Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

——"Li Jingshen, I have long been in hell..."

"Shen Zhichu!" Li Jingshen roared in fear, "Stop!"

The driver subconsciously slammed on the brakes, and the whole person rushed forward due to inertia. He was startled, and subconsciously turned his head. The closed window did not know when to open, and the wind whined, as if crying.

Sitting behind him was Li Jingshen, but Shen Zhichu's figure was not there. Seeing Li Jingshen jumping out of the car, the driver came to his senses and got out of the car to see the situation.

Shen Zhichu fell out of the car window too fast, Li Jingshen was too late to grab her with a plaster cast on his left hand, and watched her fall out, blood dragged on the ground into a mottled bloodstain——

.......

Shen Zhichu felt that the fall had dislodged all internal organs, and the bones in his legs felt like they were shattered.

The coat on her body fell somewhere, and the white sweater on her body rolled around on the ground, full of stains and blood. The exposed skin rubbed against the concrete floor like a bone-scratching pain, and her whole body was burning hot.

His body was trembling with pain, even screaming in pain was a luxury at this time.

Shen Zhichu curled up on the wet ground, like a corpse, not moving for a long time, a car drove towards her, just when she thought she would be run over to death, the car stopped with a "creak" , the tire was half a meter away from her.

The moment Li Jingshen saw the car rushing towards Shen Zhichu, he felt chills all over his body, his breathing was stagnant, and his heart seemed to be grabbed and pulled down by his hands. The fear reached its peak like never before. Whenever he thought of Shen Zhichu dying in front of his eyes, his eyes would be filled with tears. There were bursts of blackness, and the back was soaked in cold sweat.

Li Jingshen rushed forward and hugged Shen Zhichu, he rubbed his face against Shen Zhichu's blood-stained cheek to feel her weak breathing.

"Why are you so stupid?" Li Jingshen held Shen Zhichu in his arms under everyone's strange gazes, his steps were chaotic, and his expression was panicked and helpless like a child's.

This is what Li Jingshen has always been afraid of. When Shen Zhichu regained that memory, her belief collapsed, and she was like a living dead.

No one knows better than him how much Shen Zhichu loves Bai Qiu who saved her 18 years ago.

He stayed at the moment when Shen Zhichu needed help and warmth the most, lit a candle, and warmed her for more than ten years.

That blurred figure stayed in her heart for more than ten years and continued to beautify it, making her willing to treat a person who didn't love her endlessly and hurt her endlessly.

He carried Shen Zhichu back to the car, took the tissue from the driver and carefully wiped the blood on Shen Zhichu's cheek.

Shen Zhichu's body was very cold, like ice. Fortunately, the speed of the car was not fast on a crowded road. Shen Zhichu rolled over and suffered some injuries. It looked serious but could be healed, unlike the wounds in her heart that couldn't be healed no matter what. .

The heater was fully turned on in the car, but Shen Zhichu's body was still shivering, sometimes cold and painful.

He didn't dare to hug her too tightly for fear of hurting her, so the driver went out to pick up the jacket that fell on the side of the road, Li Jingshen took it and gently covered Shen Zhichu's body, her whole body was covered with injuries, Li Jingshen only Can gently hold her cold hand and rub it slowly.

"Go to the hospital."

Almost without Li Jingshen's reminder, the driver consciously turned on the navigation and drove in the direction of the hospital. One of the two people injured his hand, and the other fell out of the car.

Shen Zhichu was not dizzy, the most painful part of her whole body was her two calves, if she guessed right, it should be fractured, she thought it was ridiculous, why can't she die after all this, God really gave her this cheap bone pretend You can't die no matter how much you toss about it.

She closed her eyes and endured the pain silently, not wanting to see Li Jingshen's disgusted face.

Li Jingshen didn't dare to let her go this time again, the moment before Shen Zhichu fell, there was no fear or panic in Shen Zhichu's eyes, what was just full of relief, such dead silent eyes made Li Jingshen feel chills thinking about it now.

He wiped the blood on Shen Zhichu's forehead with a wet tissue, and the dumb man said to himself: "I lied to you only because I love you so much, and I'm afraid you will leave me."

"I thought we could start over after you lost your memory. I know I made a mistake and I was guilty, but I really don't want to lose you. I love you...I love you...Shen Zhichu, don't leave me, I only have you You..." At the end of the speech, Li Jingshen had already started to choke up.

He seemed to have just got a precious treasure, but before he had time to hold it warm, the treasure broke from his hands. He tried to put it back together in its original form, but he couldn't put it together.

"I'm stupid, stupid enough to make the same mistake twice..." Shen Zhichu squirmed his pale lips, and his voice was so soft that the wind would blow it away.

"After amnesia, Shen Zhichu fell in love with you again, but you killed her with your own hands..."

She didn't call herself "I" but said "Shen Zhichu" as if telling her own story.

Li Jingshen closed his eyes, his mind was filled with all kinds of things, Shen Zhichu didn't want to stay by his side, so he could only use his own method, he didn't care if the method was right or not, as long as it worked.

Various thoughts had sprouted in his mind, some of which made Shen Zhichu unable to leave him.

........

Shen Zhichu was sent to the hospital for examination, and both legs were indeed broken.

When Li Jingshen heard the test results, his temples twitched slightly.

The doctor said: "The left calf was broken, and the right foot was injured at the ankle. Both legs need plaster casts. It will heal in 3-4 months. During this period, you should rest well and remember to massage for repair..."

Li Jingshen's eyelids twitched: "What will happen if you don't treat it?"

The doctor was stunned by the question, and said after a while: "If you don't treat it, your legs will be disabled for a long time, and you can only sit in a wheelchair for the rest of your life."

Sitting in a wheelchair all his life, unable to move his legs, that means Shen Zhichu couldn't do without him.

Li Jingshen said: "Then there is no cure."

The doctor's face changed: "This is not good, why can't this leg be cured?"

Li Jingshen replied: "I just want her legs to be crippled and unable to move."

The doctor felt a chill down his back, and felt that the man in front of him was a lunatic. He was terrified, and his calves were spinning in fear.

Li Jingshen just didn't want Shen Zhichu to leave, but he didn't think about causing her pain, so he prescribed a lot of medicine to relieve the pain of the fracture.

He thought in his heart: If Shen Zhichu is willing to give up the past and live with him, then he will let the doctor heal his leg. If she is not willing, then she will not even think about standing up.

He has plenty of time to "make up" for Shen Zhichu, yes, it's just to make up for her.Li Jingshen was paralyzed by himself.

Li Jingshen returned to the ward, looked at Shen Zhichu who was lying down, and said, "The doctor said that your leg can't be healed, and you can only sit in a wheelchair from now on."

Shen Zhichu's expression moved slightly, and he sank into it slowly.

Li Jingshen walked up to her and sat on the edge of the bed, gently stroking her legs: "Look at you, if you don't overturn your car, your legs won't be disabled."

Yes, she asked for all of this.

"It's fine if your leg is broken, so you won't think about leaving me. Shen Zhichu, don't hate me. There has been new progress in gastric cancer surgery. Your leg..." Li Jingshen paused, "Wait until your stomach recovers." Yes, I will try to treat you here, as long as you listen to me carefully, I will not harm you."

It's ridiculous, it's really ridiculous. The person who drove her into despair actually told her that everything he did was for her good, and told her not to hate him.

The legs were injected with a drug, and I lost consciousness. The legs seemed to disappear, and I couldn't feel it when I put my hands on them.

Timely treatment of broken legs is not a big problem, but Li Jingshen is determined that she can only stay in a wheelchair for the rest of her life.

Li Jingshen carefully described Shen Zhichu's facial features with his eyes, he looked like he was not a lucky person, with small earlobes, and his thin lips were gently pressed together.

Shen Zhichu remained silent, staring at the blank ceiling, as if he could stare at a bunch of flowers.

Li Jingshen still had a wound on his left hand and it was inconvenient to take care of Shen Zhichu, so he called Mrs. Zhang to the hospital.

Auntie Zhang cried on the spot when she saw Shen Zhichu's legs, and sat on the edge of the bed wiping her tears with a tissue in her hand. She didn't understand why such a good Shen Zhichu suffered so much, and why good people didn't have good lives?

.......

Li Jingshen would come every day to wipe Shen Zhichu's face and feed him. Although his hands were inconvenient, he was still very careful in taking care of Shen Zhichu. He put her on the wheelchair with Mrs. Zhang, looked at her thin white feet, and Mrs. Zhang went to get her. The socks are ready for her to wear.

"Let me do it." Li Jingshen took the sock from Aunt Zhang's hand without saying a word, and knelt on the ground to put the sock on for Shen Zhichu.

At this time, he is always the most gentle, able to deceive everyone, as if the domestic violence caused Shen Zhichu to break his leg, miscarry, and become disabled... It's not him.

Shen Zhichu opened his eyes, looking at the lamp on the wall, his dark eyes were gradually occupied by the light, revealing a deep and dark figure.

.......

The wheelchair was custom-made by Li Jingshen specially. The cushion and the back of the chair are made very soft and comfortable. The wheelchair can only be moved by relying on others, and I cannot move when I sit on it. This is why Li Jingshen wants to prevent her from getting injured when going out.

The flesh on Shen Zhichu's body hasn't grown since the abortion. Now that his legs are broken, his body becomes thinner and thinner after eating and sleeping every day, especially on that face, where the eye sockets are sunken and there is no energy left.

Li Jingshen prepared a lot of things for her to pass the time, such as various books, Rubik's Cube, Nine Links, albums...but Shen Zhichu hadn't read any of them.

She lost both her legs and her ability to speak. Ever since Li Jingshen told her that her legs were disabled that day, she never spoke again, her lips seemed to be sewn shut.

Li Jingshen accepted it quickly, he only had one thought in his mind: as long as Shen Zhichu didn't leave him.

Wherever the wheelchair was pushed, she sat there, looking at the fountain in the garden and listening to the chirping of sparrows. This winter was destined to be the most difficult one she had ever experienced.

On December 12th, 20 days before Li Jingshen's engagement, something happened quietly that Shen Zhichu didn't know.

Li Jingshen personally chose a red cashmere coat for Shen Zhichu to put on. When a phone call came, he answered a few words, his expression not very good.

After hanging up the phone, Li Jingshen squatted in front of Shen Zhichu, looking at her at eye level: "I have something to go out for, and I will let Aunt Zhang accompany you out of the hospital later, and I will arrange someone to pick you up."