she after amnesia her true self?What was she like in the past?

This time, she felt that she was already in the fog, and even she couldn't see herself clearly.

Gu Wanqiu's face became very ugly.

"What's wrong with you? Not feeling well?"

"No... I still don't remember anything. What was my father and I like before? Is it true that there are no fathers and daughters like you said?

Otherwise, why did I see his tombstone and have no memory at all... I can't remember anything? "

"Do you believe what I say?" Gu Wanqiu's question was really ridiculous. Didn't she always think that what Gong Qing said to her was right and true?Now she is standing in front of her father's grave and asking him this, why?Do you suspect Gong Qing?

If she shouldn't believe it, maybe she shouldn't ask Gong Qing such a ridiculous question.

She shouldn't question Gong Qing.

But what she doesn't know is that there is a saying that when you start to doubt, many things are true.

Once a person plants a seed of doubt, the seed will soon germinate. A single seed is not enough to play any role, but as time goes on, the sapling of doubt will grow bigger and bigger, supporting the sky. It can shade, but it can also keep you out of the light.

So to put it simply, when you start to doubt that person, the crime has already been established quietly, and such a relationship is the easiest to destroy.

Gu Wanqiu didn't know this yet, but Li Jinxing could see it clearly.

Also, how long can a lie last?In order to complete a lie, you have to use the next lie, and it goes on and on again... The accumulated lies are like blowing up balloons. The bigger you blow up, the closer you are to exploding.

People who lie will never reap the sincerity. Li Jinxing has tried it himself, and he is also waiting for Gong Qing to get back.

Gu Wanqiu no longer entangled in this issue, she took a shallow breath: "Listen to Si Yansi's continuation, their grandma is also here."

"En." Li Jinxing lit the fire, divided the paper money he brought, and burned it in front of the tombstone.

"You want to see?"

Gu Wanqiu asked:

"Can I see you?"

"Everyone is dead, now it's just a cold tombstone, there's nothing you can't see."

But didn't you say that I indirectly killed your mother?

This sentence was suppressed in Gu Wanqiu's heart, so she couldn't say it.

Similarly, if Li Jinxing killed her father, wouldn't he be guilty or afraid if he came here to visit the grave?

From Li Jinxing's skilled movements and the traces of incense candles beside the tombstone, it can be seen that Li Jinxing will come here every year, and not just once. Every time after seeing his mother, he will burn some paper money for her father by the way. At Gong Qing's place, she knew that there was no one else in the Gu family, except for Li Jinxing, no one would do this for her father.

After the two children came to the cemetery, they became very quiet, talking as little as possible. Every year, their father brought them here, but today their mother also came together.

The dead are big, in order to allow them to sleep better underground, so come here to be quieter, so as not to disturb them.

After Li Jinxing counted the paper money, he stood up and stood aside. Two children took the vacant space. The two children knelt down and kowtowed three times.

Gu Wanqiu followed suit, knelt down, and kowtowed to the ground ten times. She kowtowed too many times, and after ten kowtows in a row, she felt a little dizzy.

She knelt down on the ground, and now she is looking at the photo on the tombstone. In the photo, Gu Chaodong is very young and handsome. It is said that a daughter usually inherits her father's appearance. This is true. Gu Wanqiu can no longer remember her appearance before plastic surgery Yes, although Gong Qing has her past photos, she never looks at them, does she?

Dare to see.

Seeing Gu Chaodong's photo now, she vaguely remembered something. From her father's face, she found the shadow of her past.

She didn't know what to say.

It is said that the dead soul can hear the voice of the heart, as long as you think seriously in your heart, you can be heard by the other party.

Gu Wanqiu's mind went blank. At home, she thought about how she would feel when she came to the cemetery... Maybe it was the deepening hatred for Li Jinxing, maybe it was a grievance, or it could be self-blame. After all these years, she has not Been here to see him.Even when Li Jinxing mentioned that he wanted to bring her to Haicheng, her first reaction was to refuse.

She hated Li Jinxing because of her father, but she thought about it carefully... After she came here, she returned from fear to peace, which was something she didn't expect. There is no deep father-daughter relationship.

What do people think about at the grave of their loved ones?I would think about how he would bless me in heaven, or I would still think that she is living a very good life now, if they have spirits in heaven, don't worry.

What Gu Wanqiu thought in her heart was an apology.

She's sorry for her father, it's been so long... She just came here to see him, even in all these years, when she was alone, she thought about many things, but she missed him very little, she didn't do everything responsibilities of children.

Gu Wanqiu has secretly made up her mind at this time, she wants to restore her memory, if possible, I hope her father can give her a dream and tell her all the truth, no matter what the result, she can bear it.

"Ten kowtows are enough.

One year, just to make up for it. "Li Jinxing's words were very calm, and there was no unnecessary expression on his face. He said it from the bottom of his heart, without any sarcasm.

"Make up for it..." Gu Wanqiu muttered to himself, "After so many years, how could it be possible to make up for it?"

Li Jinxing frowned, wondering what horn Gu Wanqiu got into again, and what kind of energy he was fighting for.

"In your stomach now..." Li Jinxing paused, and did not continue. Now he is afraid that everything he says is wrong. One is her deceased father, and the other is "killing her father and enemy." , the child in Gu Wanqiu's belly.

Isn't it just stimulating her?Being entangled with "Father-killing Enemy" is enough to make her uncomfortable. She is pregnant with "Father-killing Enemy"'s child, and came here with "Father-killing Enemy". If this is true, she will be angry The dead will push the coffin board out.

What Li Jinxing should do now is to be the same as the two children, be quiet and not talk.

It's just that he didn't say anything in the middle of what he said, and the two children looked at him curiously.

Li Jinxing received the curious eyes of the two children, worried that they would say something inappropriate, so he quickly stopped them with his eyes.

Although Gu Wanqiu only heard half of it, she probably knew what Li Jinxing wanted, seeing that he was silent, she didn't care about it.

But what if you care about it?Can she still quarrel with her here?

If she doesn't recover her memory for a day, the situation will not change for a day. She believes in Gong Qing, and she will only listen to Gong Qing. She will commit herself to it for a while, just waiting for the spring equinox...

Can be like

If in the middle, all the memories come back, as Li Jinxing said, he didn't feel sorry for her, but can these change anything?Gu Wanqiu asked herself, she and Li Jinxing didn't get along well for so long, he concealed her pregnancy, lied to her, disregarded her wishes, and wanted her to give birth to this child... Even with these things, she would not be with him Together, she wants to leave and give up with her two children.

Gu Wanqiu silently looked at the two children, she slowly stood up from the ground, it was very inconvenient to move around with a big belly, don't look at it, it's only been a few days, this belly is a little heavier, she knelt on the ground After kowtowing ten times, it was a bit difficult to stand up, but I still stood up with Li Jinxing's hand.

There is still dust on her forehead, and skin grinding can be seen faintly. One can imagine how hard she knocked just now.

Li Jinxing reached out and gently wiped the dust off her forehead.

Gu Wanqiu didn't dodge, she opened her mouth and said, "Let's go and see your mother."

"Grandma's tombstone is here, mom, follow us."

Si Yan Si continues to lead the way ahead, some distance away from Gu Chaodong's tombstone, on the side, the cemetery here is close to a sea, standing on the side, you can vaguely see the shadow of the sea from a distance.

This cemetery is also a land of geomantic omen. The price has risen rapidly in recent years, and it has become a cemetery that can only be chosen by the rich. Some locations have even been sold for several million.

More than ten years ago, the cemetery here was not so exaggerated. After Li Jinxing's mother died, he was penniless and was buried by Gu Wanqiu. When Gu Wanqiu took him away, he said he would choose a piece for his mother. good tomb

Ground.

This cemetery is really good. His mother likes to see the sea the most. It's a pity that she has been lying on the bed for so many years. She is obviously in Haicheng, but she has never taken her child to see the sea.

One favor for another, Gu Wanqiu arranged a cemetery for his mother, and he arranged a cemetery for her father. They also chose a good location. From the perspective of feng shui, it is better than here.

Li Jinxing's mother's tombstone has only a few lines of words and no photos.

Gu Wanqiu asked: "Why are there no photos?"

Li Jinxing squatted down, wiped the tombstone as usual, then plugged in the joss stick, lit paper money, and put a bouquet of chamomile he bought on it.

Li Jinxing replied: "My mother has always loved beauty. When I was young, I liked wearing skirts the most. Unfortunately, I was poor at the time and saved all my money. When I was beautiful, I didn't even take a picture. Later, I couldn't even save money. One day They are all worrying about food, as long as they are full, they don’t even care about being beautiful... For me, she has become the most suffering mother, suffering from domestic violence and being abused by men... There is no way to get out of such a marriage in a lifetime, She wasn't pretty when she died... My mother has always loved beauty, so how could she allow her worst photo to be placed on the tombstone that represents her for others to see?"

Li Jinxing seemed to recall his most painful year, the year when he lost his mother.

Think about it too, a woman who has suffered domestic violence all the year round and has nothing but despair about her life except her son, how good a woman can keep such a beautiful face.

But in Li Jinxing's place, his mother is still the most beautiful, still the one who likes to wear beautiful skirts

Mother.

It would have been nice if my mother had been more selfish and used the money to take a photo.

At least now he can still see her and recall her appearance, so that, facing a cold tombstone, he can't even remember her appearance.

After answering Gu Wanqiu's question, Li Jinxing knelt on the ground and called the two children to kneel beside him: "Mom, I'm here to see you this year, and I'll bring your two little grandchildren with me. This year, I'm fine. There is no disease or disaster, and life is going smoothly. Don't worry about me or your two grandchildren down here, they are all fine..." Li Jinxing said while burning paper money, his mouth was broken. Nian Nian, talking about the most ordinary things of his year, this is not at all like the usual seriousness.

It is said that facing the closest friends is the truest self. Li Jinxing's face faded from the usual coldness and became softer. When he talked about the two children, his eyes were shining.

Is this the truest form of strictness?

Li Jinxing: "This year, you will have a granddaughter soon, and there will be one more person who will come to see you in the future. After the Mid-Autumn Festival, I will bring your grandchildren to come here to see you."

When mentioning the child in Gu Wanqiu's stomach, Gu Wanqiu felt a little uncomfortable.

At this time, she also decided that the child in her stomach would not be born.

So nothing will change in the future, there will be no more granddaughters, and Li Jinxing can only bring Siyan Sixu and them here.

"Grandma, my brother and I have listened to my father's words."

"Grandma, we will be able to go to elementary school next year."

Don't know

Did Li Jinxing say something to them? The two brothers usually talk about "mother", but this time they didn't mention a word.

Li Jinxing kowtowed three times on the ground, stood up, and watched the two children kowtow earnestly.

Gu Wanqiu stood aside without moving, and Li Jinxing never thought of asking her to see his mother. She was able to stand here, which was beyond his expectations.

"Come on, go home."