Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Shen Zhichu opened his eyes and looked at the orange light on the ceiling, some thoughts gradually emerged in his fuzzy brain.

She couldn't refuse Li Jingshen, one was that she couldn't resist physically, and the other was that he was worried about offending him, so he quit his job.

Thinking about it carefully, now she seems to have entered the workplace through the back door.

Shen Zhichu pushed the man's strong chest: "I don't want to take medicine."

Li Jingshen pressed her long hair, and his intoxicated mind regained some clarity: "Is that why you don't want to conceive my child?"

Shen Zhichu tilted her head to avoid the heat from his lips: "Ask the question knowingly." She would only agree to have a child for them, a couple of dogs, unless there was a hole in her head, and she didn't know where Li Jingshen's self-confidence came from. Ask her that.

Shen Zhichu's body hasn't recovered yet, and it's impossible to get her pregnant now, but when he heard Shen Zhichu's words without being slow at all, his heart felt like a gaping hole.

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There is only a thin line between heaven and hell, Shen Zhichu's brain was blank for a moment, and he felt nothing but whiteness in front of him.

Tears were pattering down on the bedsheets, dizzying out little water rings, and the veins on the white and slender neck were protruding.

Li Jingshen's eyes were deep, like a vampire. He reached out to touch the throbbing blood vessels on Shen Zhichu's neck, and slowly moved his lips closer.

Women's physical strength has always been inferior to men's, not to mention that the other party is still sick. Shen Zhichu closed his eyes and immersed himself in dizziness and brain swelling for a long time, unable to recover.

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Shen Zhichu was so tired that he couldn't even turn over, but Li Jingshen held her in his arms as if nothing happened, and kissed her forehead from time to time.

The disparity in physical strength between men and women was too great, after each calmed down a bit, Shen Zhichu shrank into the quilt to find a comfortable position and closed his eyes.

Li Jingshen saw that her hair was messy, her eyelids were pink, and her expression was especially affectionate. He didn't know it because his heart was soft. He hugged the woman's soft body and whispered like a child: "Chu Chu."

Shen Zhichu didn't call him back.

He smiled to himself, like a crazy person, as if he got a beloved toy, he moved his lips to kiss the top of her head.

Shen Zhichu had a scent on her body, which lingered in her nose and lingered in his heart.

"Sleep, baby."

Shen Zhichu blocked all thoughts in her mind until tiredness swept her away.

Shen Zhichu had a dream in a daze, in a dark room, with the sound of iron chains around her, her body was very heavy, as if being pressed by a ghost, she was a little out of breath.

She struggled, and suddenly saw that her stomach was getting bigger and bigger, blood flowed all over the bed, and children were crying around.

Li Jingshen hugged Xia Mingyue and stood not far from her: "If you don't want to have a baby, I'll tie you to the bed and let you watch your belly grow and the baby come out by itself."

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Shen Zhichu opened his eyes suddenly, panting heavily, his face was covered in cold sweat, and his heartbeat was disordered.

In the dark, she stared wide-eyed for a long time, until her eyes became sore that she gradually came back to her senses. She touched the corners of her eyes with a chilly fingertip, and Shen Zhichu couldn't tell whether it was cold sweat or tears for a moment.

The plot of the dream played back over and over again in her mind like a slide show.

She was locked on the bed, with a big belly, a bloody child, and Li Jingshen's vicious words.

These are like curses engraved in her soul, and she has no peace of mind.

It was pitch black outside, and the sound of a man's steady breathing came from beside him, Shen Zhichu turned his head to look at Li Jingshen.

The surroundings were dark and quiet, she couldn't fall asleep when she woke up, and when she couldn't sleep, she would think wildly, thinking about strangling Li Jingshen to death.

But there was no strangler around her, and with her little strength, she might have been shattered by a slap before she even touched his neck.

Shen Zhichu dragged his heavy body, his body was soaked in cold sweat and uncomfortable, he left the quilt to cool off.

She sat on the edge of the bed for a while, and waited until her body could get used to it before she got up and opened the drawer of the bedside table. There were all kinds of medicines in it. After searching for a while, she finally found a box of contraceptive pills inside.

Li Jingshen felt a little vibration beside him, he opened his eyes, and saw Shen Zhichu gently sitting up from the bed in the night, then lifted the quilt and got out of bed, opened the drawer under the bedside table to search.

Inside, Li Jingshen knew that it contained medicine, and also knew that there was a box of contraceptive pills inside.

In the past, he and Shen Zhichu would force her to take contraceptive pills after they had sex. He thought she was disgusting and didn't want her to conceive his child.

Shen Zhichu showed pain on his face, and it was here that he took out the contraceptive pill and took it.