Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

There were so many people in the car that Shen Zhichu was afraid to close his eyes and rest because he was worried about pickpockets, so he bumped from City A for 24 hours to a small town. After a day of rest, he continued to drive along the route on the map. Stop and stop, like a rabbit making a nest for a while.

After two weeks like this, she came to a village where even the map showed it was vague, and she rented a suite near the school.

There are advantages and disadvantages here. The disadvantage is that the transportation is inconvenient. In addition, all the towns and towns speak dialects, and language communication is somewhat difficult.

Shen Zhichu's ability to adapt has always been strong, and it will be fine if he gets used to this problem.

There are many advantages, one is that the price is cheap, the other is that it is not easy to find people when there is a mixed bag, and the third is that no ID card is required to do things and get a card.

After Shen Zhichu paid the rent for the house, she returned to the bedroom of a few square meters. The bed was still just a wooden board, and she needed to buy mattresses and quilts.

The houses in the villages and towns are not very good, but the house she rented is fairly clean, and the ground is not damp, so it will be stable after tidying up and settling down.

Shen Zhichu didn't have time to rest, so he went to prepare the pots and pans that afternoon. The four-piece bed set, toiletries, etc. in the bedroom were spent in all sorts, and it cost nearly [-] yuan in one go.

There are still many things that have not been bought yet. Shen Zhichu bought a mobile phone and applied for a mobile phone card. The memo is full of things she remembers to buy, as well as a refrigerator.

She lives alone, and these home appliances are bought by small ones. She originally planned to buy a washing machine, but she is not sure how long she can live here.

Fortunately, summer clothes are also easy to wash, and the life that used to be well-clothed and well-fed with servants to take care of it is gone now, and I have to rely on myself for everything.

After Shen Zhichu made the bed, he cried out in hunger. You can't order takeout in the township. If you want to eat, you have to buy food and cook it yourself, or go to the town to eat or buy something in the store.

She rubbed her belly, went to the town to order a bowl of noodles, and then went to the supermarket to buy eggs, milk, bread, a can of mustard, and a five-jin bag of rice.

She had no strength in her fingers, so she could only put the bags on her arms one by one. When she got back, both arms were completely red, and there was a red mark from being strangled, which was very eye-catching.

In addition to the pain in the hands, the pain in the feet was also excruciating, and the pain came out from the bottom up as soon as I stopped to rest.

Shen Zhichu took off his shoes and socks and saw that the soles of his feet were red, and the heels were covered with blood blisters, and the bloody pus stuck to the socks.

Shen Zhichu gasped, her eyes were red with pain, she gritted her teeth and carefully lifted off the socks on her heels, tearing at the flesh.

Shen Zhichu is a person who is extremely afraid of pain and suffering. She sprained her feet and took out a bottle of medicine from her backpack, and sprayed iodophor on the wound. The stinging pain from the heel to the forehead, tears of pain almost fell out.

She endured it, she couldn't stand the pain, so what should she do in the future?

Shen Zhichu's eyes were red, he sniffed, and squeezed back the tears that reached his eyes.

After running around for two weeks and escaping all the way, Shen Zhichu suddenly felt dizzy. He simply tidied up and lay down on the bed wrapped in a quilt. When he closed his eyes, his brain shut down immediately, and he seemed to fall into a coma-like deep sleep.

This sleep was very heavy and restless, because of the continuous nervousness of driving all the way, she dreamed of running away. On the way to drive, she felt dizzy as if she was swaying in a boat.

Waking up again, Shen Zhichu subconsciously shrank in, and stretched out her hand, and the moment she fell, she was awakened by the coolness.

——She has already left Li Jingshen.

But subconsciously, her body thought she was still by his side, and when she woke up, she would want to nest in his arms to keep warm and listen to his heartbeat.

The heart is empty, as if it can hold a lot of things, but it seems that it can't hold anything.

Shen Zhichu propped himself up in despair and sat on the bed hugging his legs, with his head resting on his knees.

She was hiding something in her heart, unable to be at peace, her mind was full of the shadow of Li Jingshen.

Obviously that person was full of lies, cheated her feelings, and squeezed her freedom in life, but she still fell in love with him hopelessly.

She felt that she was disgusting and cheap, and it was not good to like anyone, but she preferred a man who wanted to kill the child in her stomach.

Shen Zhichu shook her head, looked at the mobile phone next to the pillow, it was already ten o'clock, and she had slept for a full twelve hours.

Shen Zhichu didn't plan to go to the town for dinner, she bought rice yesterday, and later went downstairs to buy some vegetables to prepare by herself.

She has a bad stomach, and she vomited all the way in the car carrying a plastic bag. Motion sickness is not bad for her pain, but her pain is oozing from her stomach, as if a hand is constantly clenched.

She was about to give up several times, but she stared at her abdomen, gritted her teeth and continued to drive.

For his own stomach, Shen Zhichu boiled porridge, and then fried a plate of vegetables to eat.

This is the first time Shen Zhichu has cooked since he lost his memory. Even if he has lost his memory, he has forgotten what he learned before, but the habit is engraved in his bones, and he cooks a dish without thinking.

Shen Zhichu put the dishes on the table with trembling hands, and then struggled to clean the pot.

Her hands were shaking badly, she couldn't hold the chopsticks steadily, and the food she picked up with great difficulty fell on the table. Shen Zhichu stared at the food on the table, remembering the scene where Li Jingshen carefully fed her.

Tears flowed uncontrollably and fell into the porridge bowl in front of her. She didn't cry when she applied the medicine, but now she couldn't restrain her sadness.

Li Jingshen's shadow appeared from time to time, that kind of uncontrollable longing seemed to destroy her sanity and stab her heart.

Shen Zhichu touched the bowl, wept while drinking the porridge, sobbing, as if he wanted to fill his empty heart.

But no matter how much she filled it, she couldn't fill it up. She seemed to have lost something important, and she was so sad that she couldn't breathe.

"Pa—" Shen Zhichu put down the bowl, raised his hand and slapped himself forcefully.

"Are you cheap? He's going to kill your child, and you still think about him!"

"nausea!"

"shameless!"

"It's useless...don't cry!."

Snapped!

One slap fell on the face after another, Shen Zhichu didn't feel the pain at all, he just wanted to slap the figure out of his mind.

In the quiet house, there was only the muffled cry of her on the verge of collapse.

She didn't want to be so uncomfortable, she wanted to forget Li Jingshen completely, to forget a person, first of all, to forget all the habits about him.

She is too stupid, let alone being deceived by Li Jingshen again and again, and now she can't forget him, she deserves it if she didn't learn the lesson.

She once fed a hypocritical beast with a sincere heart.

Shen Zhichu took advantage of the daytime to buy some daily necessities, bought some fresh meat and put it in the refrigerator.

The owner who rented her house was a woman in her thirties with two children. She didn't have much contact with her, but on the day the contract was signed, she was very talkative and friendly.

The owner also lives in this building. The whole building has five floors, Shen Zhichu rents the third floor, and the owner lives on the top floor.

When passing by Shen Zhichu's house, he knocked on the door and brought her some home-grown vegetables.

Shen Zhichu accepted it, and hurriedly went to the refrigerator to see if there was any gift in return.

The homeowner smiled and said, "You don't need to return the gift. The side dishes grown by yourself are worthless. By the way, are you alone?"

The homeowner looked around at the clean and tidy house, looking deserted.

"Well, it's just me."

Although the homeowner was curious, he didn't ask any further questions. After all, it was his private matter, but he thought about taking care of her more in the future. After all, it's not easy to be alone, and the other person's skinny complexion is also not good. He probably came here to get close convalescing.

It's not like she hasn't encountered this kind of thing before.

The homeowner sat for a while and then went back. Before leaving, he said: "If you need anything, you can call me. You have a phone and a VX. If you are bored, come and visit. Although we are in a cheap place in the township, the people here They are all really hospitable, there are square dancers downstairs at six or seven o'clock, if you are interested, I will pull you into the group."

Shen Zhichu nodded, she doesn't dance in the square, but someone leads her, so it's good to make friends.

Not long after the homeowner left, Shen Zhichu received a text message inviting her to join the group on VX.

Shen Zhichu agreed, and there were 36 people in the group, including her 37.

As soon as she entered, she was greeted by a row of people with emojis full of flowers and wealth.

.................

It is said that pregnant people are prone to hunger, but Shen Zhichu didn't feel it. In the evening, she ate the leftover porridge at noon, and then followed the owner downstairs to go shopping and meet many people one by one.

Knowing that Shen Zhichu wanted to find a job, those people were paying attention to her.

It was difficult to find a job in the villages and towns, let alone Shen Zhichu's hand was injured, and he couldn't hold the vegetables stably, let alone doing some strenuous work.

So after paying attention, I didn't find a job that suits her.

In the evening, Shen Zhichu followed the owner's wife to the porridge shop and bought buns, steamed buns and flower rolls, packed them up and took them back for breakfast tomorrow.

Shen Zhichu had a small appetite, so he bought a cowpea bag, and then saw yogurt in the supermarket doing activities, so he bought a small box and put it in the refrigerator.

Waking up in the morning, she ate cowpea buns and yogurt. She almost vomited halfway through the meal. She touched her belly and murmured, "Baby, I'm sorry, I can only let you suffer with your mother."

Two months passed in a flash, and the baby in the womb was already three months old, and Shen Zhichu began to have pregnancy symptoms.

The fetus was only beginning to take shape at the age of three months. Shen Zhichu was too thin and her abdomen was flat at three months of pregnancy. Only when she took off her clothes could she see the slight ups and downs.

The baby was not moving yet, Shen Zhichu touched it lightly, with a warm smile on his face.

Alone at home, with no one to talk to her, Shen Zhichu developed a habit of talking to himself, talking to the baby in his stomach whenever he thought of something.

Prenatal education is also very important. In addition to talking, Shen Zhichu will also play music on his mobile phone, read more books, and fill up the whole day so that he will not be thinking about Li Jingshen all the time.

The owner of the house recently offered her a job as a cleaner, sweeping the roadside, and a man did the heavy work.

The salary is not high and unstable, but it is good for Shen Zhichu, and it is a daily salary.