Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

When Shen Zhichu woke up again, she was alone in the empty ward.

The phone ran out of battery, Shen Zhichu didn't know how long he had slept, but the sky outside the window was still cloudy.

Shen Zhichu got up and put on her shoes, carried her bag and walked out. When she passed by Xia Mingyue's ward, she saw the open door, she couldn't control her feet and stopped.

The person living here is Xia Mingyue, and her nominal husband Li Jingshen is with her.

Xia Mingyue has the face of her first love, and even the blue and white striped hospital gown can't hide her clean and elegant temperament. Her skin is very white, and her almond eyes are bright and bright. Shen Zhichu thought, maybe Li Jingshen is I like Xia Mingyue's innocence that comes from the inside. Compared to myself, he is a villain with a vicious mind and a stick to beat mandarin ducks.

Li Jingshen's kindness to Xia Mingyue made her a little jealous, and her gums became sour after watching it for a long time.

People who don't know Li Jingshen thought that he was born with a cold temper, but Shen Zhichu knew that he actually gave all his tenderness to Xia Mingyue, and he couldn't bear to part with others.

Of course... I was kind to her a long time ago, but now there is nothing left.

Her "peeping" finally caught the attention of the two people inside, Xia Mingyue just took a look at her, then shook into a little white rabbit and hid behind Li Jingshen.

There was timidity on his face, and his eyes were red, as if he had seen a heinous villain.

Li Jingshen patted Xia Mingyue's shoulder lightly, looked over with cold eyes, and when he saw Shen Zhichu standing by the door, a sense of irritability rose in his heart.

That irritability turned into disgust, and it rose to his face undisguised, reprimanded: "What are you doing standing there pretending to be a ghost?"

Standing at the door, Shen Zhichu looked at the gluey two people inside, feeling very glaring for a moment, she didn't want to see it, but she couldn't help it, because that was the Li Jingshen she had never seen before, the Li Jingshen she yearned for .

If I watch too much, my eyes will become blurred... It hurts, and my heart feels ashamed.

Li Jingshen blocked Xia Mingyue behind him, stared at him, saw Shen Zhichu's pale and bloodless face, suddenly a complex emotion arose in his heart, and he frowned.

"Since you're awake, go back."

Shen Zhichu hesitated for a moment, and asked hoarsely, "Are you coming back tonight?"

Seeing the defensiveness in Li Jingshen's eyes, Shen Zhichu didn't even bother to explain to him, she couldn't figure out what heinous things she had done all these years to make Li Jingshen guard her like a thief.

People's hearts are fleshy. Although she prevented him from being with Xia Mingyue, during the four years of their marriage, she, Shen Zhichu, took care of him like a nanny.

Although she couldn't achieve a harmonious family and a happy marriage, she never asked about his relationship with Xia Mingyue these years.

In the past, Li Jingshen had some taboos and knew to come secretly, and after the Shen family declined day and night and faded out of the rich list, she was no longer a threat to Li Jingshen.

She didn't mention the things between him and Xia Mingyue, but she didn't care about them?How can it be?

With Li Jingshen, Shen Zhichu has nothing. Not to mention dying of stomach cancer, she has to help others live. Her own life is almost gone, but who can think of helping her continue?

Shen Zhichu's heart suddenly hurt as if being pricked by thousands of needles, the pain spread to all limbs along the blood vessels, and even the fingertips trembled from the pain.

Shen Zhichu didn't argue with Li Jingshen's order, so after so many years, he was used to it, from the initial flattery to the current quiet self-restraint, making the ground a prison.

The moment he turned around, Shen Zhichu heard Xia Mingyue's voice from inside.

"Is it okay for Shen Zhichu to lose so much blood? His face is so ugly..."

"It's okay, she's always been in good health."

Look, this is the man she loves. Even her rival can see that she has a bad face, but he doesn't.

Li Jingshen is not a careless person, he can see problems at work at a glance, and he can know what happened to Xia Mingyue immediately, but he has no patience and care for Shen Zhichu, whom he has known for six years.

Shen Zhichu took a deep breath, and left this place without looking back, the rain outside was getting heavier and heavier.

She walked back slowly with her head down, she didn't have an umbrella in her bag, and she was drenched in the rain after a while, Shen Zhichu's body was afraid of the cold, the cold air seeped out from his bones, and his lips that were originally blue were cold now Dry and cracked, water droplets also stained on the black eyelashes.

Shen Zhichu's head and eyes were swollen from the cold, and her stomach ached from the cold. She reached out to cover her stomach, but accidentally touched the ring on her ring finger.

Shen Zhichu followed the past with dull eyes. The ring she had worn for four years had lost its original luster and was still black on it. She recalled that when she signed the marriage contract with Li Jingshen, she said casually: "Now that you are married, how do you get married?" There should be a ring, too."

Li Jingshen heard it at the time, and bought this single ring at a roadside stall for 30 yuan and threw it to her.

He sarcastically said: "Take it, you are only worth this little money."

Shen Zhichu just smiled at that time, with indescribable desolation in his eyes, the ring was too small, she forced it through her finger, the ring finger was rubbed red and bled, she still insisted on wearing it.

At that time, Shen Zhichu stubbornly thought that the ring would fit well one day after wearing it for a long time, but he didn't want it to loosen from her finger in the end.

Just like his relationship with Li Jingshen.

Shen Zhichu curled up in the heavy rain, her stomach was on fire, she quickly covered her mouth and retched twice, her eye sockets were scarlet with pain, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.

It was still raining, and the pedestrians on the street opened their umbrellas one after another. Shen Zhichu squatted on the ground, picked up the ring and stuck it on his chest, and stood up until his stomach felt less uncomfortable.

She was like a wandering spirit in the rain, bumping into someone in a trance, Shen Zhichu came back to his senses after being hit, and lowered his head in a panic to apologize, the other party was a young mother and child, the woman held the child's hand, her voice was gentle: "It doesn't matter."

The child looked up at Shen Zhichu's red eyes, and asked softly, "Sister, are you crying?"

The woman patted the child's head, gave Shen Zhichu an apologetic look, and took the child away.

The mother and son turned their backs to her, and Shen Zhichu heard the child ask his mother: "Why is sister crying? Is it because she is afraid of crying?"

"How could Big Sister be afraid..."

With the patter of rain, Shen Zhichu gradually became unable to hear what the mother and son said.

Shen Zhichu gently covered his stomach, raised his head and forced back the tears, afraid? How could he not be afraid, afraid when he went to the hospital alone, afraid when he had a gastroscopy, and was called to the diagnosis room alone by the doctor I was also afraid when I was sick, and I was even more afraid when I was finally ordered to be terminally ill. The blood flowed backwards and my whole body was cold.

But what Shen Zhichu was more afraid of than these was dying alone, with no one around him.